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JESSICA’S POV:

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Three months and a lot of things happened; I’m hurting every time I see Soojung like this. Truth is I’m starting to lose hope that we would still be able to cure Amber, but seeing my sister’s about to lose her mind I promised myself to do whatever it takes to help her. Soojung’s weight really dropped since she buried herself day and night finding the cure for Amber’s case, all I could do is support her all the way. At times I really wanted to snap out on her but I know how much she’s yearning for Amber, just like me to Yuri. Yes, Yuri left me, and went out there to save lives she volunteered to be on the operation to clean up the mess that the chaos brought us. When I say clean up means killing those left over zombies, and curing the infected ones, I know I spent so many sleepless nights worrying for Soojung and Yuri, yes why?

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~FLASHBACK~

No Yuri I won’t let you please don’t go out there look what happened to Amber “Sica, it’s not your choice to make, it’s mine and I don’t want to just sit here and do nothing, I can’t even help Amber, I know she’ll be happy if I’ll do this” she blurted averting her eyes from mine. Please Yuri ah, “Sica that’s not the only reason why I want to be away I don’t know if I would be able to trust you again with all my heart, pretending that I’m okay being with you again I will just be lying to myself and hurting you coz I can’t fully give you my trust and I can’t be the Yuri that you loved before I’ve changed Sica” she mumbled, my heart broke into pieces hearing those words from her so all along Yuri you were just.

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I couldn’t utter it myself, she just played with me? I guess I deserve it after all.  “I don’t know Sica, I’m scared to give you all my trust again, I know that you’re working with him again and maybe you’re just confused then you’ll realize that he’s the one that you love not me, I don’t know Sica” she said and sighed. I know I deserve to be hurt Yul but every word and action that I made was true if that’s what you think then take care, tears fell down my eyes uncontrollably I ru