Run Away

Eunha's POV

I smiled bitterly as I watched the sun slowly hide itself in the horizon. I am currently at the sea side sitting on the sand and watching the sunset. I always watched the sunrise and sunset whenever I can cause it keeps on telling me that the world won't stop spinning for me. I keep on blaming myself and crying over my painful past since the first day I stepped my feet on this beautiful island. The world won't stop spinning for me so it means, my life will continue and I have no other choice but to live it the best I can. There's no point of crying over and over again, my tears could never bring back the old times. Past is past and what matters now is how I live my present to have a bright future someday.

"Why are you always doing some reflections? Aren't you getting tired of thinking about your past over and over again?"

I heard someone talked but just ignored it. I felt someone sat beside me and I already know who he is.

"Eunha, stop blaming yourself. It wasn't all your fault."

I smiled and looked at the person sitting beside me. I saw Kyung oppa smiling at me. He's my senior at the High School I'm currently attending now here at Jeju Island. I choose to run away from Seoul and decided to just stay here at Jeju Island since I have some relatives here. I'm still living alone as my parents gave me enough money to find my own apartment unit here in Jeju Island. I enjoyed living alone cause I know to myself that I really need more time for myself. I have new friends but my loneliness is making my broken heart heal little by little.

"Don't worry, Kyung oppa, I already stopped blaming myself from my painful past. I've realized that there's no point of keeping on blaming myself over and over again cause I am only human. I am not perfect and just prone in making mistakes. What's important is I already forgive myself from making mistakes. All I need to do is to learn from my errors and move on."

I smiled after I said those words. It wasn't easy for me to run away and leave my friends behind. I know I've been such a coward for doing that but I don't regret doing that anymore. I've learned a lot here in Jeju island and I met new people. I'm happy here now and I already leave my past behind.

"I'm glad that you are fine now, Eunha. Unlike before that I can always see you crying your heart out in front of this sea. I'm happy that you finally let go of your painful past."

Kyung oppa said and smiled at me. I remember the first time he saw me crying here. He gave me a handkerchief and try to tell me some funny jokes to make me smile and lessen the burden in my heart. I suddenly remembered the first time I talked with Sowon unnnie at the rooftop, I gave her a handkerchief too and help her to hide from those bullies. I smiled as I remembered Sowon unnie's pretty face. Her memories are enough for me to make me smile everyday.

"You're smiling like an idiot again. Are you thinking about your first love again?" Kyung oppa asked.

"Uhh...no. I remember Sowon unnie.