Chapter 11

[Hyunmi’s POV]

Am I really a ? What did I do to hurt the unnies? By calling the Oppas nicknames and playing along with them? Was it wrong? I really don’t know. What am I going to do now? Where do I go? I can’t go back right? The Oppas won’t believe me.

Appa, what am I suppose to do? Who can protect me now? Appa, what did I do wrong?  Am I a for behaving like that? Appa, please tell me what to do!

 I always thought it was just for fun, just to make the Oppas happy. Was I wrong?

Do the Unnies like the Oppas? Is that why she said that I hurt their feelings? I don’t know. I feel so lost what do I do?

Appa! Chebal! Please send someone to help me. I don’t want to go back. I don’t want to be a… ….

I’m not one…. Right?....

I’m an idiot right? This is worse than seeing Mom having an affair…

Perhaps, I’m just an idiot who doesn’t know her place…

I’m lost… I wasn’t pretending to be innocent… I really don’t know what I did… I was just… being friendly to the Oppas… I used to do that to him too… To my other guy friends…

Kelly, Jean and her never did call me a …

Being affectionate to someone… Is that wrong?

I wasn’t lying about caring for her, I really was concern. Somehow, it was wrong too…

Appa… what do I do now?

I’m really… Lost…

I’m really… hurt...

Isn’t this supposed to be a better place?

I finally stop running after God knows how long. Looking around, I took in my surroundings.

I was at a playground; where there was no one around.

Sitting at the bench, I realized how pathetic I looked now.

With streams of tears that are running down my face, my nose red like a reindeer and swollen eyes. And, with nowhere to go. Wow. I think this is the most horrible day of my life. I don’t even have a shelter to go to. No one to protect me.

What do I do?

I’m a pathetic girl who just got screamed at but doesn’t even know what she did.

What did I do wrongly? Playing with the Oppas?

I’m really desperate for an answer huh, now I’m repeating my questions over and over.  

I’m having a headache, my hand is still bleeding and hurting from the scalding, my heart feels like a target board that has been shot with a  hundred arrows; each pierced deeper than the other. And, now, I’ve no place to stay at.

It’s what, 9 at night? And, I don’t have a place to rest for the night. I don’t have money to buy bandages for my right hand.

You could just add a rain storm right now, and it would look just like a movie scene.

Park Hyunmi, how did you become so pathetic? I guess I have to spend the night here.

I’ve no choice, right?

I shouldn’t keep blaming her, right?

 After all, it was my fault too right?

For being too friendly with the Oppas. I think she’s right after all. This is Korea, not America. So, I should be more respectful and not get so close to the Oppas. I should keep my distance and just be a dongsaeng to the Oppas. No nickname calling anymore. Just call them by their real names except for my real Oppas.

Yes, Park Hyunmi. You should do that.

But, why do I feel so miserable that I can’t do that with them?

I should be glad that not doing that will not make me like a .

I should… right?

Maybe, she’s right.

Maybe, I’m just a . For being so close to them.

“Are you okay? Why are you crying? And, why is your hand bleeding?”

I turned, only to find a concern looking guy staring back at me.

[No one’s POV]

Upon seeing Hyunmi’s face facing his, the guy gently rub his thumb against her cheeks to wipe away her tears.

‘Why am I doing this? I can’t stand her crying… She looks so vulnerable… I don’t think she’s a fan. Should I help her?’ The mystery guy was about to open his mouth to ask her one of his many questions when she beat him to it.

“Who are you?” was the only words that came out of Hyunmi’s mouth as she stared into the mesmerizing eyes of the stranger in front of her.

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