The night has passed. I'm in my bed. My room is locked. The curtains are covering the windows. The past hours I cried several times and thought about everyting. I don't know how Kai is feeling right now or what Chanyeol is actual doing.
The only reason why Chanyeol could have acted like that, is that he is the last person who likes me. He once said himself that there are 4 persons who had fallen for me. He always denied it when I asked if he knows who it could be or if it his maybe him. He always said that he doesn't know it.
It my own theory, Kai was about to kiss me and Chanyeol got jealouse. The only thing he could do to stop Kai from kissing me, was interrupting. But really...punching and hitting Kai?
I really have to talk with him...but actually I don't want to. I don't want to hear his agreement to my question 'Do you like me more than a friend?'.

Until now I didn't even got some sleep or something to eat. My appetite is gone and my eyes are puffy and red. I roll around in the queen sized bed. I think about how Tao must have felt when he had the entire bed for himself and a little smile appears on my face. The first after about more than 10 hours. But now..here comes the horrible picture of Kai again. He is laying on the floor. Bleeding. His face swollen and blue. He doesn't give any reactions. Suho and Sehun are around him. Slightly slapping his face, trying to wake him up. And that's all I saw.

After the incident, Tao, Lay, Luhan and Xiumin brought me home. Because both managers stayed with the others, Luhan had to drive us. I was sitting in between Lay and Tao. Leaning on Lay and his arm around my waist. More tears had left my eyes. Both, Tao and Lay tried to calm me. Saying that everything will be alright again. Xiumin sat next to Luhan, looking worried to the backseats.

As we reached the dorm I went to the bathroom. I locked myself inside and sat down on the toilet lid. I hugged my legs and again some tears left my face. It's just that two boys fighted and that's probably all my fault. They both like me...like a lot and that's why they're fighting. One got hurt too much, probably because-

~knock~knock~

"Dani?" It's Luhan's voice. He shakes on the doorknob before he realizes that the door is locked. 
"Dani, open the door please."
"no..." you mutter and cover your head with the blanket.
"Dani it's already 7pm, you stayed the entire day inside your room. Please come out. You have to eat something."
"I'm not hungry..."
"Dani please.." Luhan starts to shake even harder on the door knob.
"Dani come outside" a second voice joins in. It's Lay. "Dani please open it, I need to get something from the desk."
"no...."

"Let's leave..she won't open now..." you can hear Luhan say.
"But she has to eat.." Lay whispers with a worried voice.
"We have to wait..Sooner or later she will leave the room"

Another hour had passed. You're asleep again. But your yearning for food grows and so you woke up. Your stomache starts growling.
"Not yet..." you whisper and slightly caress your belly. You sit up and reach out for your phone to check the exact time.

"8:56pm...damn..." 
Not only the late time and your empty belly started to make problems now, you also really had to pee. You silently leave your bed and walk silently to the door. Slightly you unlock the door. Carefully yu open the door and stuckyour head out, checking if it is free. 
You tip toe to the bathroom which is luckily just 4 steps away from your room. Finally inside the bathroom you quickly take your pee as you notice that the flush will probably make noises which the boys will surely hear. Carefully you push the flush button, but no matter how careful you are, the flush will be everytime loudly. You stay frozen in your position, waiting for foodsteps outside, but nothing.
You quickly unlock the bathroom door and stuck your head out. Now you notice that there isn't even light in the kitchen, since you can see it from outside.

You enter the kitchen/living room area and turn the switch. It's empty. Your stomache growls again and you walk to the fridge. While studying the fridge you notice a note on the counter next to you.

Food is in the oven. We wanted to look for Kai and Chanyeol and 
went to the hotel they stay in.
Your boys: Tao, Lay, Luhan and Xiumin
Ps: We're back around 10pm.

You close the fridge to check the oven and really, they left you a slice of lasagne. 

As the food is done, you place it on the little living room table before you make it yourself comfortable on the sofa. You turn the Tv on and grab your food to eat. Because you're fluent in chinese, you can watch all the shows without problems, just with the subtitles you have some little problems.

The hours pass by and you feel tired. Short before falling asleep you stand up.

"Let's take a walk...or else maybe just sit in the small park in front of the building."

Taking a jacket from the wardrobe and leaving the building is the only thing you can think now. You head to the elevator and drive down.
In front of the building you exhale and walk to one of the benches which are in front of the building.

You sit cross legged down and put your hoodie up to cover your hair. The temperature outside is not too cold and so you just sit there. Until a familiar van stops in front of the building. 6 boys jump out of it. You stay in your position on the bench, not trying to get attention from them. And it seems like they don't even notice you. They walk straight to the entrance and enter the building.

Some minutes later I can hear someone screaming my name. More voices join in. They seem to scream out of the windows. I just keep sitting here...or should I just take a walk. But then I would worry them. I rummage in my hoodie pocket. I always carry a pen around and maybe I'll find a ... - ah see a little note.

"There she is!" Chen screams out of the window. You look up and quickly place the little note on the bench.
"She tries to run away! Kris! Luhan!" Chen screams. Without hesitation you run. 

I need my free space. On the note I wrote that I would explore Beijing a little bit. Maybe stop to get some street food or maybe some shops are opened. I always carry some money with me around. 
I keep running, but my energy quickly leaves me. From far I can see an ice cream shop. Before entering it I look around to make sure that nobody followed me.
Inside are two men sitting and playing cards. I bow as I enter, just for respect. On the left side of the room are two young girls, probably around the age of 16 playing with their phones. I'm not sure how it is in china, but I still bow. One of the girls squeals and points on me.

"You're Dani!" she says in chinese and I nod.
"I'm one of your biggest fans." the other girl says.
"Thank you" I say and smile, because as you know..fanservice mask.
"You're my idol because you're the same height as me" the first girls says and stands up. She is even a little smaller.
"Can we have your sign?"
"Of course...and what?"
"This.." the second girls says and hands you her plastic ice cream bowl.

After signing everything I head up to the counter. Because I want a milk shake now. It must have been ages since I had the last one...
After ordering I sit down next to the big window. The girl at the counter said that she will bring it to my table as soon as she is done with it. In the corner is a little Tv hanging, playing music videos. Suddenly our History MV appears. Of course the chinese version. The employees first look at the Tv and then to me, back to the Tv and back to me before they start whispering.

The girls hands me my milkshake and stays next to my table. After taking my first sip I look up to her.
"Is something?" I ask.
"uhm...you're Dani right?"
"Yes, why?"
"Could you sign this?" she asks and hands me her notebook. I nod and quickly sign it.

I quickly drink the milkshake, bow again and leave the place. I put my hands in my hoodie pockets and stroll along the streets of Beijing. I could go home or just walk around enjoying the chinese nigthlife in the big city. It's about 11pm but the streets are still crowded. Many people turn around by my appeariance, pointing on me, asking for photos or signs. It's too much for me. I wanted to get some time for me and now I'm here doing fanservice.

You slowly walk up the elevator and push the button to drive up. Reaching your floor you walk out and straight to the dorm door. Opening the door and walking into the dark. Actually expecting the boys, sitting crossed armed like chicken on the sofa, looking at you like: Why on earth did you run away?!
But nothing. 
You enter the bathroom, wash yourself and leave it again. You walk back to the kitchen, grab a water bottle and head to your room. It's dark as you enter, so you turn the lights on. To your surprise is Lay laying in the bed, sleeping and snoring a little bit. You grab your pillow and silently leave the room again.
You head over to the big sofa and make it yourself comfortable. Unfortunately you have no blanket, but its better than to wake up in his arms. It maybe was comfortable, but not for this night. And anyways he probably slept the last night here too.

The moon shines into the room through the big window as you slowly fall asleep. But it takes its time. Your mind is still somewhere else. You still don't know how the boys are doing, especially Kai...
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I didn't really edit this chapter here, so sorry for any typos. It's pretty late here and I'm tired...I will reveal in the next chapter what happend to Kai and Chanyeol in the meantime.

Anyways, good night <3

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