Sooyoung had been home for two days. After spending five days in the hospital, where she could talk to the psychologist and psychiatrist, she felt good. So far she didn’t understand why she had been in the hospital for so long, but she could rest a lot and this seemed to have had an effect. She’s been taking antidepressant for four days, but the psychiatry warned that in only two weeks the drug will begin to take effect. But even knowing that, Sooyoung felt better already. She had apologized to her family, had talked to the girls, who didn’t seem to be angry with her, except Jessica, who didn’t visit her, but was happy when Yuri told that her friend had stayed by her side in the hospital while she was unconscious. Maybe she still cares. But soon she was disappointed when Seohyun told that Jessica and Donghae were dating. Jessica is a woman who keeps her promises.

Despite this, Sooyoung felt happy and looked forward to the New Year's Party that would happen in her house and her friends seemed to be anxious as well. The group chat was filled with suggestions of what they wanted to eat the day. I hope my mother doesn’t stress so much about this party and I hope I can help.

Mrs. Choi had gone out with Soojin and her father to do some shopping for the New Year party. Sooyoung stayed home having breakfast that her mother had lovingly prepared for her and felt guilty when her mother hesitated to leave her alone, since the last time she did so, Sooyoung ran away to go and talk to Lee Sooman, but she assured her mother this time she was not going anywhere.

In the hospital she can‘t eat cereal, but she ask her parents to buy her a box. She had a ritual, put the cereal in the bowl, put the milk and stir until she didn’t feel the sugar flakes in the bottom of the bowl. Her appetite had not yet returned to normal, but it was better than the last two weeks, but still the Christmas dinner she had at the hospital with Stella was when she'd eaten better. I definitely like Stella's food and her company. Will she bring some dish in the New Ye