JESSICA’S POV:

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When Amber and Yuri left to scan the place I felt so suffocated. I know  I’ve hurt her so much but is it wrong to be attracted to her?  Is it wrong to feel the same feelings that I felt with her before? After being with Donghae for almost a year I’ve realized lately that what it was just infatuation, at the end I was only hurt by him.

~FLASHBACK~

Soojungie I’ll just drop by Donghae’s apartment! I gave her a peck as I went out of our house.  I was rushing to go see him since he just came back from Korea to visit his parents. Since I have my own key to his apartment, I passed by our favorite restaurant to buy some stake out. I was planning to surprise him I know he might be sleeping since he just arrived earlier. My smile faded when I heard his voice but not only his but also a  girl’s voice inside his bedroom. “Hae, more nggghhh” I heard the girl moaned, is my ears deceiving me? No,   he can’t do this to me. The door is not fully closed but I was contemplating if I could bare to see it with my own eyes.

My tears started to fall unconsciously, “Oh god! You’re so good babe” I heard him moan.  That moment I remember Yuri’s words which striked me “One day you’ll feel the pain that you made me feel Sica, I just hope that he truly loves you, goodbye” those were the last words that she said to me. Damn this is karma! My thoughts awaken me when I heard loud grunts and moans and the rocking sound of the bed, then I saw it with my own eyes. Donghae was ing Sarah whom he introduced as his cousin to me six months ago, so it means he’s just playing with me. “!” Donghae mumbled as I heard his loud grunt, I wanted to strangle them at that moment I clearly saw everything. I’m sorry Yuri.

~END~

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When I saw Yuri again I really wanted to beg for her forgiveness, but obviously she don’t look at me the same way as before and I know it’s all my fault.  It's been two weeks since I found that incident in Don