Annyeong! Exams has officially started. im actually in the library waiting to sit for my 2nd paper, which starts in about one hour time. But i don't want to study anymore. so im sitting at the corner tables, writing this, for you guys!

and yes i do read all your comments. they are lovely =)

My heart was palpitating madly. My breathing was uneven. Scratch that, I wasn’t even breathing. I was literally trembling.

Jin Young pulled away slowly. “Listen.” He said, rubbing my cheek with his thumb.

I forced myself to look into his eyes.

“From now on, I will only kiss you.” he whispered. He wiped away my tears and pecks my lips.

I looked at him. I wanted to speak, but my voice won’t come out.

When he realized that I wasn’t responding he leaned in again and pressed his lips softly on mine.

I was feeling so anxious that I could pass out anytime. He tilted his head to the side to get a better angle.

Jin Young was gentle. Even though I wasn’t kissing him back, he didn’t stop. I lifted my hands and pushed his chest slightly, telling him I needed air. He pulled away slowly and rested his forehead on mine as we catch our breath.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his shoulder. I felt him kissing my temple as he my back.

The wind was strong that night, but the hug made me warm.

-

I checked my phone again. No messages, no miss calls. I’ve lost count the number of times I’ve checked my phone.

He hasn’t contacted me since last night, and it’s already late evening.

What does this mean? Was he just comforting me? Does he really mean what he said yesterday?

There was a knock on my door as I wrapped my blanket around myself.

“Come in.”

The door open and my father were standing there.

I quickly sat up from my bed.

“Are you sick?” he asked. I shook my head.

“Then why are you in bed?”

“Cold.”

He laughed and came in, closing the door behind.

“So, I’ll be going to Japan tonight.”

“How long?” I asked.

“For one week.”

I nodded.

“And your mother is coming along this time.”

Awesome.

“You’ll be okay alone right?” he asked.

“Of course.” I said.

“Good. Call me if there’s any emergency, okay?”

“Sure.”

I walked them out the house after dinner.

“Have a safe trip.” I said to my dad.

He smiled and kisses my forehead. “Take care.”

My stepmother forced a smile at me and went into the cab.

Mrs. Kim left early when she got a call from her house.

“Don’t run away, okay?”

I want to so badly.

I just hugged her and went back into my room.

The house is so quiet, too quiet.

How I wish Jin Young would stop by my house tonight.

-

I didn’t know whether I was dreaming or it was actually happening to me right now.

I felt someone lifting me.

My neck hurts. I must have fall asleep while studying again.

Then, I felt myself leaning on something soft.

Is it a bed?

Someone started my hair.

Did I miss Jin Young so much that I dreamt about him?

“Oppa.” I called.

“Yes?”

Wait. Did someone reply?

I forced myself to open my eyes.

There he was, lying down with his hand at the back of his head, facing me.

I blinked a few times to get rid of my blurred vision.

“Sorry, did I wake you up?”

Did he…What? He’s talking?

I reached my hand out and touch his face.

I can feel it.

He chuckled and took my hand, kissing the back of it.

Now this dream is getting weird.

I touch his shoulder, bringing my hands down his arm and held his hand.

“Wake up.” I said to myself. “This is weird.”

Jin Young smiled at me. Then, he pinches me.

“Ow!” I yelled.

He laughed. “You’re not dreaming, Mia.”

He patted my head as I looked back at him.

“Y-you’re real?”

He nodded.

I reached out and touch him again.

“Yah!” he said when I poke his waist.

I’m not dreaming. He’s real. Oh my god.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face in his chest.

“I miss you.” I murmured

Wow Mia, that was, unexpected.

“Me too.” He said, hugging me.

“How come you never call?”

He didn’t answer.

Then something hit me.

I pushed him away and sat up. “Yah, how did you come in my room? I locked everything!”

He sat up and put his finger on his lips. “Secret.”

“This is not funny!”

“Shh…calm down.” He said. “I got a call.”

“A call?” I asked.

“Yeah. From Mrs. Kim.”

“You, huh?”

He nodded. “She said she had to leave early and you’ll be home alone. So she asked me to come over.”

“She…erm…what?”

He laughed.

“But, how did you. I mean, she left few hours ago, and….”

Jin Young wrapped the blanket around me and ruffles my hair.

“Want to know a secret?” he asked. I nodded.

“Mrs. Kim lives one street across me.”

“Eh?”

“Mmhmm. I met her near my house once, and she told me where she lives.”

“Okay…so…erm, how about ‘getting in my house’ part?”

He got up on his knees and took out something from his pocket. He held out a key and grinned.

Sneaky Mrs. Kim.

“She gave you the key?” I said.

“Yup.” He said, twirling the key between his fingers. “She said I could have it.”

“W-what?”

He laughed and lay down. “I’ll take a short nap.”

“You came here just to nap?”

He scooted closer to me. “Can’t I?”

As much as I don’t mind, I couldn’t help but to wonder why didn’t he contact me. So I asked him.

He didn’t speak.

“Answer me.” I demanded.

He opened his eyes and patted the spot next to him. I lie down as he turned over and face me.

“I don’t know. I was scared I guess.”

“Why?”

He shrugged. “Did I scare you yesterday?”

I pull the blanket up until it was covering my nose. “Not really.”

His lips curved into a smile.

“Now you’re scaring me.” I said.

He chuckled and came closer to me.

“Oppa.” I said.

“Hmm?”

“Yesterday, what you told me…is it true?”

He blinked his eyes a few times.

“Do you…mean it?”

He pulled down my blanket and brushed my lips with his thumb.

“Do you want me to?” he whispered.

What was I asking again?

Jin Young leaned closer and closer until our lips were centimeters apart. I was holding my breath. If any of us start speaking, our lips would definitely touch.

And I was right. When he called my name, his lips slightly brushed against mine, and it tickles.

Before I could reply, he pressed his lips on mine. His cupped my face in his hand as he tilts my head up.

Although this wasn’t the first time he kissed me, it felt like it was my first. I’ve never kissed anyone in my life before. I don’t even know how to react.

He pulled away and let out a small laugh.

“Sorry.” he said, our lips still touching together.

“Hmm.”

He pulled me to his chest and patted my back. I draped my blanket over him and snuggled closer.

“Hey.” I said.

“Yeah?”

“You’re not, staying over aren’t you?”

He laughed. “You’re not gonna let me sleep by the road side, aren’t you?”

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