- Stuck in my head
When everything falls apart
-"Why are you like this, Jessica unnie?" Seohyun asked to Jessica who looked sadly at her cell phone while having breakfast with the other girls.
-"I sent good night and good morning to Soo and she didn't answer either."
-"Don't be like this, Sica, she didn't answer mine either." Yuri spoke.
-"Hey, you're going to suffocate the girl. Why didn't you send it to the group chat?" Hyoyeon said.
-"We sent it too." Yuri and Jessica responded together.
-"Oh, okay, I shouldn't have seen it."
-"Because you're no longer in the group, Hyoyeon." Taeyeon said.
-"Girls." Tiffany entered nervously in the kitchen catching everyone's attention. "I spoke to Soojin and Sooyoung felt sick last night."
-"What happened?"
-"The reason is not known yet, but she had a very strong crisis of panic and had to be sedated and all. It was very serious, by the way."
-"How is she?" Jessica asked anxiously.
-"She doesn't know. They're going to the hospital now. They hadn't slept there since a nurse was monitoring Sooyoung all the time."
-"Oh my God. Not again." Jessica thought out loud.
-"Jessica, don't be like that, she's not in the ICU, it's just a precaution, since they don't know what happened." Tiffany calmed her down.
-"Poor Soo." All the girls agreed with Yuri.
-"And the weekend discharge is postponed."
-"!"
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Sooyoung was awake looking at the window. She has so many feelings right now. Fear, anger, shame, sadness... Perhaps the greatest of all was frustration. Frustration with her body for having reacted so badly to the presence of that monster. Frustration at not being able to do anything about the situation. Frustration about having to give in to that monster instead of looking for help.
"If I don't obey him, he will hurt more people, but I don't want to do what that monster ordered. Making my relationship public is a nightmare, but it's so small close to what he can do. What should I do?"
All this made her sad and in a bad mood. She wanted to be alone. She didn't want to give explanations of what she couldn't speak and she can't think in any excuses. Today was definitely her worst day at the hospital.
-"Hi Sis, I see you've woken up." Soojin entered the room trying to cheer her up. She had already spoken to the doctor who warned that Sooyoung was silent and thoughtful.
Sooyoung didn't look and answer her sister.
-"Hum, I get it. Without conversation. How about this?" Soojin asked by showing the iPhone to her sister.
-"Leave it there." Sooyoung looked at her sister and replied without enthusiasm pointing to the bedside table.
-"Mom and Dad are talking to Dr. Xim. Soon they will come here."
-"OK."
Seeing her sister that way was hurting Soojin. I've never seen her like this before.
She walked over to the window where Sooyoung kept looking.
-"Hey, little sister. Let me in." She said pointing to her sister's head.
-"Not today, Soojin." Sooyoung replied in a weak voice.
-"Okay, I'll leave you alone, but let me know when, okay?"
Sooyoung nodded, but she knew she wouldn't tell anyone about what really bothered her so soon. She then looked back at the window.
Her parents pointed at the door and Soojin shook her head, showing that she wasn't successful with Sooyoung, worrying her parents even more. She approached them and said in a low voice: -"We will have to be patient." And the three of them looked at Soo
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