I Don't Love Her
Je l'aimais
Yuri POV
I lay on my bed with my mobile phone held in my hand, thinking twice if I should try to call Jessica for one last time.
She’ll just reject me again…
Honestly… I just wanna be by her side again; be captured by her embrace. If only I could go back to Korea.
Tiffany just came back from her conference. She immediately sat beside me as I heard her calling my name softly.
“Yuri-ah… I hope you don’t get mad.” She spoke.
I turned to face her, looking puzzled.
“Why, Tiff?” I held her hand softly; she looked at me with her eye smile.
“Well… we’re going back to Korea.”
My eyes widened as a response.
“I’m really sorry, Yul. I know that you just settled down here but Manager Oppa said that there will be a subgroup and I’m included. I really want to take this opportunity. I’m really sorry, Yuri.”
She looked so cute when she pouted, I couldn’t help but giggle.
“It’s okay, really! I’m starting to miss the girls. We could finally get together again.” I sat up to cup her cheek.
“I’m not mad at you…” I added.
She looked at me sweetly and slowly leaned for a deep kiss.
Her eyes completely shut, enjoying the moment; while mine stayed opened.
Jessica… I missed how her lips tasted…
I slowly closed my eyes as I tried to imagine Jessica kissing me rather than Tiffany. I know it wasn’t right… but I was desperate.
Tiffany slowly opened her eyes as she broke the kiss; her lips rising to a grin.
“I missed you…” She whispered.
“I missed you too…” I replied.
Jessica POV
I can’t wait to see Yuri. I just want to be with her; even if she takes me to the ‘carnival’ again like before, I wouldn’t mind.
Even if she gets a little too clingy, I wouldn’t mind.
Even if she jumps like a little kid, I wouldn’t mind.
Even if she’s in love with Tiffany again, I’ll try not to mind.
I still don’t know what to do when she arrives. She said back then at the airport that she loves me but now I can’t be certain. Maybe she convinced herself that we really can’t work out. The sad thing is… I can’t. I can’t imagine that we can’t work out.
But what about Tae? I really care about her, but now my feelings for her aren’t certain either.
Tiffany POV
I-I can’t do this…
I don’t want to hurt her twice but…
That kiss… I felt nothing…
I don’t love her…
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