She was at a great party with lovely people surrounded her. Sooyoung always threw the best party in every season. Since it was near Christmas, of course holiday would be the main theme. Although she wasn’t a party person, she couldn’t say no to Sooyoung, and her girlfriend was more than thrilled to join the joy.
 
She took a sip of fine champagne when she caught a familiar figure at the end of her sight. She couldn’t be wrong, she knew her very well. She was too special to be forgotten. It was just a split second but she couldn’t ignore the pang in her heart. She realized she shouldn’t feel that way. Not anymore.
 
She looked away, trying to calm herself down and appeared unaffected.
 
When Sunny came to her table, she knew. She knew what her friend was about to say. The blonde’s eyes said it all. Taeyeon was thankful her girlfriend wasn’t there. She was probably drinking or chatting with her friends somewhere.
 
“She’s here.”
 
“I know,” she replied shortly.
 
“You okay?”
 
“Why wouldn’t I be?”
 
Sunny shrugged as she said the unspoken you perfectly know why.
 
The thing was, they were over, long ago. No contact, no news about each other, no one tried anything. Taeyeon didn’t even know Tiffany would show up tonight. It wasn’t the first party Sooyoung hosted. She knew Tiffany was always invited but she never came. She was at the other part of the world.
 
“Taeyeon.”
 
“Soonkyu?”
 
“She’s not alone.”
 
“So?”
 
“Will you be okay?”
 
“I come here with the person I love, mind you. I’m over her. I don’t care whom she dates.”
 
“If you say so,” Sunny eyed her with I don’t buy your bull written all over her face.
 
“Do you see me as an unhappy person? Moping around, drinking every night to drown my sorrow?”
 
“Surprisingly no.”
 
“Do you think SoEun is not a good person?”
 
“She’s very great, smart,” said Sunny. “And very pretty too.”
 
“Then why are we having this conversation?” Taeyeon rolled her eyes, annoyed by her best friend.
 
“Because Tiffany is your first, and SoEun is not Tiffany.” Sunny said as a matter of fact.
 
“I think I’m lost here,” Taeyeon frowned. “Since when does my first have to be my last?”
 
Sunny stood up. She patted Taeyeon’s shoulder and walked away without another word out of .
 
Taeyeon groaned. Sometimes she hated her best friend for knowing her so well. Well yes, maybe, just maybe, yes, she still had feeling for Tiffany. Like a very tiny bit of feeling, because well, Sunny was right. Tiffany was her first, her first everything. First love, first kiss, first she made love with, and worst, her very best – best friend. When they broke up, the most painful thing was because she lost her best friend.
 
But she survived, somehow.
 
“Hi.”
 
She looked up to the certain voice. The pang hit her chest again. She was breathtakingly b