“I expect you here every day if possible, practice makes perfect. This is because you need to write your song, then get it checked over and then produced it and finally release it. Sorry but this is the idol life haha. You can use the guitars in the studio room.” JYP said.

“Yes I understand, don’t worry and thank you.” I made my way to the practice studio.

It’s good that I’m able to use the company’s instruments, I remember breaking one of my strings on my own guitar quite a while ago. The room is pretty spacious with a row of guitars, a grand piano, a drum set. I was pretty amazed by how lucky I was to be able to use this room and equipment. I strummed the first guitar I saw which was the furthest from me. I don’t know why I used this particular one but it caught my eye.

I strummed each string within count letting the sound travel through my ears.

“It’s been a while haha.” I say out loud, knowing no one is listening.

Now to think of lyrics... I legit only had like 2 sentences done with a somewhat melody.

"I just wanna love you, Give me that chance want to hold you, Baby you know that I need you, I need you and I'm wondering all the time." I played what I had already and just let my hands and voice yolo it.

“Da da daa daa, da da da dada daa daa….da…d..AISH.” I ruffled my hair.

This is much harder than I thought.

“Inspiration. Inspiration. Inspiration.” I say to myself over and over again.

I suddenly remembered the time I tried to teach Krystal guitar. She was so cute, the way she complained how hard it was and how I asked her if she can stay with me. Wait I think I got some inspiration.

“Da da daa daa…If you love me, come over get to know me, baby because I know you need me, you need me and I want you in life yeah yeah.”

"Argh this is so hard...Is it because this guitar is too ghetto?"

“When I first walked in the room, I saw your face, baby girl I was so amazed.”

 "You don't mind do you?"

"Of course I don't mind, for you I don't mind."

 “I caught you smiling back at me but I didn’t know what to say.”

Those times with Krystal, I remember them as if it happened just yesterday yet she doesn’t remember them at all haha. But I won’t stop here, I have confidence that you will come back. Actually at this point, I think I know how to continue writing this song. It’s all thanks to you Krystal, and my precious memories with you which I hope you will remember.

“Ugh, why is it so cold!?”

“Probably because it’s around the time of the year where Japan is freezing.” Siwon calmly says.

“Still… I feel like I’m about to die.” I blow onto my hands.

After my call with Amber, Siwon and I got ready to go Osaka. We are currently standing by the train station, waiting for the train to come. It’s really crowded too, ugh Tokyo station is so annoying. It finally arrived after another 5-10 minutes of waiting.

“Hurry before it closes on us.” Siwon says while grunting.

We manage to push ourselves in just in time before the door closes. Like I said, Tokyo station is annoying and hectic. There were no seats for us so we stood up, holding onto the handles hanging above us.

“So just how are we gonna do this?” Siwon asks.

“What do you mean?”

“Well if you think about it, we can’t just skip our way to a random white horse we see and cut some of its tail off.”

“Oh right… aish, well that’s pretty much all we can do at this point.”

“There might be owners for every white horse we see anyway. Also, do we have anything to cut it up with anyway?

“Yeah of course, I bought scissors since it’s pretty much common sense, we are going to snip some of its tail off right? What can we use anyway?”

“Well that’s good news so far guess.”

“Tsk tsk, you need to know these things bruh.” I chuckle.

We took about 4-5 trains to get there, using the bullet train and stopping at certain stations, it was a big hassle I will be honest, but nonetheless it’s for Amber and Krystal.

“Should we just try walk around?” Siwon suggests.

“Hm, I don’t mind that but, do we even know where to go, Tanako only said to go Osaka.”

“Aish, that’s true.” Siwon ruffles his hair and squats.

I squatted next to him and sighed.

“Why don’t you ask some of the public, you can speak Japanese?” That is true.

“Fine, hold on.” I got up and looked for anyone that could be of use.

I spotted a middle age couple and went up to them.

“Sumimasen (excuse me) are there any white horses that can be found around here?” I ask in Japanese.

“White horses?” I nodded.

“Ehhhh not that we know of, sorry!”

“Oh it’s okay.” I bowed multiple tim