i lost my chapter 16 so i've to re-add it earlier. sorry. this is the real update!! :D enjoy!

Seconds turn into minutes, minutes turn into hours, and hours turn into days, days turn into weeks. It’s been 2 weeks and she just still in her gloomy state. She just still couldn’t get over it. She refused to eat, drink and talk. She doesn’t talk anymore, she could be found in her room or baby room. No where else. If Donghae left some food for her on the table before he go out, when he comes back, the food still the same. She has stopped crying, but now she just stared blankly whenever someone talked to her. She became skinny, pale and lifeless. Her eye bags turned dark and big, her lips became dry and white. She looks...miserable.

While Donghae, he kept trying to be patient to her, but human also have their limit. He was stress by his work, the concert is coming soon and he just couldn’t get the dance steps right. He always make mistakes or lost the tempo when singing, and his wife’s condition just stress him more. He didn’t come to practice several times just to take care of her. He is mad. He is upset and disappointed. He just feels fed up. He is still holding her whenever she cries, or silently cry. There’s no tears come out from her eyes but he knew that her heart is still aching and bleeding inside. Just small whimper or sobs could be heard during the night when she sleeps. It just kills his heart as he could do nothing just to make her smile again even when he made fun of himself just to  make her laugh. He is tired. He managed to feed her porridge days ago, she is still a human after all. Sungmin also successfully made her eat even It took hours for her to finish the food. And after days she refused to consume something, now he’s there...Sitting in front of her holding a plate of porridge, trying to feed her.

“Come on, ____. Eat. Open your mouth.” He lifted a spoon and placed it in front of . She looked at the dish boringly. She has no appetite and she is still full, she thought. Everything that goes inside her stomach are tasteless. She looked away and hugged her knees.  She just stared straight to the floor, ignoring the glares Donghae has been given for minutes ago.

“____.” He once again called. His voice sounded angry... and threatening.

She looked up again and for the second time he patiently wait for her to open . But she didn’t. She let out a sigh and looked at him in the eyes. And when she was about to open and eat, Donghae slammed the spoon on the plate.

“Why don’t you eat? Look at you! LOOK AT YOURSELF! ARE YOU PLANNING TO STARVE UNTIL YOU DIE?” He shouted. For the first time in their marriage. He is worried about her and keep trying to make her to feel that someone is there for her,  he has been trying to do anything just to make her back to her old self....but what is she doing? Nothing. It just sicken him.

He growled and rudely placed the plate on the table beside the bed.  He clicked his tounge.

“Me and everybody are going out to practice. We are having a concert soon. Eat it.” He commanded coldly before he stood up and made his way to the door. She could hear him mumbled, ‘i’m having a headache aishh..’ before the door closed

He was furious. His head is going to burst soon. He was angry and his yell earlier was unexpected. He didn’t expect and never did he want to scream to her after what happened year ago when he was angry to her and she ran away to Jiyong.  He didn’t want that to happen for the second time but what else could he do? It expresses his feeling as he wanted her to know that he was hurt too. He was the father and he lost the baby too. He was his grandpa-in-law and he lost him too. But did he act like her? No. She should remember that she still has a husband, she still has people around her that still love here and be there for her, but did she notice? No.

When he went downstairs, Leeteuk and Yesung were there waiting for him.

“What happened?” the eldest hyung asked. Donghae just shrugged and walked passed them. “Let’s go practice for the concert.”

“But i think i heard someone shout..” Yesung scratched his head and followed Leeteuk who was walking to the door after giving Donghae ‘are you sure’ look.

“I’m going to take my phone first, Hyung.” Donghae said and climbed the stairs to their room again. He entered and found ____ crying with her head buried on the pillow. But based on the suppressed sound she made, it seemed like she cried hard.

She sensed someone entered the room and approaching her so she bit her lips to stop her cry. Donghae noticed that, he couldn’t help but his chest tighten with sadness, he feels like to hug her and calm her down again after hearing her cry once more.

He grabbed his  phone from the table near the bed and sighed, “The food must be finished by the time i’m home. Stop crying, come on, sit.” He pulled her up and made her sit. He wiped the tears on her face with his thumb while his arm s her body from behind, “You must eat, if you don’t want to eat that, you can order whatever you want. Are you listening?”

 “I’m going to go for a while, if anything happens you can call me, you know that right?”

She just nodded weakly as response and let her tears fell on her pale cheek once again. He wiped it and cupped her face with his hands while she kept nodding. He her hair and comb it with his fingers. “Sssh.. Don’t cry. I’m sorry, Oppa is sorry okay? Oppa is wrong.”

Her cry was getting worse. How can he be patient to her after all the silent treatment she has been giving to him? How can he still cares and loves her like that after all what she did to him? Making him confuse, upset, angry... How can his love is so big to her? She thought. His love for her just made her cried more. At that moment she felt love...a comforting and warm feeling that she felt with her grandpa. Feeling protected and loved. How she misses this....

“Do you want to go with me? I’m having dance practice in an hour.” He offered nicely like nothing happened earlier. “You haven’t gone out for a while, you must be bored here. You can visit Taemin or Sulli if you want. I’m sure they’re in SM right now. Changmin’s there too.”

“I’m sorry..” she said between her sob. It’s for the first time after her grandpa’s death, that she talks. She didn’t care of visiting SM or anything. She just cared of Donghae at that moment. What if he leaves her too? She has been acting like a careless wife to him. Donghae gave her a warm smile hearing her apologize . “Don’t leave me alone..”

“Don’t be sorry, that was my fault. Sorry for earlier. You just make me worry. I’m not going to leave you, i invited you to go out with me.  Do you wanna?” he assured her as he pulled her so that she sat on his lap with their fingers intertwined with each others.  He just feels nice all of the sudden. She finally talks!

“I was so scared..” she mumbled with hoarse voice while playing with his fingers. “I am sorry that i cause a headache to you and everyone. It just...” she breathed deeply before continue, “i’m scared. I’m sorry.” He noticed her hands started to tremble, he hugged her tighter from behind and kissed her crown; slowly rocking their body to give her comfort.

“Look at your body. I can’t feel nothing but bones. You can ask Changmin to accompany you to eat there okay? Make him quit his diet, otherwise his body will looks hotter than mine. Kyuhyun is hungry too so you can ask him to accompany you okay? We haven’t eaten any delicious food these days. We miss your food and Ryeowook is being lazy to cook.  He just cooks porridge for you, but you didn’t eat it. Wookie is upset you know.” He joked, hoping she’d smile or at least giggle....and this time, it successed! He could hear her smile. For the first time in their marriage, his heart began to beat faster. Never did he feel so happy and excited to see her smile. He kissed her once again.

“Yeobo i love you...Please don’t be sad and scared. I love you so much , ____-ah. I’m here. We are here for you. ” He kept telling his love while showering her face with kisses. She didn’t reply him but gave him a squeeze in hand. “I’m sorry...” she apologized once again.

“Stop being sorry. It wasn’t your fault okay baby?” Donghae said while caressed her cheek with his thumb, “You will come with us, okay? Come on, change your clothes. They’re waiting downstairs. Do you wanna bet?” he challenge as he pulled her up so they were standing. He never leave her side as he still keeping her body close to his.

“Bet what.?” Her voice still hoarse but it’s getting better.  She sniffed.

“Bet Eunhyuk will cry when he sees you. The winner will have 3 wishes from the loser. Deal?”

She was hesitate at first but at the end she followed. “Okay.”

He smiled and began to pull out her a shirt and jeans. He then her shirt that she was wearing but she caught his hand. Her hands were cold. Her grasp couldn’t even called as a grasp as there’s no strength could be feel. She leaned at the wall because she was feeling a bit dizzy since she hasn’t eaten anything.

“What are you doing?” she asked in low voice.

“Changing your clothes of course. Don’t be shy, i have seen it after all.” He smirked as he took off her shirt and threw it on the floor and he did the same with her  pants. She was now just covered with her undergarments. Such a beautiful view, he thought. He pulled her into an  embrace and planted kisses on her shoulder and collar bone.

“Don’t be sad anymore. I hate seeing you being sad. We can try and keep trying until we get another one, okay? She’s in heaven right now. She’s happy there with Grandpa. Do you understand me?” he spoke and caressed her back.

She hugged him back and buried her face on his chest. She just nodded and followed everything he said.  She was enjoying the moment before Donghae said, “They will be sad up there if they see you being like this. Let’s start from the beginning okay? Let’s start over.”

She nodded in response, “By the way, You’re so thin. You have eat a lot today. You’re hungry right? Just ask Changmin or Kyuhyun to pay the food okay? Ruin their diet. Kyuhyun is trying to get abs too, don’t let him have a nice body. He will shows it off to us if he had one.” He joked oddly and laughed. “Aigoo...And don’t tell him about this ok? This is our secret plan. Come, wear this or else you will catch a cold.” He gave her the clothes and She wore the shirt and put the jeans on without any difficulties as Donghae helped her. He smiled  as he cupped her face and brought it closer, kissing her  hard. She was startled at first and slowly she kissed him back. She was panting when he broke the kiss.

“I miss you.” Donghae let out his boyish smile. She hasn’t seen that for a while. How can he missed me if we meet everyday? We even sleep in the same bed. She thought. But the truth is he truly did miss her. Her smile, her kiss...even her voice and her touch. Oh Lord. He loves her so much.

“Let’s go. Let’s give them surprise. They’d freak out when they see you.” Donghae pulled her closer and wrapped her body with his protective arm after took her sweater and lead her up out from the room towards the downstairs.

WELL I WAS SUPPOSED TO UPDATE 2 days ago BUT I CAN’T ACCESS AFF -___-

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I WAS PLANNING TO MAKE HER RUN AWAY FROM HOME AFTER HAVING A FIGHT WITH DONGHAE

BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS TOO MUCH FOR THEM and YOU GUYS, SO .......  HAPPY CHAPTER FOR Y’ALL

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