Sojin—

It’s been three weeks since Ariel left Seoul. I feel lonely at times since I’m still staying with Jay, Ara, Daniel, and Luke. It feels… off without Ariel’s presence here. I’m so use to having a perky girl dishing to me about the latest trends in the fashion world. But not anymore. 

Don’t get me wrong, Ariel is one of my best friends. Leaving was the best thing for her to do, and I completely understand the reason why she wanted to go back. I remember when she told us the news about what she was going to do. I was surprised that she decided to decline her offer to her dream school but it didn’t shock me when she said she was moving back to Malibu to broaden her Youtube career. 

And let me tell you, the public took it well when it was revealed she left SM Entertainment. She wanted to go back and find her identity. She needed it and the public understood it well. Some didn't. But that's okay. Everything was out of the bag at this point. Darling's break up was revealed and not many cared to notice since we were a rookie group. I left the company and no one made it a big deal which is a good thing. 

As for Chanyeol and Ariel? 

That I can’t tell you.

I don’t even know what their current status is at the moment. I don’t even bother to ask Ariel because I knew they talked before she left. I knew they worked out what happened between them.

Call it a best friend’s intuition? 

Anyway, I knew the goodbye was extremely hard for the both of them. So I didn’t bombard her with questions about what they are or if they’re back together. I do; however, update her from time to time on what he’s doin