December 24 - concern
When everything falls apart- “I don’t think I have eaten so much since that day in your house.” Sooyoung said as she rubbed her belly, showing she was very satisfied.
- “I hope you don’t feel sick after eating so much.”
- “Get sick from eating? This is not me.”
- “Don’t forget you had a severe gastritis.”
- “Oh, you know that?” Sooyoung mumble.
- “Yes.”
- “And yet you brought all this food?” Sooyoung joked, trying to avoid getting into the subject of her health.
- “Hahaha, My informant allowed me to bring all this food.”
- “Did someone ask you to come here?” Stella noticed that Sooyoung changed her mood and was now suspicious of her intentions.
- “No. I had the idea to come here, Soo.” Sooyoung looked at her suspiciously.
- “I called Soojin to find out how you were and she commented about your fight and you asked to be alone. I was leaving to go to Ye-Jin, so I decided to change my destiny and not leave the most beautiful girl in Korea alone. I just asked your sister if it's okay for you to food since you were in the hospital. That's when she talked about gastritis. I didn’t ask her to come here, nor did she ask me to come, I just asked about food, Soo.” Stella explained gently to the younger girl who seemed to believe her. “The moment I saw you pass out on the television I'd like to be here, by your side, but I'm not your family, I'm not your best friend, I'm not your fiancée, although I wish I could be all this, I couldn’t just show up here but I'm glad I chose to come here and you gave me the pleasure of your company on Christmas Eve.”
Stella's words calm down Sooyoung. She was becoming more and more impressed by the older girl who, despite knowing less about her, was the one who was best at that moment. Although she was still understanding her feelings for her and couldn’t take any bigger steps, it was with whom she had the least complicated relationship. Why is it so complicated with everyone? Why is not it that simple with Jessica?
- “I'm glad you're here too. Before your arrived I was putting today as the worst day of my life, but I think I've changed my mind.”
- “And I hope this day has been promoted to the list of the bests after that dinner and those kisses I will not forget for a long time.” Stella flirted and Sooyuong smiled.
- “Not only for this, but you made me smile on a day that didn’t seem to end. I was really sad about having a really bad day, but you changed everything. I don’t know how to thank.” Stella could see in Sooyoung eyes how sincere she was. She really meant it.
- “No need to thank. You also improved my day, because I spent the whole afternoon worried about the girl I'm in love with, but thanks to your hard head, I'm here in your company.”
-“Speaking like that makes me feel less guilty for fighting with my parents and expelled them from here.” Sooyoung jokes.
- “You owe a big apology to them.” Stella spoke earnestly.
- “I know. I need to apologize to so many people.” Sooyoung murmured. “Even for you.”
- “Me?”
- “ I'm not acting right with you.” Stella stared at her. “While I want to be with you, I get engaged to a guy on the television.”
- “Yes, you're not acting right with your fiancé, but it’s okay, he deserves it.” Stella joked, but she saw that Sooyoung was serious.
- “I'm not acting well with anyone.” Sooyoung lamented and her happy moment with Stella gave way to the negative thoughts that seemed not to want to leave her mind.
- “Hey.” Stella pulled her chair closer to the younger girl and lifted her chin. “Do you want to know what I think?”
- “You are the only person who asks me if I want to know what you think and you are the only person I ALWAYS want to know the opinion.” Stella smiled with Sooyoung's words.
- “Yes, some of your attitudes are not the right ones to others, but I believe when you act wrong with someone, you end up acting wrong with yourself and in the end you are the most hurt on this. It's not just your parents that you hurt when you fight with them, I know how much it hurts you to do that. It’s not only the girls who are sad because you are away from them, who loses the most with the distance is YOU.” Sooyoung didn’t take her eyes off Stella
while listening to her. “Participating in that show didn’t just test your relationship with your parents and the girls, but put your health at risk. It's not just Siwon that you're cheating on when you kiss me, you're betraying your principles. I'm sure your desire to kiss me will not stop if you break up with him, so why not break up with him to finally figure out what's going on here and here?” Stella pointed at Sooyoung's head and at her heart.
- “And your parents and the girls want the old Sooyoung back not because they don’t accept this new Sooyoung, but because they care about you and the previous one seemed less confusing than this current one.”
- “Will you ever stop impressing me?” Sooyoung spoke with admiration at Stella's words.
- “I hope not.” Stella spoke as she placed her hands on Sooyoung's face who didn’t take her eyes off the older girl. “I just need to find a way to impress you like my girlfriend.” And they kissed again. They started a make-out, which was again interrupted by Stella.
- “Now that I've noticed we have a privacy I never seen in this room. You know why?” Sooyoung asked as she regained her breath from the last kiss.
- “Let’s say I am a gay girl in Korea and my specialty is to be alone with beautiful girls without being interrupted.”
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