We're in the garden eating. The weather has been fair with spring approaching. “whose coming?” Coco asks JR “Yuho asked me and JB to come” I grit my teeth. Lately he's been acting like i'm his lover. He hasn't suggested anything, which pisses me off. He has to be plotting something. For instances yesterday he asked me if I like soccer. Being the “nice person” that I am I told him “of course i'm Hispanic aren't I?” then he force me to go somewhere with him. Before I knew it we are in a stadium watching Japan vs South Korea.

Me being a soccer fanatic I got extremely happy. I forgot that I hated him. I had such a good time then me being out of my mind I kissed him. My excuse is that he dyed his hair to black. When I realized what i'd done I got so mad that I punched the wall. I got so upset that I wanted to strangle myself. After that he hugged be and before I could have a mental breakdown Jr rescued me.

Whatever you might think I don't have feelings for him. I completely regret everything, taking up the challenge. Lets me real he has be where he wants me but he wasn't going to win me over. Never will I collapse. 

i am honeslty a good person even if i come on differently. i guess im not in my right mind.