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YURI’S POV:

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I can’t believe it I thought I will hate her more, but I couldn’t hate her or be mad at her for a long time. It’s getting harder to put up this cold and rude attitude in front of her, I wanted to stop caring about her but I couldn’t. Why can’t I forget you? It’s been a year but my love for you never changed Sica, sigh. After what we got separated from the other’s earlier, we’ve gotten somewhat comfortable being alone with each other, and I’m scared since the thick wall that I build up against her is now slowly crumbling down. She was persistent but I insisted that being friends with her is much better and less complicated. I don’t want to assume that whatever she’s saying is all 100% true what if  she’s just hurt coz of what that guy did to her, I’ll will just be hurt again in the end.

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I envied Amber coz I observed that Soojung and her kinda sortedthings out already, I can see them acting so sweet to each other, but I’m happy for my buddy I know she loves Soojung so much I just hope she won’t get hurt again. When we reunited with the other I acted cool but seeing Donghae and Sica talking and he even drag her away my heart ached, stupid Yuri! I think Amber is feeling the same way that I do, I saw her hurtful eyes when Suho hugged Soojung, Aish! We discussed the next plan to the others and they were all anxious of going out there even though the building is not that far from here in six minutes a lot of unexpected things could happen, it will take us that long to get there however I just hope that, that building is clear no zombies, which is clearly impossible. We gather every ammos that we could bring inside the gun shop we let the doctors carry their own guns too just in case at least they could fight for themselves.

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Amber debriefed our team, she seems to be so serious right now and I clearly know the reason why I glanced to Soojung and she seems anxious looking at Amber. She really needs to fix everything before thing may get out of hand, knowing Amber I know she’s very jealous right now even if it doesn’t show. You okay buddy? I asked her as she was reloading her spare guns “I’m fine Yul” she said trying to avoid me. Am you know I’m always here for you right? I said patting her