Emotions
The Necklace That Represents Her Heart“Amber.”
“Huh? Oh yeah Se Na?”
“You can play guitar right?” I noticed her staring at my guitar in the corner.
“Yeah haha.”
“Can you play for us?” I saw her pout which made her look really cute.
“I haven’t played in a long time, if I think about it, last time I played was when I was in Jeguk, playing for JYP haha, the first days in Jeguk, those were the days.”
“..It wasn’t that long.” Bo Na pouted.
“Yeah…I really want to hear you play.” Se Na says.
“Aw alright, I’ll play a song I have been willing to play for someone special. But it’s not complete yet.”
“Yes! Yay~” I chuckled as I reached over to get my guitar.
I started to tune it a bit while the other two sat themselves up to have a listen.
“Uh haha, so um like I said it’s not finished…”
“You said you wrote it for someone special, was it for Krystal?” I looked up as Se Na commented with a slightly sad tone.
“Yes, it IS for her and you two but I would like your help to increase the process of this song.”
“How?” Bo Na asks.
“Well, Krystal gave her opinion, now I just need both your opinions. Once I have all 3 of your comments, I would have had all I need to know because all you three are special to me.” I smile like a dork.
I noticed Se Na smile at my comment which made me happy but Bo Na seemed to keep her poker face constant.
“Pfft you wrote it for her first, you can just say that you wanted us to hear it to see if she would like it.” She folded her arms and looked the other direction while Se Na tried to say a few words.
“Aigoo, why am I asking you guys? Cause you two are always on my mind as well as Krystal. When I just hear this unfinished tune, it makes me sad because I want it to know what it feels like to be complete, now that I have you two in my life.” I hope I have captured her heart with my truthful words.
I noticed Bo Na calmly turn back with a pink shade on her cheeks with her frown upside down. ‘YES! I DID IT.’ I fist bump myself in my mind.
“Ok, let’s hear it now.” Se Na interrupts.
I played the guitar along with my voice. The words I said to Krystal when she walked in on me playing it. I think I know why I suddenly wanted to play it then. I know for sure that when I was bored I wanted to compose a song, just a random song. It was funny because after a few minutes into it I would always look up and see my Krystal poster. A couple of minutes ago I just said that the song was for all three of them, but now confirming my love and my thoughts and past, I didn’t just say it, I meant it.
“Whoah…” I stopped singing the verse I only had.
Se Na looked at me, surprised by how romantic I looked maybe. Bo Na on the other hand looked so amused as if she didn’t know I was into music.
“You’re really good, Amber.”
“Haha, thanks Bo Na.” I put my guitar down.
“There seems to be a lot on your mind now that I hear this song.” Se Na was right, I do have a lot going on my mind right now.
“I..I havn’t really paid attention to this song which is why it’s really short. I may drop it now that I think about it.”
“HUH! WHY?” Bo Na pouts.
“I mean, yes I know that I think of this song as a part of you guys and me but in reality it’s no use to either of you three. Well I’ll think about it if I get inspired to continue.”
“You must, I want to hear it, start to finish.”
“I agree with Se Na unnie, it shows a side of you that will get anyone on your good side.”
Good side eh? I ain’t planning on playing this for Nikki if that’s what she thinking. Not after what happened with her father and Kai oh cannot forget that Sehun guy. I will never forget the pain I went through but most importantly Bo Na, Se Na and Krystal’s pain.
“Haha, okay well anyway, I’m kind of sleepy now. I had a long day and have learnt a lot too so you two better leave now.”
“Aww…but…”
“Sorry Bo Na..” I just want to pinch her cheeks so badly.
“We better leave Amber, she’s right about having a long day and having so much going on. Let’s give her, her privacy.”
“Yep!” The two got up and hugged me.
“We really wish you the best for upcoming events…” I noticed a sudden change in Se Na’s voice but didn’t take it to heart.
“Haha, I’m not letting you guys out of my side, now come on get going.” The two waved and left, closing the door.
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