I Don't Love Her

Je l'aimais

 

 

 

Yuri POV

 

I lay on my bed with my mobile phone held in my hand, thinking twice if I should try to call Jessica for one last time.

 

 

She’ll just reject me again…

 

 

Honestly… I just wanna be by her side again; be captured by her embrace. If only I could go back to Korea.

 

 

Tiffany just came back from her conference. She immediately sat beside me as I heard her calling my name softly.

 

 

“Yuri-ah… I hope you don’t get mad.” She spoke.

 

 

I turned to face her, looking puzzled.

 

 

“Why, Tiff?” I held her hand softly; she looked at me with her eye smile.

 

 

“Well… we’re going back to Korea.”

 

 

My eyes widened as a response.

 

 

“I’m really sorry, Yul. I know that you just settled down here but Manager Oppa said that there will be a subgroup and I’m included. I really want to take this opportunity. I’m really sorry, Yuri.”

 

 

She looked so cute when she pouted, I couldn’t help but giggle.

 

 

“It’s okay, really! I’m starting to miss the girls. We could finally get together again.” I sat up to cup her cheek.

 

 

“I’m not mad at you…” I added.

 

 

She looked at me sweetly and slowly leaned for a deep kiss.

 

 

Her eyes completely shut, enjoying the moment; while mine stayed opened.

 

 

Jessica… I missed how her lips tasted…

 

 

I slowly closed my eyes as I tried to imagine Jessica kissing me rather than Tiffany.  I know it wasn’t right… but I was desperate.

 

 

Tiffany slowly opened her eyes as she broke the kiss; her lips rising to a grin.

 

 

“I missed you…” She whispered.

 

 

“I missed you too…” I replied.

 

 

Jessica POV

 

I can’t wait to see Yuri. I just want to be with her; even if she takes me to the ‘carnival’ again like before, I wouldn’t mind.

 

 

Even if she gets a little too clingy, I wouldn’t mind.

 

 

Even if she jumps like a little kid, I wouldn’t mind.

 

 

Even if she’s in love with Tiffany again, I’ll try not to mind.

 

 

I still don’t know what to do when she arrives. She said back then at the airport that she loves me but now I can’t be certain. Maybe she convinced herself that we really can’t work out. The sad thing is… I can’t. I can’t imagine that we can’t work out.

 

 

But what about Tae? I really care about her, but now my feelings for her aren’t certain either.

 

 

Tiffany POV

 

I-I can’t do this…

 

 

I don’t want to hurt her twice but…

 

 

That kiss… I felt nothing…

 

 

I don’t love her…

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starfl
#1
Still waiting <3
story19 #2
Chapter 66: definitely a good story though seems not finished but i already got the satisfaction, go yulsic.. thank u, author-nim.. write more, you have talent.
starfl
#3
Chapter 66: :( you never finished this one!
forgotme #4
Chapter 66: Is this complete?? If not i hope you continue this with a happy ending...
Happy for yulsic btw...
writ143
#5
Chapter 66: finally you updated!! i love the update. although im still pissed off at taeny i'm glad yuri and tiffany are okay now.
foreveryoung1205
#6
Chapter 65: 9/30 broke all our hearts,but I'm glad you're back. :)
Va_asianloverz
#7
Chapter 44: Please update soon
hanjaekyung #8
Chapter 64: u[date soo atunor
TakuyaKen
#9
Chapter 64: wow :) cute scene
Thatsoshikid #10
Chapter 64: Love this please be more active author shi