Why Don't You Love Me

MISCONCEPTION
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Jennie's POV

It has been more than two weeks since I last saw Jisoo. And in each and every day that had passed, I miss her even more.

Lisa has been a consistent customer of the restaurant. She would eat her lunch and dinner at Seulgi's restaurant just so she could see me.

I should be glad right? My dream girl is pursuing me, I shouldn't let this opportunity pass by. But no, everytime that Lisa shows up Jisoo immediately pops up in my mind and it seems as if it is an automatic response to Lisa's presence.

She would always reserve a table for the whole day even if it means that she has to pay an expensive price for it. She would just sit there and look at me while working.

I haven't talked to Lisa since her confession. I was expecting myself to jump in happiness but what happened is the total opposite of it.

Whenever I think about it, it just doesn't feel right. It feels like wearing Cinderella's glass slippers, that no matter what they do it just won't fit. It's either the shoes would break or you'll end up hurting yourself trying to fit in.

Lisa is persistent though. It's like she became a new version of herself. The Lisa that I knew is an out of reach star for me. A woman that I could only reach in my dreams, but now here she is, sitting at the corner table watching me while I wipe the tables.

"Are you still ignoring Lisa?" Soojin approached me from behind with plates in her hands.

"Huh? Oh umm.." I was caught off guard by her sudden question.

"You used to want to get noticed by Lisa, and now that she is clearly head over heels for you, you are actually ignoring her? Come on Jen, talk to her. She's been here for almost two weeks straight now." My best friend nudged my arm as she pointed her lips at Lisa's direction.

"Come on Jen, talk to her. She's been waiting for you to notice her since last week." Soojin tried to convince me. 

I was thinking about it and maybe I should consider Soojin's advice. Lisa did nothing wrong, maybe I am just overreacting to things. Jennie, Lisa did nothing wrong why are you ignoring her anyway?

So after the restaurant closed while I am walking on my way to call for a taxi, I noticed Lisa sitting on the hood of her car at the parking lot.

I hesitated at first, but I approached her eventually.

"Why are you still here? It has been thirty minutes since the restaurant closed." I said to her since she doesn't even seem to budge.

"I am waiting for you." Lisa smiled at me.

Her gorgeous smile is the only thing that didn't change. It never fails to enchant me.

"Why are you waiting for me? You could just go home and rest since you've been here all day long." I told Lisa without looking at her.

She smiled once more. "I wanted you to be the last person that I see before I go home."

I looked away for a second when I heard those words. I'm used to hearing those kind of words from Jisoo, so hearing Lisa say that to me reminded me of her.

"How about I drive you home? It's so much better than riding a cab." Lisa offered.

"It's okay. I'm fine with riding a taxi home." I politely declined her offer.

I was about to walk away when she spoke all of a sudden. "Are my feelings for you the reason that you're trying to avoid me? Or is it because I made you tell Jisoo that we are in a relationship so that she'd distance herself from you?" Lisa blurted it out of nowhere.

I froze for a moment, I don't know the answer to her questions either. 

"Neither. I wasn't avoiding you because of those things." I retorted.

"Then what is it?" Lisa queried.

"I don't know." I replied and took a few steps futher away from her.

"Then let's restart. You pretend that I just came back after fourteen years and I'll do the same. Forget everything that I told you. And from that point on we'll start." Lisa made her voice loud and clear as she said those terms to me.

"What?" I turned around to look at her.

If she's talking about the time where she first came back, then that would be the time where my feelings for her is at its peak.

What good does it do to restart? What is Lisa thinking about?

"I'll forget this night as well as those times where we were together as adults. And I'll come to you tomorrow as the Lis

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itsmelordjisoos
I agree with the comments. Jennie really didn't deserve Jisoo in this first book, she did nothing and just went along with Jisoo whenever it is convenient.

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Astraea21 #1
Chapter 73: JenSoo and ChaeLisa
TataSugar #2
Chapter 72: Jensoo final is what everyone wanted, but still upset with jennie doing absolutely nothing for it to happen, i still think jennie does not love jisoo as much as jisoo loves her. These last chapters were too far run, chaelisa's passion happened out of nowhere. Everything was solved out of nowhere too, the bastard brother and mother witch have not been solved, I would like at least a few chapters to see the life of married and the witch getting screwed
Rand0mAnon
#3
I agree with the comments that Jennie didn't deserve Jisoo at all. She did almost nothing the whole fic and didn't even cut off her suitors.
9thblink
#4
Chapter 74: Let's imagine this as Jisoo telling a story to Lia but what she didn't know was a certain mommy dumpling was listening.
9thblink
#5
Chapter 73: Honestly Jennie didn't deserve her at all.
But JenSoo endgame is what we all want. Jensewers are petty like that.

And Lia from itzy right? I swear we have adopted Lia. Like yes, she's what you expect JenSoo morph to be
9thblink
#6
Chapter 71: Roseanne WANT Jisoo not love her. It took her long enough to realise it.
MyChoding_7
#7
Chapter 74: Awwww😍😍 so that's the reason why little Jisoo appears to be a mean girl during their first meeting. So cute💕
Mar857
#8
Chapter 74: <span class='smalltext text--lighter'>Comment on <a href='/story/view/1459852/74'>Summer Of 2005</a></span>
This is really awesome ✨ and I laugh when Jisoo throws Kuku hahaha poor dog hahaha Author-nim keep on writing... You're awesome 👍 You're fanfics are my favorites☺
LnKnight11
#9
Chapter 73: I don't know how to feel, I'm happy... JENSOO ENDGAME... I love the way you wrote this fanfic... I think you should keep writing.
It was an awesome ff... :)