(Narrator’s POV)

“Omona!! Where’s she?!?!”, Dasom said as Mandy opened the door.

“What…?”, Mandy said rubbing his eyes.

“_______!! Where’s shee?! We missed her!!”, Soyou said.

“Huh? She’s upstairs..”, Mandy said.

“Who’s that? Oh? Unnie?”, Darcia said when she popped her head from her bedroom door.

“Hi Darcia!!”, Bora waved at her.

“Why so early in the morning…?”, Darcia asked.

“Yeah….it’s just…”, Mandy looked up at the clock. “5.30”, she said and widened her eyes. “5.30???? Really unnie, why it has to be this early???”.

“Because, if we’re late, then we won’t be able to see you guys. You will be practicing around 8 and we have a schedule at 7”, Dasom said.

“Bwoh? Okay then, just go upstairs. But I’m 900% sure she hasn’t wake up yet”, Mandy said.

“It’s her we’re talking about”, Darcia added.

“Okay then!! It’s okay! We just knocked until she open her door!”, Bora said.

“You don’t have to knock. Just attack her. She never lock her bedroom door when she’s sleeping”, Darcia said.

“Really? Even better! Let’s go!”, Soyou said.

***

“_________________!!!!! WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!!!”, Bora jumped up and down on your bed.

“WAKE UP!!!!”, Dasom shouted in your ear.

“Yah, dongsaeng-ah, wake up”, Hyorin whispered. “Or……..”.

“Hmmmmmph!”, you threw all of them with the pillows and bolsters then you pulled the blanket.

“Okay, you chose the hard way”, Hyorin said.

“What are we going to do?”, Soyou asked.

“We’re going to……..TICKLE HER”, Hyorin said as she tickled your body.

“HAHAHA AHAHAH STOP UNNIE STOP!!!”, you said. Being a very ticklish person you are, you can’t help it.

“NO WAKE UP FIRST!”, Bora said.

“HAHAH ENOUGH!! HAHAHA ARGH!”, you rolled from your bed and you fell. Your head hit the table.

“Omo, dongsaeng-ah, are you okay?”, Dasom said.

“No! I’m feeling dizzy….maybe I’ll get amnesia…”, you said as you touched your aching head.

“Shut up!”, Hyorin threw the pillow to you.

“Aigoo, what are you doing this early?!”, you asked.

“We missed you babo!”, Soyou said and hugged you.

“Aaaa how I miss unnie too!”, you hugged all of them.

“We got a lot of gossips to share!”, Bora said.

“And a private time with me”, Hyorin eyed you.

***

“So…how?”, Hyorin asked you.

“Now? It’s just like that. I realized that I cannot runaway again so I decided to come back. For now, because of the practice, I can forget it for a while”, you said.

“And after that?”, Hyorin asked.

“After that? I’ll try to forget all the feelings I have. Like, really try”, you said.

“You’re not going to talk to him about this?”, Hyorin asked.

“Hmm? For what? I’ve confessed and it’s done for me”, you said.

“For you? What if….it hasn't end yet?”, Hyorin said.

“What? What else hasn’t done yet? Everything is done. I’ve told him everything and that’s enough for me”, you said.

“But-“, Hyorin said.

“I really have to take a shower right now if I don’t want to get nagged by Renee”, you grinned and left.

“Aish…..seems like I have to confront the other one”, Hyorin ruffled her hair.

***

You were in the middle of the break time when you remembered something. You quickly took your bag and searched for Renee.

“Renee, I’ve got something to do”, you said.

“Hmmm? Where are you going?”, Renee asked.

“Infinite’s dorm”, you said.

“What?!”, Renee surprised. “What are you going to do?”.

“I’m going to take something important”, you smiled. “Can I go?”.

“O…kay. But you have to be here at 2 pm”, Renee said.

“Really?! Okay thank you Renee”, You hugged her and left.

You arrived at Infinite’s dorm. After knowing that Infinite’s members are all home, you regretted a bit. But you know that you have to do it. You let out a big sigh before pressed the bell.

“Oh? ______?!”, Dongwoo said when he opened the door.

“Annyeong oppa!”, you grinned.

“Huh?! ______? Please come in!!”, Sungyeol shouted from the living room.

“Ah..yes, come in”, Dongwoo said.

“Thank you”, you smiled. “It’s been a while”.

“Yeah, it’s been a long time you know”, Dongwoo said.

“Oh? You’re really come?”, Myungsoo asked.

“Yeah, you think?”, you rolled your eyes.

“Whoa easy…”, Myungsoo chuckled.

“______?”, you heard a voice called you. You gathered all your strength before turn to him.

“Ah, oppa”, you smiled.

“What are you doing here?”, he smiled.

“I’m going to take back something that someone has stole”, you eyed Myungsoo.

“What?”, Myungsoo said.

“Oh…the book?”, Hoya asked carefully.

“Umm yeah”, you said.

“It’s in my room, let me take it”, Hoya said.

“Oh oppa! Let me take it by myself”, you said.

“But you don’t know where I put it right?”, Hoya said.

“Oh, right”, you said.

“Follow me”, Hoya smiled and you followed him.

Infinite’s members looked at each other and guessed what will happen.

***

“This is it”, Hoya gave the book to you.

“Thank you oppa”, you said and took it from him.

“Sorry, I’ve read that book”, Hoya said.

“Huh? Oh i-it’s okay oppa. There’s nothing I could hide anymore though”, you shrugged.

“Truthfully, I like that book”, Hoya said.

“Me too”, you said. “This book is the memories. I put all of the things here so someday, when I’ve forgot all about these memories, I can look at this book and recall these memories”, you said.

“All memories inside the book?”, Hoya asked.

“Hmm? Yes”, you said.

“You’ve forgot all the memories on the book?”, he asked again.

“Now? Not all of it. But later, maybe”, you said.

“All of it…?”, Hoya asked again.

“Yes oppa”, you chuckled. “Oh! I’ve got to go back to practice! See you!”, you got out from Hoya’s room.

Hoya was reminded silent. All of the memories on the book? Including….her feelings? Hoya though all over again before finally sat on his bed and buried his head on his hand.

***

“Annyeong!”, Hyorin said as he entered Infinite’s dorm.

It’s been days since your visit there and Hoya….well felt more sad and angry to himself. 

“Where’s he?”, Hyorin asked to Sunggyu.

“Huh? Balcony”, Sunggyu said.

“Thank you”, Hyorin smiled and went to the balcony.

“Hey”, Hyorin said.

“Hey”, Hoya smiled.

“What are you doing here?”, Hyorin asked.

“Thinking..?”, Hoya said unsure.

“Thinking about what?”, Hyorin asked.

“I don’t know, so many things”, Hoya said.

“Actually, there’s just one thing, right?”, Hyorin asked.

“Yeah…..but it’s so complicated”, Hoya said.

“It’s not, actually”, Hyorin said.

“Huh?”, Hoya said.

“You still love her?”, Hyorin asked.

“Of course I am!”, Hoya said.

“You sure about it now?”, Hyorin asked again.

“Yes, I’m sure about my feelings now. You know how suffering I am right now?”, Hoya said.

“Actually, it’s simple”, Hyorin said.

“What?!”, Hoya said.

“Just tell her how you feel”, Hyorin said.

“What?! But I can’t just tell her! She came here about 5 days ago. She came to take her scrapbook. Inside that book there’s moments. When she first came here until she left…..because of me”, Hoya said.

“Then?”, Hyorin asked.

“Then she said, that book is to recall those memories when she forgot about it”, Hoya said.

“She has forgot about that now?”, Hyorin asked.

“She said maybe later”, Hoya said.

“Then?”, Hyorin asked again.

“Then what?”, Hoya asked back.

“Aigoo. She said maybe she’ll forget. Maybe. But now? She hasn’t forget about everything. So why don’t you just tell her?”, Hyorin asked.

“I….don’t know. I just…can’t. What if she rejects me?”, Hoya asked.

“It doesn’t matter! The most important thing is, you have tell her how you feel towards her!”, Hyorin said.

“But…still…”, Hoya said.

“Aish!! Why it’s so hard to talk to you guys?!?! I’m going now, bye!”, Hyorin said and left Hoya dumbfounded.

“Should I……?”, Hoya asked to himself.

***