The Second Time Around. [Yesung Imaginary]
Imaginaries with Super Junior.. the Continuation :))
It's been a while since you last talked to Yesung. Your ex boyfriend. You broke up because of misunderstandings and lack of time for each other. In two different places, you were thinking about each other..
You: *crying* [I loved you, you loved me, we dated, you broke up with me, but yet I still love you. Even though I know your prioritize your work more than me..]
Yesung: *looking at the windows* [The pain isn't that I lost you, but the fact that I don't get to talk to you daily, kiss you, and tell you I love you and have you say it back to me and mean it.. Because we always argue.. nothing else..]
You: [All of the sudden, I'm missing you. Why is that so? I miss the way you hugged me, the way you made me smile, the way you pulled me close when we dance, the way you held me hand, most of all I MISS YOU..]
Yesung: [You're my first love, _____. What hurts the most is that I really believed you were the one.. And I'm still hoping..]
You: [I'm still here, waiting for you.. I cut my hair short. They say when a girl does that, it's either she's broken or she wants something to change about her.. For me.. it's both.. I wanted to give you a call, but the people around me are stopping me..]
Yesung: [Do you even care anymore? Does it even bother you we don't talk anymore?? Let me know..]
You: [I'm still here in my home, waiting for you. Waiting for you to come back. If you loved me, you wouldn't have left me.If you were sorry, you wouldn't have done it again. If you cared, you wouldn't have hurt me in the first place.]
Yesung: [I wanted to go to your home, and get you back. But I am not prepared.. Sometimes I catch myself thinking of you, then I remember that you are gone.. Like what I am doing right now..]
You decided to go out, but absentmindedly, your feet lead you to where Yesung is..
You: *shocked* [Why am I still here? I hate how the only person who can fix me is the one who broke me in the first place :'( and the worst part is he doesn't even know how broken I really am 3]
You headed back towards home, then suddenly, Yesung was there.
You: Yesung.. *crying*
Yesung: ____, why are you here?
You: I don't know.. I guess I shouldn't care, but I still miss you. Every little bit of me hurts, and wishes it wasn't over, but in a way I am. 3
Yesung: *hugs you* Stop crying already.. Who made you cry?
You: You.. my eyes are filled again, my hands are shaking, and my heart just fell apart because I just remembered the feeling of your arms around my waist hand and in hand.. 3 I was about to get over you, then you came again..
Yesung: _____.. I thought I was over you, then I looked back at all of our laughs and memories and remembered why I fell for you in the first place.. *hugs you tight* I can't believe I'm still in love with you.. Do you feel the same way too?
You: I hate you, Yesung.. *cries*
Yesung: I know.. but I never hated you.. I hated myself because of what I did to you..
You: I hate that I miss you. I hate that you forgot about me. I hate that you don't want me. I hate that I still care about you.. And worse, I still love you..
Yesung: When will you come back to me, _____?
You: If I'm not good enough for you, why bring me back into your life, just to do this to me all over again? You should have just let me be.. *cries* Damn it..
Yesung: I know you still love me, ____. Please come back.. *kneels*
You: Why.. are you doing this to me.. *sobs* I find it impossible to forget how much I love you. :(
He gives you a slow kiss, and your hands intertwined.
Yesung: Shall we start over again?
You: Arraseo.. just don't hurt me anymore..
And you did.. Yesung became more affectionate and he had more time for you than before ? I guess love is lovelier the second time around..
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