continuation from previous chapter.....

The next morning

Jessica is already awake and that’s make Sooyoung, her roommate, really shocked.

‘You awake by yourself?? We don’t need to wake you up?’ Sooyoung asked, stunned.

‘Ermm, yeah,’ she said shortly.

‘But we don’t have schedules this morning. You can sleep more,’ Sooyoung told.

‘No, it’s okay. I need to see Yuri and Tiff,’ she told and dashed out from the room, leaving the confused Sooyoung.

Jessica steps into YoonYul’s room and found that both of them are already awake.

‘Oh, onnie,’ Yoona said when she saw her.

‘Sica, you already awake?’ Yuri asked, surprised.

‘Neh,’ she said shortly and lay down on Yuri’s bed.

‘I’m hungry. I need to eat right now,’ Yoona said and walks out from the room.

Jessica waits until Yoona is gone when she started to speak up.

‘Yul-ah, I have something to tell you,’ she told.

‘What is it?’ Yuri asked.

‘Can you get Fany to come here?’ she asked.

‘Yeah, wait a minute,’ Yuri said and dashed out to get Tiffany.

Yuri senses something is not right with Jessica.

‘Hey, Jess. What’s up?’ Tiffany asked when she entered the room with Yuri.

‘I have something really important to tell both of you,’ she told.

‘What is it?’ Yuri asked with concern.

‘It’s ermm..it’s…’ she stuttered.

‘Are you okay, Jess?’ Tiffany asked.

Jessica took a deep breath before telling them.

‘Jiyong oppa and Top oppa confessed to me,’ she finally told.

‘Confessed??!’ both YulTi yelled in unison.

‘Yep.’

‘Confessed what?’ Tiffany asked impatiently.

‘Confessed that they love me,’ she told YulTi.

‘Really??!’ Yuri asked.

Jessica just nodded with misery written on her face.

Both YulTi are still staring at her, surprised.

‘Well, I’ve told you, right? They totally love you,’ Tiffany said knowingly.

‘Neh, Sica. Honestly, I’m not that surprised,’ Yuri told.

‘But, I’m surprised because the playboy GD falls in love,’ Tiffany told.

‘Jiyong oppa is not that bad,’ Yuri said to her.

‘What should I do?’ Jessica asked her best friends.

‘What did you say to them?’ Yuri asked.

‘I didn’t say anything. They told me that they will give me times to think,’ she told.

‘Jessie, be honest with us. You love one of them, right?’ Tiffany asked.

‘I do,’ she admitted, quietly.

‘Who is he?’ Yuri asked.

Jessica stares at YulTi’s faces.

‘Who is he, Jess?’ Tiffany asked.

‘He…he is…he..,’ Jessica couldn’t tell them the truth.

‘Sica-ah, tell us. Then, we can help you to solve this triangle love of yours,’ Yuri said kindly.

‘It’s….’

Both YulTi are gazing at her with their concern faces.

‘I love Top oppa,’ Jessica finally told them.

‘Top oppa?’ Yuri asked, surprised.

‘I knew it,’ Tiffany said happily.

‘What should I do now?’ she asked again.

‘Well, just tell the truth to Jiyong oppa and accept Top oppa’s love,’ Tiffany told her.

‘No, I can’t do that,’ she said quietly.

‘But why?’ Tiffany asked, confused.

‘Because I don’t want to make Jiyong oppa heartbroken again,’ Jessica told.

‘What do you mean, Jessie?’ Tiffany asked.

‘You know about Jiyong’s oppa past?’ Yuri asked her.

‘Neh, he told me everything,’ Jessica said.

‘What?’ Tiffany asked again.

Jessica told everything to Tiffany about GD’s past experience, the reason of his playboy attitudes and the reason why he doesn’t trust in girl and love anymore.

‘Youngbae oppa already told me that,’ Yuri said.

‘Poor him but you shouldn’t lie about your true feeling,’ Tiffany told her.

‘I know but if I tell him the truth and accept Top oppa, Jiyong oppa will totally heartbroken. I will completely crush his heart and I couldn’t do that. I don’t want him to be heartbroken for the 2^nd time,’ Jessica said sadly.

‘So, you want to lie and accept Jiyong oppa?’ Tiffany asked.

‘No, I couldn’t hurt Top oppa either,’ she told.

‘Then, what are you planning to do?’ Yuri asked.

‘I don’t know,’ Jessica said quietly.

‘Jessie, I think it’s better if you tell Jiyong oppa the truth. Don’t lie to him, tell him your true feeling,’ Tiffany told her.

‘But, he will really sad,’ she said.

‘I know but it’s the best this way. If you lie to him and later on he finds out the truth, you will become just like his ex-gf,’ Tiffany told.

‘Neh, Sica. I think so too,’ Yuri said unwillingly.

‘No, I couldn’t hurt both of them,’ Jessica said with teary eyes.

‘Then, you want to accept both of them?’ Tiffany asked.

‘That’s not what I mean,’ she said sternly.

‘I know this is hard but it’s better if you tell Jiyong oppa ASAP before things get out of control,’ Tiffany told.

‘Fany is right, Sica-ah,’ Yuri said.

‘Why Jiyong oppa falls in love with me?’ she asked sadly.

‘Love is not something that we can control,’ Tiffany told.

‘You really love Top oppa?’ Yuri asked.

‘I do,’ she said.

‘Then, go for it,’ Yuri told her.

‘I don’t know. I need to think deeply,’ she said.

‘Take your time but please, don’t ever think to sacrifice your love for Jiyong oppa’s sake. You need to think about yourself and the guy that you love,’ Tiffany told kindly.

‘Mullayo,’ Jessica sighed.

Jessica is still thinking about GTop. She really loves Top but she couldn’t hurt GD in any ways because of his awful past experience. She doesn’t want to completely crush his heart. GD just gets his hope and trust in love back and she doesn’t want him to lose that hopes and trust, again.

She also couldn’t hurt Top because she loves him, dearly. He is so kind and nice to her and hurting him is the last thing that she intends to do.

‘Why did you fall in love with me, Jiyong oppa?’

‘Mianhe, Tabbie oppa. I love you too but I couldn’t tell you my feeling, yet.’