No one is in the house when i come downstairs. Everyone has left. That’s good. I just want to be alone right now. I feel extremely bad. Maybe i what i did was wrong. I should apologize to her, but how? I still feel that she has a hidden intention behind all of this. But i will stop my negative thinking now. I don’t want Donghae Oppa to be mad at me. I’ve been in the room crying and thinking over this problem for hours, and i regret. But it just still irritates me when Donghae Oppa said i am childish and i am stress. I was stress and i’ve been giving out my best to get that emotion off me. I’ve tried my best to be back to my old self and bury all those sad memories in my heart. Why did he say that? Too much problem makes me headache. Just forget about Donghae and his words and focus on that girl.

Maybe Hye Rim just miss Donghae Oppa. Maybe she just miss my husband.

I go to the kitchen and make myself a cup of tea. I sit at the garden, admiring the view. The grass isn’t that long, maybe Auntie Jang is wrong.

The sun begin to set and i feel so alone. This house is so quiet whenever they work. And i’m just left alone here. I’m bored. I miss the dorm. I miss Heebum. I miss Heechul Oppa. How is he doing? I fished out my phone from my jeans pocket and send him a message.

Pretty Oppa !

How are you? ^^  

I hit send button and wait...wait and wait again. Even Heechul Oppa is ignoring me. What’s wrong with today? I stare at my phone. Should i text Donghae Oppa? Telling him i’m sorry?

“Hey.” A girly voice was heard. I’m expecting the others to come...but not you!

“Hi.” My voice is tight. I don’t want to speak with her but i have to apologize. She then take a seat next to me. We both sit in awkward silence, i was about to say sorry when she beat me to it. I didn’t notice she was coming home. Does she has the key?

“So... I heard from my mom that you and Hae Oppa dated for two years and married. Am i right?”

“Yes.”

“Oh...How old are you by the way?”

“I reach 23 years old this year. I am older than you.” I said proudly. I am proud being older, that means she has to respect me.

“Oh, i am just 22. You look older than you looks.” She said. I gaped at her, what?!  “Sorry my  bad.” She smirked. “I never know Donghae Oppa likes girl like you, ____ Unnie. I thought he likes girl who wears mini skirt, heels... That how the boys i know like. If i am a guy then i will not be interested in you.” She shook her head. I take a deep breath to calm my self. I have promised myself to apologize, not to start another war.

“What are you trying to say?” i asked....politely.

“I’m not saying anything. It just my opinion. Hae Oppa is a good husband isn’t he? He is very caring and loving. I want to have a husband like him.” She continued. “I have had so many boyfriends since high school, but no one can replace him in my heart. He is just special for me. It’s too bad that he has to marry someone first. He should wait for me to graduate from my college.  Do you think me and him will make a cute couple?”

“Of course not.” I glared at her. Don’t try with me miss. Keep your mind straight. He is just a brother for her, and vice versa. Nothing less nothing more. She is just trying to make me angry, don’t fall into her trap.

“Unnie, did you go to University?” she asked. I gladly response as it’s not the question that hurt my feeling. I told her that i didn’t and she asked why.

"I didn't. I was about to enter University but i met Donghae Oppa at that time." i answered honestly. I did have plan about entering Seoul University... but...

“So you just didn’t continue just because you met him? What if you had no idea that he is going to be your husband? You’re a very short minded person.” She judged. You are wrong lady.

“No, at that time, i was thinking hard whether i want to continue or not. But i had feeling of wanting to take care of them after seeing him and the other members being super busy and no one was taking care of them personally.. I wanted to take a good care of them, and by that i have given my time just to handle their needs. When the first week i met them, it was so hard for me. Food, groceries, laundry, do cleaning. You  know, boys are boys. I just wanna focus on one thing. The dorm is always dirty and messy. Kyuhyun's room is always messy. Shindong Oppa's too. I h-“

“So you just give up your studies just to take care of them? God! There are so many of  them!” she said in horror. Is there something wrong with that? She is too over reacting.

“i could enter college whenever i want. I could enter it now if i want to, but i choose to not to. I have given my life to serve and give my best to my husband. And for him, Super Junior is important. Maybe he loves the members more than me.” I chuckled. “I love all of them and after years knowing them, taking care of them, and giving up college is nothing for me, really. It is all worth it. All of them are important for me. It’s like look over your family members.”

“Unnie...i am speechless. I don’t think i can do that in the future. Take care of people you just know and until now? Unnie, i am sure you have a smart brain. Why do you choose to be like a maid?” Well i think Hye Rim is not that bad. This girl is fun to talk with but why does she think of me like that?

“I enjoy doing that Hye Rim-ssi.” I said formally. “i don’t feel like a maid at all. If it’s not me then who else will take care of their health? They will just eat ramen or maybe won’t eat at all when they just finish their schedule because they are too tired. They are lazy brats you know.” I smiled, remembering Eunhyuk and Shindong laying on the sofa in the dorm for hours when they got their day off. They won’t even move and just being lazy all day.

“How many boyfriend have you had before?” i tried to change the topic. I don’t like being in the spotlight.

“i had five. But yeah...They are all bad. They couldn’t give what i want and some of them just have some problems with their feeling. Too jealousy, too protective. One of them proposed to me but i don’t think marriage is my thing yet. I always compare them with Donghae Oppa. Is he a good husband?”

“Of course he is. He is always there for me. He never leave me even once. He is....how do i say this? I love him very much. We had a lot of arguments but we could always make it pass. I am overwhelmed with his love. He is very childish sometimes but somehow he surprises me by showing me his mature side. He is just everything to me and i have to thank him for everything. No one can replace him in my heart. I am so cheesy aren’t i? But i’m telling you the truth. You will feel the same thing when you find your own man who you love very much.” I emphasize some words so she could take the hint that Donghae is mine and mine  only.  “Oh by the way, Hye Rim-ssi. I want to apologize for being impolite and rude this morning. I should treat you better.”

“It’s okay Unnie. I envy you for having Donghae Oppa. I want him too.” She pouted. I creased my brows, she doesn’t get my hint does she?

“Well, steal him from me then, if you can.” I challenged. This girl...haist!

“I will! I love him too you know Unnie!”

“Yeah, whatever.” I stand up. “i have to cook, they will be back soon.” And by that i left the garden. I walked towards the kitchen and started to put the ingredients out. I was cutting the onions when someone hugged me from behind, startled me. I almost chopped my fingers!!

“Hey baby.” The voice said then he kissed me on my cheek. It’s Donghae. When did he come in?

“Hey. You’re home.”

“Yeah, i finished early today. I’m hungry. What are you cooking? I want Soondubu jjigae, galbi and Maangchi for dinner. Do you have them?” Did he listen to my conversation with Hye Rim?  I guess not.

“ I think so. Get off me and let me cook.” I tried to yank his hands off my body but he tighten his grip. He snuzzled his head against the crook of my neck. “Oppa! We are not alone here.”

“So what? I know Hye Rim is outside.”

“Then go and watch tv or do something else. Stop hanging on me like a monkey.” i put down the knife and turned around to face him with difficulty.

He just showed me his happy grin and pinched my cheek hardly while wiggled them. This man!

“Setoph!!! (Stop)”

“Baby you’re so beautiful and cuteeee..i love you so much!” he pecked my lips over and over again while still wiggling my face.  He finally let go of my face. It’s my turn now. I pinched him and wiggled his face too. Revenge is good hehehe

“You’re hurting me you dummy. Go shower and let me finish cooking your food okay baby?” Then i released him.

“I love it when you call me baby. I am tired, massage me later.” Bossy Donghae. His shoulder is so hard, it makes my hands tired whenever i massaged him.

“Ask Eunhyuk to do it for you. Go. You’re disturbing me.” I shooed him but he just won’t go away.

“But i want to help my yeobo. Let me chop the onions or the meat.” He offered. Did he get any prize today? Why does he look so happy all of a sudden. He was mad at me in the morning.

“Stop trying to be cute. It doesn’t affect me. Kekeke.”

“Yeobo...” he showed me his secret weapon! His puppy eyes and pouting lips. I haven’t seen that for so long! “Yeobo!!” he stomped his feed on his spot,  like a kid he is.

“Fine. Change your clothes first and come back here okay?”

“Okay.” He kissed me and walked away. Finally. “Bye Hye Rim!” he greeted. I turned my head to her direction. She was leaning on the sofa with opened. She must have watched us!  It’s all Donghae’s fault. She must feels so awkward right now. Why did he have to act like that in front of her? He must notice her presence earlier.

“B-Bye..” she replied back and glanced at me shyly. “I’m going to shower.” Then she entered her room and closed the door behind her.

I shook my head as i continue preparing the dinner.

Donghae’s POV

I finished recording earlier than the others today so i come back home early. Today was tiring. I danced and recorded a song today. I couldn’t concentrate as usual since me and ____ had an argument this morning. I just couldn’t believe she is jealous over her. Tsk.  

I parked my car and opened the door. There is Hye Rim’s heels in the living room, lying on the floor in a mess. I put my shoes off and i take her heels and my shoes and put them inside the shoe cupboard. The house is empty. Did ____ leave? Why didn’t she tell me?

I opened the fridge and poured myself a glass of cold water. Then i heard Hye Rim’s voice and ____’s from the garden outside. Thank God they are good now.

I was about to go upstairs but i overheard their conversation and somehow i just want to listen more. So i sat on the corner beside the garden door. The door was opened and i could hear them clearly.

“i could enter college whenever i want. I could enter it now if i want to, but i choose to not to. I have given my life to serve and give my best to my husband. And for him, Super Junior is important. Maybe he loves the members more than me. I love all of them and after years knowing them, taking care of them, and giving up college is nothing for me, really. It is all worth it. All of them are important for me. It’s like look over your family members.”

And from that, i listen their conversation until they finished. I can’t help but smile and my heart was thumping. I have never heard her telling her mind out like this, and i never expect her too. Hearing those words come out from just make me feel so blessed. And she apologized. That’s good.  But why Hye Rim wants me? And why ____ asked her to steal me away from her? I don’t want that. Is she kidding? I’m sure she is. This girl.... giving up her studies because of me and Super Junior huh? That’s why whenever i ask her the reason why, she never wanted to answer me. I’m feeling so lucky to have her in my life. So damn lucky. And deep inside my heart i feel a little bit relieved because the girl that i have in my life is ____ not Hye Rim. Even though i’ve known her for so long  but she just still the same.  Naive, cute, loving and sweet like ____ is my type. Not a girl like Hye Rim. She is nice but her personality just doesn’t fits mine.

“I have to cook. They will be back soon.”

I heard ____ said.  And a few seconds later she entered the house and walked passed me. Didn’t she see me here? She was humming when she opened the fridge and had her back on me. Maybe she didn’t notice me. Am i too small to be unnoticed?  That girl over there is the love of my life. Kekeke.

I stood up and placed the glass on the desk.

“Oppa.” Hye Rim showed up and said it in a low voice as if she was surprised to see me.

“Hi.” I waved at her then i tiptoed to the kitchen where _____was at.  I smiled as i getting closer... and i pulled her into a hug and kissed her on her cheek.

“Hey baby.”

i planned to update this on thursday or friday but... here an update for u

i dont wanna make donghae being blamed..kekeke he still love ____(YOU) !

HAHAHAHA

Hye Rim has so many haters, i guess ?

I CAN’T STOP SMILING WHEN I MADE THIS CHAPTER.

IT’S JUST TOO CUTE!!! it's a bit shorter than the previous update but hope u enjoy it

i can't stop laughing when i read your comments. thank you! (should i thank you too for hating hye rim? keke)

I WANT TO PINCH DONGHAE TOO ;P

it's 1 am in the morning here o,O i'm still doing my assignment...grrawrrrr!!

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