Kikwang's Pov

“I did some bad things last night” I hold my breath. “What did you do?” I ask her. Why does she always misbehave. Didn't she know it hurt me. “I tempted Jaebum and I left him waiting to put his thing in me” I breathe in deeply. I close my eyes “Are you mad with me?” she whispers. “Did you enjoy it?” why did I even love her? If she hurt me over and over. “Of course not. You haven't answered my question” she sounds worried. I slowly open my eyes “Yes, I am. I'm anger that you cheat on me. It hurts me to think that you do things and tell me. What do you behind my back?” she silent for a while.

“How can I make it up to you?” I know she loves me truly. I know she's the kind of person if I told to go jump off a cliff she would do it, for me. If it makes me happy. I think what can she do.

“For now don't anyone ok?” I can hear breathe deeply. “Thank you and might I add I can see you want me to yourself” she's making me laugh “What do you think, would you be happy if I did thinks with some else?” I ask that as a rhetorical question but she answers anyways. “If you learned something and you want to show me then yes but if weren't pleased then hell no!” always joking, I always wonder what if this all was an illusion.

End of Kikwang's POV