Never breaking up.
Maknae Still Believes in Fate!=Yumi's POV=
It's a Thursday today, which meant it was already three days since I last had contact with Kyuhyun-ssi.
Yes, three days,
72 hours,
4,320 minutes,
259,200 seconds.
Agree, quite a long time already.
Well, my reason for doing so is that I didn't want to disturb him at this point.
You know why?
I mean duh, it's their comeback week!
It's his time for himself, and for s,
which I totally respect and understand.
I mean, I'm an ELF, if you know what I mean.
And besides, it's not just him who had to prepare for something.
Like I said,
I'm an ELF.
I have my own duties and responsibilities as a fan too.
Like buying and promoting their albums,
voting and watching on various internet sites,
Practicing the fanchants for their holy comeback,
and putting their MV on autoplay for the whole day.
Oh right, now that I just mentioned it,
Have you guys watched the Effin Superior, ic and Eargasmic, Mind-blowing Music Video!?
I mean, just crap.
I can't even concentrate on school and work anymore.
Blame the mighty gods.
And guess what, I skipped work today. Again.
I know, I know. I'm becoming an irresponsible, miserable fangirl already.
But come on, It's a Thursday today.
Which meant, that...
It's their comeback on M!Countdown~!
WOOHOOO~
I've been standing outside the studio for God knows how long already,
but am totally not feeling tired. At all.
And I've been pushing and hovering over my ELF friends here just to make sure that I get to be in front row during their performance.
Kekeke~ Sorry my chingus~
Soon enough, the PD went outside and told us something.
"Arasso. In the first performance, we can let a number of about thirty to forty in. But in the second performance, only ten to fifteen of you would fit because of the stage. We'd record the second performance first."
WHAT THE!? ARE YOU IN' KIDDING ME??
I mean, yeah sure, the stage is probably gonna be humongous.
But what about the fans?!
I'm sure our boys would love to see the fans more, rather than a voluminous stage.
Especially Kangin.
I mean. GAAAHH!
I have to be in both performances no matter what.
I just have to.
The PD then went out again and started to look for people they'd let in.
"Okay you, you, you..."
"ME!!" I went up to him and begged him for dear life.
Okay it was only to get inside, but yeah, well that was also somewhat my life in there.
"Uhm...Arasso you."
YES!!
After a few seconds, we were already heading inside.
ASDFGDSLVNLSLKK!!!
I. CAN'T. EFFIN. WAIT.
ALL. MY. FEELS.
UNFFFF.
Then, they finally went out.
"GYAAAA!!!"
All of them were perfect.
Gods. That's the appropriate word for them.
Each scream and yell were worth it. Seriously.
And did i just mention how seriously y they were?
Siwon oppa...that tan is hot on you.
And Kyuhyun-ah,
you are making me pregnant with your adlibs!
GAWD.
WE SHOULD TOTALLY GET MARRIED.
HAHAHAHA~
Hmm. He probably doesn't know that I'm here.
Well, that's actually better though,
than him knowing all these lewd thoughts I'm thinking about him.
Kekeke~
Sorry chingu.
I don't even know if I still consider you a 'chingu' now.
But whatever, I'll just try to enjoy each moment.
Their daebak performance of y, Free, and Single soon ended.
*sigh* That was too much for my ovaries.
My poor ovaries.
But soon enough, it was time for the recording of "From U"
Did I just mention how in love I am with that song?
I mean, there's simply no reason to dislike it.
One, it was a song dedicated for ELF.
Two, the meaning of the song is just priceless, brings tears to my eyes. GAWD.
Three, EunHae's rap parts. . They are so real!
Four, Leeteuk's cute english~
And five, ASDGHCVDSJLKSKLLLL!!! CHO KYUHYUN.
Need I say more?
My phone suddenly vibrated in my pocket, interrupting my daydreaming.
"Yah. We're recording our comeback now. ^^ You're probably at work, right?"
Heehee~ Not really.
"I know. ^.^ Actually, I'm not at work. I'm in a studio waiting for Super Junior to come out again and perform my favorite song for me. Kekeke~"
"What? You're outside?!"
"Yeah. But I'm in the middle of a sea of fangirls, so you probably won't be able to find me. Heehee~"
"It's okay..I don't need to find you. I just need you to do something for me, is it okay?"
Something? Hmm. Depends on what it is though.
"Arasso. What do you want? ^^"
I anxiously waited for his reply.
Well if he wants to ask me to marry him, I might as well say yes, right? Kekeke~
"Don't cheer. Don't scream. Just listen carefully to every word of the song."
They soon went out and started the recording.
Arasso. I will.
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Kyuhyun-ssi, along with Yesung and Ryeowook, stood in elevated platforms on the stage.
He shone under the spotlight, his perfection almost blinding but visible.
My eyes focused on him,
like I was blinded that even if there were seven other boys in the stage,
I only saw him.
The song soon started, causing the audience to go wild at the moment.
No matter how much I wanted to yell my heart out, I made a promise.
I wasn't going to break it, right?
I stood still and let each and every word of the song sink in to me.
Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, let us never break up.
Oh my lady, lady, lady, lady, lady, I really love you.
Shawty, shawty, shawty, shawty, shawty, It's only you, the one that I've chosen.
Even my tears, even my little smiles...Do you know? they all come from you.
Kyuhyun-ssi...
why do I feel my heart fluttering?
Why...do you do this?
Are you telling me how you really feel?
Is this...how you truly feel about me?
If this is something more than friendship,
I might not be ready to answer that yet.
For I myself do not know how I truly feel.
But yes,
Cho Kyuhyun.
Let us never break up.
As friends, or maybe, as something more than that.
Either way,
I'd never want to break us up.
=Kyuhyun's POV=
We are currently recording our comeback performances for M!Countdown.
We just finished recording the performance for our title song, "y,Free,& Single",
And it was already time to record our song "From U", which is a song dedicated to our ELF.
But somehow,
whenever I hear that song,
there's always that one person that pops into my mind.
Jung Yumi.
Each and every word of that song,
is a reflection of how I truly feel.
If I probably owned a diary,
That sounded so wrong.
But yeah, I don't own a diary, but if I did, I'd probably write something exactly as the lyrics of this song.
I would never, ever want to break up with her.
I'd be someone she wants me to be, as long as we're together.
If she wants me to stay as her friend, that's totally fine, as long as she's by my side.
If she wants me to be something more, well heck that would be more than perfect.
As long as I'm with her,
I'd never let her go.
Nothing would break us up.
Even the heavens wouldn't be able to.
I wanted her to be here in this moment, to hear me sing this song,
but I think she's at work.
I decided to text her, after three days of no contact.
"Yah. We're recording our comeback now. ^^ You're probably at work, right?"
Surprisingly, she was able to reply fast.
"I know. ^.^ Actually, I'm not at work. I'm in a studio waiting for Super Junior to come out again and perform my favorite song for me. Kekeke~"
Wait. Does that mean?
"What? You're outside?!"
"Yeah. But I'm in the middle of a sea of fangirls, so you probably won't be able to find me. Heehee~"
Great. She has to listen to me...
"It's okay..I don't need to find you. I just need you to do something for me, is it okay?"
"Arasso. What do you want? ^^"
"Don't cheer. Don't scream. Just listen carefully to every word of the song."
Please know my feelings Jung Yumi,
please know my real feelings.
For these feelings,
my whole being,
Every feeling and purpose of my whole being is because of you.
We soon went out and started the performance.
I gave and poured my heart out for each and every word of the song.
Jung Yumi, let me reach out to your heart.
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