The sheets were already wet form your cry, you lift your head and looked around the room, the tears had stopped and you wiped them right away.

There were no more tears left for you to cry, your eyes hurt and it was painful inside each time you tough f your brother in that moment, the look in his eyes and the way he looked at you, like you were nothing to him, just trash that he had throw, why was he like that? he was your brother right? why?

You kept thinking that, when suddenly you stood up from your bed and open the closet, as you took a purple box, you put it on your bed "I think it's here" You said wiping your tears and opening the box at the same time, as you did that you took a white envelope from it, you looked at him for a few second while you open it slowly.

You open it and a forced smile appeared on your face "I miss you ", as you finish those words you heard someone knock at the door, you jumped in surprise while you hid the letter behind your back and stared at the doo opening.

You saw Luhan coming inside your room with a worried expression, as he closed the door again he went close to you "How are you feeling?" He asked all of sudden while he made you sat on your bed, you looked at him but then at the floor, your tears were coming out and you didn't wanted that Luhan to see it.

"I don't know" You answer him and glanced for a second at him, e was still looking at you and holds your hand "I'm sure your brother was just surprise by all this, when you found out you almost freak out right?" You lift your head and looked at Luhan that had a smile in his face while holding your hand, for some reason it felt really comfortable.

"I know, but i was hoping that he would understand" As you said that Luhan hug you making you rest your head on his chest "Someday, he will understand, don't worry" As he said that you slowly closed your eyes and thought of his words, maybe one day, right?.

"Hana?" Luhan suddenly called your name and you open your eyes and looked at him