I am serious, he laughed. He started laughing when I had just confessed to him! “w-wait!” he called still laughing. I was seriously mad now, just a few seconds ago it felt like the right thing to do, you know confess, but no, now I feel like an idiot. At least I got to know his answer, his laughing says it all. “I really despise you” I turned and growled. “are you sure? Because not long ago you told me the opposite” he replied finally stopped laughing but now he was smirking. Widely. Oh my god, this is just like my dream, next time I really should listen to my dreams. “this is what you wanted isn’t it? Making me suffer? Well you can stop now because it will not work anymore!” I called in anger, thank goodness for the performance with its high volume which was fading my yelling or these people around us would’ve thought we were some lunatic people acting or trying to get attention. “wait come on I’m sorry for laughing” Key called. God I hope no girls in the future would have to do this, confessing to the devil. I didn’t dare to turn around to face him instead I quickened my pace of walking hoping to find a toilet somewhere because some wet liquid was falling down my cheeks. I didn’t know why I was crying really, its not like someone died or anything. “Hara wait!” Key called but I ignored him and pushed the door open which said “ladies.”

Why do I feel worse now than before. YoSeob told me when I have confessed to him I would feel better but this is no way near better. Wiping away the tears I thought about how I am going to avoid him, I just can’t take another of his jokes anymore and the laughing…aish I hope he dies from it.

“Go away” I spoke and walked around him avoiding his eyes. Key followed but he didn’t laugh or giggle. “look I said I was sorry, will you stop already? I need to say something too” Key spoke. “What could he possibly got to say?” I thought and stopped walking to face him. “what?” I asked. “not here, come with me” Key replied and suddenly I am being pulled by his hand on my wrist. I didn’t even mind with the pulling anymore as if this day could get any worse.

The place he took me to was quiet and empty. I think it was one of those places where drunken or smoking people would go to but it was empty due to maybe the performance was on. I sat down on the benches still not looking at him direct in the eye. “I never thought you would’ve did it” I heard him when he sat on one of the benches to my right. Now I was lost, what did I do. “what?” I responded feeling a bit confused. “you confessing to me” Key spoke slowly as if he was trying to take in what he had just said. “yeah me too, I wish I hadn’t either” I said feeling a bit better since we are now having a normal, serious conversation. “I’m glad you did” Key spoke and looked at me which made me turn away quickly. “of course you are, everything’s a game to you” I responded. “I-” he tried to speak but I stood up and headed for the door. “do you remember when I told you about how I was afraid of admitting my feelings” he spoke outloud which made me froze and thought back when he came to my home to see if I was alright from the incident with Gi Kwang. He did mention about his feelings of admitting them but why is he bringing this up? “I was afraid of knowing my true feelings…for you” he said. It seemed like my head was on replay or something because once he finished speaking those words my mind was playing it over and over and over again in my head. I stood in front of the door frozen. I am telling you the truth I was seriously frozen at that spot. “is he lying? Is he lying to make me feel better?” my thought came through my mind. “why would he lie, he’s confessing to you” a voice spoke in my min