Right after our own hell week, and its 3 extra days for finals, Gal and Ning had theirs right away.

     Ang gulo nga nung sem ender nila eh, there’s still like half a month before the sem really ends pero nagparty na din agad sila, kasama din kami syempre. They immediately invited me and Giselle nga when they knew na magsabay daw yung courses nila sa party, ang special lang talaga namin.

All of us managed to go thru our own hell week’s naman with minimal breakdowns and tears shred kaya we’re just waiting until Christmas break happens. Gusto ulit naming apat na gumala somewhere without thinking of school works o kaya may pasok the next day.

     We think we can pull it off naman kapag break na.

     I’m currently waiting for Gal and Rye nga pala dito sa sakayan ng tricycle, we’re going on another trip and this time with Rylee nga. Naisip kasi ni Rid na since tapos na kami sa exams tapos wala naman na kaming masyadong pinagkakaabalahan for the meantime, bisitahin niya daw yung lola niya dun sa hometown nila ng Mama niya, sa Angono.

     She invited me to come with her and Rylee kasi over the weekend stay lang naman daw and most likely ay susunduin kami ng parents niya ng Sunday kasi sure daw siya na hindi papayag si Tita Rica na hindi makita ang lola nila lalo daw kung nandun ako.

     Masyado na din akong love ni Tita eh pero naisahan na naman ata ako ng anak niya.

     Kung meeting the parents sa akin, meeting the grandparents naman daw sa kaniya. Lahat talaga nagiging competition minsan.

     Pero agad naman akong um-oo sa invite niya, Lola’s girl daw kasi tong si Gal kaya I want to meet the person who somehow shaped her to become her over the course of time. Saka hello, lola na niya to, maybe we can get close to each other and earn some childhood stories about my girlfriend. Nakakita kasi ako ng picture niya dati doon sa kanila and ever since I can’t stop thinking about little Winter anymore kasi she looked so cute when she was still small.

     Makulit but quiet type daw siya sabi ni Tita Rica and I can still say na until now ay ganun pa rin naman siya.

     My eyes are following the vehicles na dumadaan sa harapan ko habang nakaupo ako dito sa tabi ng ilang tricycle drivers, kanina pa nila ako inaalok na sumakay pero sabi ko may hinihintay pa ako kaya tinantanan na din nila ako.

     I was about to look at my phone to check the time ng may tumawag sa akin, male voice, a teen. ‘Ate Cat!’

     Agad kong hinarap yung pinanggalingan ng boses and nakita ko si Rye naglalakad sa tabi ng girlfriend ko. I waved at them and hindi na ako tumayo, I’ll just wait for them here kasi dito din naman sila papunta.

     ‘Hi’ ‘Hello po’ ‘Hi Wako’ kaniya kaniya naming bati sa isa’t isa.

     Hindi siguro ako masasanay pero palagi nalang maganda talaga tong si Gal ko, naka-shorts and shirt lang naman siya pero she looks so good nanaman.

     ‘Di ko pa rin talaga gets ano meaning ng Wako’ biglang tanong ni Rylee sa Ate niya. Tinignan lang ni Gal si Rye bago tumabi sa akin. ‘Wag mo na alamin’ ‘Edi wag’

     She then looked at me with eyes half full of concern. ‘Kanina ka pa ba?’ ‘Hindi naman, di pa ba tayo aalis?’ I asked. Tinitignan na ulit kami nung mga driver na kaninang katabi ko. She showed her phone to me, looks like inuupdate niya lang si Tita.

     ‘Saka bat wala kang bag?’ I asked again when I only saw her carrying a cross body bag.

     ‘May damit naman ako dun kayna Nanay, pinalagay ko nalang sa bag ni Rye yung iba kong gamit’ ‘Okay’ she finally turned her phone off so gumalaw na kami, maaga pa naman feeling ko hindi naman kami aabutin ng super gabi sa byahe.

     ‘Ate dun na ako sa likod ha’ ‘Oo sige kapit ka ha!’ nakaramdam yung may ari ng tricycle na sasakyan namin kaya inikutan na din niya kami ni Gal.

     I was about to crouch down pagkatanggal ko ng bag ko pero naramdaman kong may humila nito. ‘Akin na bag mo baby’ I gave it to her before sitting down and she followed immediately to sit next to me. ‘Sweet mo naman’

     She gave me a small smile and she made sure na kita yung dimples niya. ‘Sa sakayan po ng FX’

     Sitting in front of her habang naghihintay ng isa pang sasakay para makalarga na kami, I can’t help but to think back dun sa nangyare nung nalasing kami last week Thursday.

     Hindi ko alam kung saan nanggaling yun pero nung hinubad niya yung top ko from my body, I also felt the need to do the same sa kaniya but unfortunately it was unsuccessful. It was an unexpected moment but everything felt right.

     I kind of wanted it to happen na din naman, parang naghihintay na lang ako sa advances niya ganun.

     We weren’t even thinking of what we are doing pero I knew na it wasn’t wrong, she’s my girlfriend after all. It got me thinking of the things I read when I’m on my period.

     Yes, I actually am a fanfic reader and kapag meron ako, I read just to keep my cool. It became a thing for me back then, at first super weird pero eto ha, kapag 2nd day ng period ko, I actually get ‘’. Nung una nga super bothered ako kasi I was feeling something na dati hindi ko naman nararamdaman but when I talked to Gi and Ning about it, dun lang namin nalaman na nagiging ako every time na 2nd day ng period ko.

     Giselle sometimes feel the same daw kaya nag-eexercise siya when she’s on her period para mawala. And ayun nga, since I read , nakakalma ako kapag ginagawa ko yun.

     Believe me, I have never tried to touch myself, it just feels weird and unnatural kaya kahit minsan naiisip ko siya dati, I never do it kasi when I try natturn-off lang din agad ako and I go back to reading my s. Dirty secrets am I right?

     Kaya ayun, what happened that night got me thinking of how good the other things must be, Gal barely kissed me where I wanted her to be at kung ano anong ingay na ang lumalabas sa bibig ko nun.

     I can tell that I was feeling high and stuck in the moment dahil sa mga ginagawa niya. I kept pulling her to me nga but then she stopped,

     I almost got sulky sa sobrang pagka-frustrate ko but then I heard her talk, ‘Lasing ako, sorry Wako’ she said that like she did a super bad thing to me and I can’t help but to soften at her.

     She even said sorry for some reason kahit I enjoyed that short time naman na nandun siya sa may s ko. I was still wearing my bra kaya very limited lang din yung nangyare.

     She just keeps proving herself to me and I can’t help but to keep count at all the good things she does lalo na kapag they’re unexpected.

     Siguro nga I was really made to love a girl kasi God, I would never wish for anything else now that I’m experiencing being in a relationship with her.

     Gal became my standard and I can’t think of anyone else I’m capable of loving but her. She makes me feel loved in a way I have never felt before.

     Nakaramdam naman ako na may tumatapik sa akin, si Rye. Hindi pa rin kami umaandar and vacant pa rin yung upuan sa tabi ni Gal. Nandito kami sa pinakalikod eh, she insisted na tabi daw kami ni Rylee kasi ayaw niya daw na may ibang katabi yung kapatid niya and mas lalong ayaw niya daw na may iba akong katabi. Malay ko ba dun.

     I looked at Rye with my eyebrows up but she just pointed sa Ate niya. Agad ko naman siyang tinignan. ‘Inaantok ka?’ she lowly asked.

     ‘Ha?’ it took me a second to process her question. ‘Hindi naman’ I told her.

     ‘Natutulala ka eh, saglit lang byahe natin’ I nodded at her bago nag-ayos ng upo, ang liit lang talaga ng upuan dito sa likod. ‘Okay ka lang dyan?’

     ‘Yep, hindi naman ako sinisiksik ni Rye’ naramdaman ko yung mabilis na paglingon sa amin ni Rye. ‘