Stupid Liar 




I was literally walking on cloud nine as I went back to our apartment. I just got back from my "talk" with YG-hyung and I can say that I felt better than ever! 


D, this is it! Soon, the world will know that you are my butterfly. 


The world will soon know that the three-syllable named girl who makes my heart flutter is San-da-ra. 


Soon, I can flaunt our ring without having everyone confused as to who among you and your friends owns the partner of it. 


Soon, D, I will be able to admire you openly. I can stare at you all day, without fear of being caught by others. I can feast my eyes on you to the extent of you melting with my gazes and the people can't do anything about it anymore. 


Now, if only your heart will decide to go back to me soon, D... 


"YA! Why are you so impatient, Kwon Jiyong?!" I scolded myself, slapping my forehead repeatedly as I paced back and forth outside our building. 


I went to the girls’ and was informed by the girls that Dara went somewhere alone. I was about to burst into fits of anger upon hearing her going out again if not for little Minji informing me that Dara went alone and was just craving for some ramen. 


Little Minji, you have been a very good daughter to your omma and appa! Kkkkk 


"Hayyst... you could have just asked me to accompany you, you know?" I kicked some dust that was lying on the ground. 


"What a dork! Going off by your own when you know very well that people might recognize you... And you get angry whenever I call you scattered-brain??" 


I took out my phone and dialed her number. 


Ring. Ring. 


No answer. 


Ring. Ring. Ring. 


Still no answer. 


*Sigh* 


"Hayssst, I'm getting frustrated already!" I blew air into my cold and trembling hands, determined to fight off the coldness that was embracing me just to be able to withstand waiting for her outside. 


I suddenly wondered if Dara worn something heavy, considering the weather right now. She better or else…


"Where are you, D???" I rubbed my arms furiously as I felt myself shivering from coldness. It’s getting extremely cold now that my teeth are clattering.


"I am here, Ji..." 


My eyes were suddenly covered by someone from behind.


"D??" 


"Neh, Ji. It's me, your sweet D." The person behind me said sweetly. 


My heart immediately beat rapidly, as her words sent a rush of adrenaline towards me.


But something’s amiss.


Eh, why does her voice suddenly sound hoarse? Has she been crying? 


"A-are you ok, D?? You sound like you're sick or something. Hayssst! It must be because of the cold weather…" I tried to pull away from her hands to face her and check her temperature but her hands remained tightly covering my eyes.


I tried to pull away again, this time with more force but instead of letting go, her hands remained the way it is, as if unaffected of the force I just exerted.


Wow. Since when did she become this strong? Am I getting weak because of being too skinny lately?


"I'm ok, Ji. I'm just a little under the weather, I think..." 


I suddenly felt concern for her. Haysssst! Why did she have to go out so early in the morning in the first place? 


I heard her cough a little. 


“Don’t worry about me, jagiya.”


I frowned as her voice suddenly sounded a little baritone. 


"D??" I asked her, confused with the sudden changes happening in her. 


"Neh, Jiyongie?" She asked sweetly. 


Something's not right... 


"Saranghae, oppa." She told me before I could speak. 


Eh? Why does her voice suddenly remind me of Youngbae when we did a parody in... 


"Sarang... ARE YOU REALLY, DARA???" 


Something's definitely not right... 


"Aigoo, Jiyongie! Why do you doubt me, my cute little Jiyongie? Can't you smell the sweet aroma of my minihompy, baby? SMELL! SMEEEELLLLLLLL!!!!" 


DAESUNG-AH!!!!!!!!!! 


I yanked the hands that covered my eyes and faced the three laughing hyenas that were enjoying the prank they just pulled on me. 


My blood boiled even more when I saw our maknae still pretending to be Dara. 


"Saranghae, oppa. Saranghae!" He made kissy faces while Bae, TOP-hyung and Daesung-ah all laughed hysterically. Hyung was even holding his stomach, letting out a baritone guffaw while both Bae’s and Daesung-ah’s eyes became small slits. They’re really enjoying this stupidity.


"I'm ok, Ji. I'm just a little under the weather, I think..." TOP-hyung repeated, this time with his monstrous baritone voice. 


I was nearing my boiling point when they continued taunting me despite my anger brewing up. 


"Neh, Ji. It's me, your swe---" 


"THAT'S IT!" I cut the maknae who was still making fun of me. 


"PRACTICE TOMORROW, 6 AM to 12 AM. Just thirty minutes break for both lunch and dinner and NO, absolutely, NO leaving the YG premises!"


That broke the merriment of my members and turned their laughter into groans in a split second.


HA! That’s the way to shut up the laughing hyenas. HAHAHAHAHA! I laughed evilly as I left my other members who were ganging up now on the maknae who initiated the whole “Make-the-Kwon-Leadah-look-like-a-fool” prank.


BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


















“What’s on your mind?” 


I looked over to the person sitting in front of my laptop and was now facing me. Woo had turned around and eyed me suspiciously.


“Eh?” I asked, as if I haven’t grasped what he meant by asking that question when in truth, I have heard my best friend loud and clear.


“I know you, bro. You always get that dazed, glassy-eyed look in your eyes whenever you’re in deep thought.” He told me casually as he moved his chair closer to my bed.


And he was right. I was indeed in deep thought.


What was I thinking, anyway? Well, let’s just say that I wasn’t expecting a visitor earlier and her visit left me a lot to ponder on…


"Wanna go outside, Yoona-sshi?" I asked her as I felt the awkwardness of our situation.


I silently led her outside and she followed me without saying a word. She wouldn’t walk beside me even when I slowed my steps so she could catch up with me.


It was as if she was contented walking after me.


I led her towards a wooden bench outside our apartment. It was my favorite spot, one that I frequent whenever I want to have a quiet time with myself or I wanted to talk to a friend in confidentiality.


Both of us sat down and for a minute, no one talked. 


Somehow, feeling her familiar closeness next to me made the silence comfortable, as if I was with a dear old friend. 


I turned to look at her and I noticed her let out a sharp breath.

"How are you now, Yoona-sshi?" I asked her softly. I could have greeted her casually but given our past and our situation now, I felt that it was appropriate.


She faced me and gave a smile, one that was meant to melt fanboys’ heart but not mine. 


My heart’s already been captured by another girl whose smile has the power to make me melt and crumble at the same time.


"I'm doing good. Better, I think." She continued smiling although I could feel that her smile did not reach her eyes.


I stared at her, inspecting her face as I did not believe what she just said. I knew her quite well, knew when she was lying and when she is sincere. I wanted to ask her what’s wrong but instead of prying, I just smiled at her.


"That's good to hear then." 


"Neh." She nodded. 


Another silence passed by us and this time, awkwardness engulfed us. 


I heard her take a deep breath and looked up to the sky, as if saying a silent prayer. After awhile, she turned to me.


"How are things with you and Dara?" She asked me with a serious expression.


Despite the awkwardness between us, I couldn’t help but smile upon hearing Dara’s name. My mind traveled back and brought me to the place we visited earlier, the place where I let her see a glimpse of who I was as a person. 


I smiled as I remembered her smiles, her laughter and her tears. 


I smiled as my mind traveled back to Ice Cream City in Ikebukuro where we had countless nights sharing ice cream and hearty laughter and friendly chats.


I smiled as I remembered our moments together as simply Dara and Khun Khun, not Dara of 2NE1 and Nickhun of 2PM.


I was still smiling like a fool when Yoona suddenly asked me a question I never thought I would hear from her.


"Do you love her?" 


Silence. 


She looked at me intensely, as if anticipating what I have to say. I already knew the answer to that question but somehow, I was having a hard time opening my mouth to speak as I saw something in her eyes that made me think twice of my action.


Desperation.


I didn’t want to think that she still has feelings for me. After all, it has been more than a year already since we have broken up.


Though I didn’t know what she was feeling at that moment, I was certain, however, of what I was feeling for Dara. 


And as if I wanted the whole world to know, I voiced out what my heart has been screaming for awhile now.


"Neh, Yoona-sshi. I love her. I think I love her so much that I would die if I would ever lose her... when one day she will realize that the man she loves is Jiyong.." 


I saw her turned her head away from me, her hands trembling. I couldn’t understand why but I suddenly felt guilty, as if I did something that had hurt her extremely. 


"I-ah, I'm r-really happy to know that, Nichkhun..." She quickly stood up and walked away, as if she couldn’t stand staying a second more with me.


"Yoona..." 


I called out to her, confused as to what just happened between us, but she continued walking as if unable to hear me calling out to her.




I massaged my head as I felt it ached, probably from thinking too much. Woo looked at me with concern.


“It was Yoona’s visit, right?” He asked though I felt like he already knew but just wanted to confirm with me.


“Neh. It was weird, talking to her alone after more than a year of no communication…”


“Do you still love her?” He asked me all of a sudden which made me jerk my head up and meet his prying eyes.


“Ani.” I answered him honestly. “She will always be special to me and I will never cease to care for her but love… my heart belongs to someone else.” I saw him nod his head as if in understanding.


“Do you feel though she still loves you?” He asked me thoughtfully. I shook my head for I did not have a clue as to what Yoona was feeling.


“I don’t know. Probably not anymore. I think she had moved on. She’s with Jiyong now but…” I trailed off which Woo easily caught on.


“But…?” He pried once again. I actually did not mind him being too interrogative now for it was helping me acknowledge some of my pent up feelings.


“It’s just that I’m afraid she would just be hurt if she continued with her relationship with Jiyong. I don’t know what the hell that confession of them dating was all about but what I’m sure of is that Jiyong is very much in love with Dara still. I’m afraid that he’s just using Yoona…” All throughout, he was just listening to me, as if pondering on the things I have revealed.


“Use her for what?” He asked curiously. My forehead wrinkled as I could not present an accurate answer.


“I don’t know.” I answered honestly.


“So you think Jiyong-sshi and Yoona-sshi are not really dating? That makes no sense…” He replied, confused.


“I’m not saying that they’re not dating. It’s just that I don’t think Jiyong will continue pursuing Dara if he’s already in a deep relationship with Yoona as what everybody knows. That’s why I’m afraid for Yoona. She might be in a hollow relationship right now and will be hurt eventually, again…” I felt a sharp sting as I remembered how much I have hurt her with my lies.


Woo walked towards me and placed his arm on my shoulder.


“Don’t worry, bro. Yoona-sshi’s a big girl. She knows how to take care of herself. Plus, I don’t think Jiyong’s the type of person who will play with people’s feelings. From the few days we were with them, I could feel that he is sincere and good-natured, very far from what he portrays onstage.”


I sighed heavily. I knew that what Woo said was true. Kwon Jiyong was different from G-Dragon. 


I lay on my bed and couldn’t help but think about her again. 


Yoona, I really hope you’ll be ok. 


I hope you find your way to your happiness again. 


















It was a nightmare unlike any I had before.


I couldn’t believe that a person like him could exist, a person whom I thought only lurked in pocketbooks and TV dramas.


But today, I met him and he dropped the biggest bomb of my life.


Stay away from Kwon Jiyong or if not, G-Dragon will lose his career.


I just found it so unfair, so unfair that it seemed even fate was doing everything to keep Kwon Jiyong and I apart.


It was only less than 24 hours since Jiyong and I have patched up and decided to rekindle our old friendship but then, this had to happen.


“WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM US, HUH?? HAVEN’T YOU HAD ENOUGH?!” I yelled to no one in particular.


“Glad you’re awake now, Dara-sshi.”


I suddenly jumped from my seat and hit my head on the car ceiling. “Owww…” I rubbed my head which was aching badly from the contact.


“Mianhe. I didn’t mean to surprise you.” Yoona-sshi apologized shyly as she looked at me with concern. I nodded and smiled weakly at her. It finally dawned on me that I was inside her car and we were on our way towards YGE.


“Ani, it wasn’t your fault. I’m just naturally clumsy.” We both laughed at my comment which somehow eased the tension between the two of us.


"Dara-sshi..." 


I looked at Yoona who was biting her lower lip as if contemplating whether to go on with her question. 


"Neh?" I gave her a small smile, encouraging her to go on. 


"How are you and Jiyong now?" I stiffened upon the mention of his name. She probably noticed the sudden change in my expression for she bowed her head as if in shame. "Mian, Dara-sshi. I didn't mean to pry in your priv---" 


"It's ok, Yoona-sshi... We're, uh, ok, I guess. Same old, same old." I managed to let out an awkward laugh. She looked at me, as if searching for a trace of sincerity in my words. 


"Being away for a year, I guess it is natural that we're a bit awkward with each other..." 


"Awkward? You two surely didn't look awkward when he hugged you and thanked you during the MAMA." She said in a teasing manner, even chuckling a bit. Though I was obviously surprised at the bluntness of her statement, I was amazed at how I did not find her tone as condescending. Matter of fact, it was more like teasing among other things. 


"I, ah..." I was lost for words as I felt myself flushed as I recalled the moments that happened between Jiyong and I during that fateful night. 


I heard Yoona heave a sigh which brought me back to present time. "Mianhe. I didn't mean to act all close and all. I just can't stop my mouth sometimes." She smiled apologetically. 


"Ani, it's ok. It's just that I'm kind of awkward talking about him and..." My voice trailed off, stoping myself just in time. Yoona looked at me with curious eyes. 


"And..?" She probed a little. I heaved a sigh as I realized that talking about that subject was inevitable. 


"Inappropriate." I gave out the most accurate word my mind could pluck at the moment. I looked at Yoona as I said my reply and was surprised to see her smiling bitterly as if finding humor in the situation. 


"Inappropriate because of our make-believe relationship?" She snickered. I was taken aback that she was aware that I already knew the truth behind their charade. 


"H-how did you find out that I already knew?" I asked her, clearly dumbfounded. She turned to me and smiled knowingly. 


"I have been observing you in the past, Dara-sshi. I know you're quite smart and sensitive especially when it comes to the feelings of the people you care about." She actually complimented me which made me somehow feel good. "Plus, the way Jiyong looked and acted obssessively at MAMA, I knew he would sooner rather than later, admit to you that what we had was just hoax." She told me. Once again, I was amazed at how she figured it all out, Jiyong's transparency and my vulnerability. 


"Are you even aware that that boy is crazy for you, Dara-sshi? And when I said crazy, as in crazy-obssessed with you!" She let out a hearty laughter. "That G-Dragon! He acted so brave and all earlier, standing up to sajangnim and telling him that he's going public about his feelings for you and there is nothing sajangnim or anyone in that matter can do about it." She let out an amused chuckle while I froze in disbelief. "Aigoo. Do you even know you're capability, Dara-sshi? You were able to make the Dragon breathe fire!" She teased me continuously. 


One would think that I would get all giddy upon knowing that the famouse G-Dragon breathed fire because of me. However, all I felt was the age old enemy of mine, guilt. Here was Jiyong fighting for me, standing up against one of the most influential men in Korean Music Industry while here I was, still unsure of what my heart needs. 


"Yoona-sshi..." I paused as I waited for her to look at me. When she did, a heaved a long sigh and asked what's been bothering my mind lately. "Is it possible to love and care with the same intensity for two people?" Her eyes registered surprise as she absorbed my question. 


A long period of silence passed by us. She was seriously pondering my question, as if troubled by it. 


After awhile, she stepped on the brakes and looked at me straight in the eye. 


"To be honest, I really wouldn't know, Dara-sshi. I have and will always love just one person." She told me with a sad smile painted on her pretty. I felt bad for her. Such a pretty face does not deserve a trace of loneliness. 


I pondered on what she said and for a moment, I gulped upon realizing what she meant to say. 


"Are you in love with Jiyong?" I asked, wide-eyed. The thought suddenly stung my heart. 


"Jiyong?" She said, thoughtfully. "Ani. I think I can never fall in love with someone whose eyes and heart could only see and beat for another person." She calmly answered, giving me a reassuring smile. I returned her smile. Her assurance somehow lifted a burden from me. 


"But who am I kidding? The person I love could only see and breathe another person's name." She looked at me sadly. I was suddenly confused with her contradicting statements. 


"But you said you were not in love with Jiyong..." I stated, confused more than ever. She smiled at me and nodded. 


"Neh. He isn't Jiyong." She replied. She tucked some loose strands that covered her delicate face and sighed. "He's someone from my past that I just can't seem to let go..." She looked out the window as if not wanting to meet my gaze. 


The silence that fell between us was deafening. I turned my attention to the view she was looking at and saw the night sky starless. 


How fitting for our situation, isn't it, Yoona-sshi? Both of us are grieving for our happiness that we just can't seem to reach... 


Even the stars had forsaken us. Even the night shared in our emptiness. 


And just when a gentle breeze brushed against my shivering skin, I heard her muffled cries. 


I turned to her and instinctively pat my hand gently at her back, as if a mother offering comfort to her disheartened child. 


She continued sobbing while turning to look at me. In her eyes I could see teh refelection of my misery. 


"Do you love Nichkhun, Dara-sshi? Do you love him more than you love Jiyong?" She asked me so bluntly that all I could do was stare at her and answer lamely. 


"I don't know, Yoona-sshi. I don't know what to feel anymore." I felt my heart constricting, as if being crushed again and again. I hate how my heart just couldn't make a stand at the moment. I hate how my indecision was making the two people I most care suffer and hurt. 


I‘m selfish. I know I have to let one of them go but the mere thought of letting him go just weakened my fragile heart. 


If I let him go, will I still have a heart left to give to the other? 


"You're so lucky, Dara-sshi. You just don't know how lucky you are to have the persons you love loving you back." She told me as I continued rubbing her back and giving her comfort. 


"How could I be lucky, Yoona-sshi? How could I be lucky when even fate forbids me to be close to him? How could I be lucky when I know I have to hurt and leave one of them eventually?" I closed my eyes and felt my tears flowing again. 


As I silently grieved, I felt a hand touched my shoulder gently. 


"You are lucky. You don't have to see the person you love baring his heart out for another person. You don't get to see the happiness in his eyes that were meant for another person and not for you." She was crying uncontrollably. "You don't get to hear him say that he loves her so much that he feels he would die if she chooses to love another person..." 


I was baffled at her revelation. Somehow, I felt so bad for her that she needed to go through this. 


It was in this state that I realized Yoona and I were on the same page. 


We were both seeking for love but somehow, we are both being hindered from realizing the happiness that we desired from the start. 


I don't know why but suddenly, I felt like I had a confidant in her.


"Yoona-sshi, earlier, Soo Man-sshi blackmailed me into avoiding Jiyong." I saw her eyes widened at what I told her. 


"He told me that if I let Jiyong go public about his feelings for me, he will see to it that his career and all his hard work will go down the drain." I gritted my teeth with anger as I recalled the conversation I had earlier with infamous President of SME.


“That mean-spirited fellow!” I barely heard her hiss. I saw how her eyes darkened and her hands clutched the steering wheel tightly.


“He told me that the two of you have a great future together. There are so many endorsements lined up for the two of you and if Jiyong admitted his feelings for me at this moment, all the endorsements will stop and pull the two of you out.”


She breathed heavily, listening intently to all that I had to say.


“The moment he opened his mouth, I wanted to slap him senseless, to make him come into his senses that he’s being an sh*thole.” I continued. “And though I’d rather kill myself than agree with him, I know deep inside that what he said was true. If the public will know about his feelings for me, he will risk losing the support of your fans who have already conceived in their minds a certain notion about the two of you.”


“He will look like the bad guy…” I bit my lips as they quiver shamelessly.


“While I will be the victim, right?” She smirked.


I nodded and bowed my head.


“You know what I hate most than being lied to?” I blinked and shook my head.


“It’s being treated like some cute little puppy that will always follow her master around.”


With that, she stepped in the accelerator and sped off with so much urgency.


















I looked at the old man in front of me, acting all casual and business-like. But I knew that behind that cool façade was a shrewd and ruthless businessman.


“What brought you here, Yoon Ah?” 


She hated how he could calmly mention her birth name.


“How could you do this?!” I exclaimed at him, irritated. I could see that he was surprised by my audacity to shout at the President.


“Where are your manners, young lady?” He asked sternly. His face still looked calm though I was already giving deathly glares.


“I lost them the moment you started treating me like your little puppy that meant to follow you only!” I yelled frustrated.


Any other person could have been taken aback, or if not, would have felt guilty and remorse.


Looking at the eyes of Soo Man-sshi, however, I only saw treachery, lies and deceit.


“Oh, I see you have spoken with the cute and feisty Sandara Park, neh?” He said casually, so casual one might think the man was made of stone.


“I can’t believe you… I can’t believe you can go that low…” I shook my head and laughed incredibly. “How were you able to do that? Looking at a girl straight in her eyes and shatter her happiness with a snap of your fingers… 


How can your conscience hold the thought that because of you, two people will be hurting and suffering?”


I looked at Soo Man-sshi and saw a blank expression.


“Simple. I don’t think about them.”


He answered me with so much nonchalance that I shuddered with fear at the evilness that was unfolding right before my very eyes.


“H-how can you say that so easily?? How can you be so ruthless and uncaring?” My voice cracked.


His face softened as he lowered his head on his table.


“I know you still love that Nichkhun of 2PM.”


My head jotted up, surprise at the words Soo Man-sshi blurted.


“You may think I’m selfish, just doing this for the sake of my company and my profit.”


He looked at me with indignant eyes.


“But when you think of it, which of us will benefit more from this little charade we’re playing, huh, Yoon Ah?”


I narrowed my eyes at him, unbelieving of his audacity.


“Who’s the one who’ll gain more fame and popularity?”


I felt my blood boiling from anger.


“Who will gain countless endorsements and shows?”


This is unbelievable!


“Who will earn an abundant salary, more than enough to live a life of luxury?”


I continued staring at him, wishing my stares could magically turn into spikes and crucify him.


“Most of all, who between the two of us is in love with the person who clearly love someone else?”


I felt my eyes burning at what he said.


“Come to think of it, Yoon Ah. Jiyong is the only guy you have right now. Nichkhun has only eyes for Dara, everyone can see that.”


“The hell with this!” I hissed angrily.


I turned to walk away but what he said made me stop on my tracks.


“You love him so much, right? To the point that you would do anything for him…”


“If you love him so much, wouldn’t you want him to have his happiness?”


I looked at him one last time.


And as much as I loathed him with all my being, I couldn’t deny that what he said was true.


I love him so much…


And I would do anything just to make sure he’ll have his happiness again.



















I looked at him as he attentively watched from the side, mouthing encouraging words whenever our eyes would cross paths.


“D-ah, HWAITING!” He would giggle like a grade school boy and that would leave a sting in my heart.


He’s so happy… How can I just take that happiness away from him?


He even brought us sandwiches, the way he always did whenever we had long shoots and exhausting tapings.


He even had my sandwich cut into a huge apple-heart. And he said he prepared it especially for me.


I smiled at him as our Director said “Cut!”. He immediately ran towards me, offering a mineral water.


“Kamsahamnida, Jiyongie!” I exclaimed happily as I took the water he offered me. I took the sandwich he brought awhile ago and settled on a nearby bench.


He followed me and sat beside me, uncaring if people were looking at us and buzzing at how attentive he was of me.


“Jiyongie… people are looking at us.” I whispered to him and shot him a warning look.


Instead of restraining himself, he took out a small towel from his bag and started wiping away the beads of sweat that formed on my forehead.


I blushed involuntarily as I felt him wiping my sweat in a tender manner, as if afraid he’s break a fragile vase.


“Jiyongie…” I pleaded as he continued wiping my face. “Please don’t be like this…”


He stopped wiping my face and looked at me in surprise.


“But I’m just being true to myself…” He sounded hurt and I felt his words pinched at my heart.


“I know that, Ji… It’s just that in people’s eyes, you still belong to Yoona…” I told him, trying to conceal the sadness that was engulfing my heart.


“Don’t worry about that, D. I’ll take care of that.” His eyes suddenly lit up and his energy came back. “I’ve already arranged things with YG-hyung and he’s just waiting for my go-signal to do the presscon. Soon, I will be----“


“I hope you won’t be doing it anytime soon.”


My words made him stop, complete surprised at what I blurted out.


“I know you’re having a hard time lying, Jiyong. I know it hurts you to keep what you feel but at this point, I just don’t want to have any more complications…” I sighed in exhaustion.


He cupped my face towards him, his eyes reflected disappointment.


“What are you saying then, D?” His voice, almost cracking but he tried to restrained himself.


“I want you to be G-Dragon onstage and in front of the camera, the G-Dragon that the fans love. The G-Dragon that belongs to Yoona.” 


He looked at me as if I committed the ultimate betrayal.


“How can you say that so casually?” He hissed under his breath. He didn’t even try concealing the frustration he was feeling. 


Some of the people around were already murmuring about us. At first, I took note of each and every buzz that I heard but as I gazed at Jiyong’s defeated eyes, I knew that their malicious gossips could not hurt me more than the pain I was feeling knowing that Jiyong’s hurting because of what I said.


Just be G-Dragon in front of them, the G-Dragon who belongs to Yoona when you're faced with a camera.


And when all the lights and the glamour disappear, just be the Kwon Jiyong who always stays at my side...