KRYSTAL’S POV:   

I was so shocked hearing her voice over the phone for a moment I was frozen I missed her I miss that voice, her smile and her face I miss all of her. But why do I feel this way, Suho and I are dating now, I mean I’m still confused of my feelings. Amber and I were so different in many ways, I didn’t expect for our relationship to be this way either. But ever since she left without a word I really thought she wanted the divorce, I know it was me who said it first but it was because I was very angry. One time I went to visit her, that day before she left , I saw it with my two eyes that Hyuna the girl that I was forever jealous with kissed her I mean I saw them kissing and it hurt me a lot. 

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I sent her those divorce papers with two reasons first I was so angry at her for not understanding me and that kiss that I saw. Second, I was hoping that she’ll face me if she got those papers but it never happened. Suho’s been so persistent and patient with me, at first I thought I was really falling for him so I agreed to date him but I feel there’s something missing.

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Amber’s obviously awkward around me and she’s doing her best to avoid me, we bumped into each other near the rest room but she’s so cold to me, she’s changed a lot, she seldom smiles or it’s just with me. I tried talking to her but she’s shutting me off, I bet she and Hyuna were really together now, I see how that girl looks at her. What am I thinking, I thought I don’t love her anymore but as soon as I saw her my heart is beating uncontrollably, I never felt like this even with Suho even once. Amber, can we still fix us? But how about Suho? I don’t want to leave him just like that especially when I agreed to date him. Arggh! This is too so complicated!

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I can’t stop staring and glancing from time to time at her but she don’t even look at me. I was taken aback when we she said she’s betting her life to save us? Does she mean it? For the first time, when I think of losing her my heart ached, I won’t let that happen Amber I know she’s stubborn at times. Seriously I really wanted to kick her when I saw what she did earlier, is she having fun killing those things? plus playing with a grenade is not funny but ugh! She’s so hot seeing her in action that was so y my mood changed when I heard Hyuna, Sulli and Luna uttered those words, she’s mine! Mine, she’s my wife for god sake!

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I insisted to go with Amber’s team so I made up excuses just to be with her and to make sure she’s okay. Suho’s been so touchy ever since Amber showed up so I tried not to get close to him much. “Hold on” Amber whispered as we passed by the hall, “Shh, quiet, step back” she ordered as she leaned on the door where some noise was coming out. She signalled the two soldiers to back her up for the first time she held my hand and guarded me on her back I can’t help but smile as our hands touched. I watched her kicked the door in just one attempt I gulped seeing her being so seriou