Chapter 21

[Hyunmi’s POV]

I’m sorry Seungho Oppa. I really need to be alone right now. I’m confused and mixed up. I’m really sorry to everyone.

Why is it that I can’t seem to do anything right at all? Why can’t I be a normal person and stop all this nonsensical ?

I made my Oppas worry. Angered Heechul Oppa. Splashed Yoona with water. Made Junsu Oppa upset with Heechul.

I’m such a failure.

Appa, I want you with me right now.

Three days ago, I was alone. But, MBLAQ found me and gave me the help that I needed. Three days later, I’m alone again. This time, I pushed away the comfort.

I stop running and found myself back at the same playground where Seungho Oppa had found me.

But, this time, he won’t be able to save me again.

Funny how some things are the same yet different.

Three days ago, I never would have thought someone would be there to save me. But, someone did save me.

Three days later, I know there wasn’t someone to save me anymore.

Park Hyunmi, you really are pathetic.

I laughed through my tears. I laughed at how pathetic I am right now.

I’m just a stupid idiot who doesn’t deserve anything.

The laughter came out all wrong and I started crying even more. And, I thought I was pitiful three days back. I’m really pathetic now.

 Because, it finally started raining.

I sat at the bench, numb from my ranting.

Everything finally came out, but why don’t I feel any better?

[Author’s POV]

Because Hyunmi, the volcano erupted. The lava is still spilling. Volcano eruptions are never pretty. Because in the end, you’re just hurting yourself.

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