"So what are you going to do now?" Kyuhyun ask

After Kyuhyun bought food for them to eat, they are both lying down on the bed talking.

"What do you think?" Hyerin ask too

"I think reports still want to interview you"

Hyerin look at Kyuhyun "You think so.... but as i said it's the first and last time i'll talk about it."

"Let's be realistic here, reporters are reporters"

"Then I'll stay here"

Kyuhyun hit Hyerin's head "You can't stay here for a long time"

"So, what I'm supposed to do then?"

"First thing first, talk to hyung"

"Who? Jungsu oppa or Donghae?"

"Both"

"What do you think will happen if the accident didn't happen?"

"What do you mean?"

"If the accident didn't happen, do you think we're here right now, talking like this"

"Dongsaeng-ah?"

"Don't mind me... I'm just..." Hyerin stop, a tear fell from her eyes

Kyuhyun wipe her tears "Everything will be fine soon."

"I just don't understand everything that is happening."

"Hyerin" Kyuhyun hugs her "talk to hyungs"

"I don't want to talk either of them"

"But dongsaeng-ah...." Kyuhyun gently tap her back

"Hyunnie... you are the only one that I can trust"

"Hyerin..."

"I saw pictures of Donghae and a girl, they are in bed kissing, the picture is taken recently." she buries her face on his chest crying again

"What do you mean? Where did you saw that picture?"

"When I'm cleaning my studio... I have a feeling that the girl in the picture is Song Miyeon."

"Why you did ask hyung about this?"

"I did, but he didn't want to tell me." she tightly hold Kyuhyun shirt "I don't know what is happening now... I'm totally lost... everybody seems like want to mess up with my brain. Hyunnie.... Hyunnie..."

"Hyerin" Kyuhyun gently tap her back "Shh.... It's okay... It's okay..."

Hyerin fall asleep while crying, Kyuhyun leaves her in the bed to talk to his hyungs.

"Hyung" he called out, Leeteuk and Donghae is just sitting on the couch at the living room.

"How is she?" Leeteuk ask

Kyuhyun shake his head "Not good" he take a sit "Donghae hyung, is Hyerin asking about Miyeon?"

"Neh..."

"But you didn't answer her? right?"

"Neh, I don't want her to know"

"But she already know who is Miyeon"

"WHAT!!!" They both shocked

"She saw the picture that they send to her before" Kyuhyun explain

"How did she..."

"I think she kept it before, then she said she was it while cleaning her studio."

The three kept their silent doesn't know what to say.

"How long are you going to keep her in the shadow?" Kyuhyun suddenly ask "She doesn't trust you anymore."

"She's not ready yet" Leeteuk said

"Hyung it's much better if she hears it from you than discovering it by herself."

"Okay, I'll talk to her." Donghae said

Skip

The next morning Hyerin wakes up, she's already in their room, at their house.

"Good morning" Donghae greets his wife

Hyerin just get off the bed and take her towel.

"Let's go out today" Donghae said

"I'm going to my restaurant" Hyerin walks out of the room

Skip

Hyerin arrives at the restaurant, she went straight to the her office. Actually she has nothing to do there she just went there to escape Donghae, she feels betrayed and lost at the same time, she doesn't know if she can stay in their house anymore.

Ring Ring Ring

Her phone rings it was Donghae. She pick it up because she knows that he will call her again and again if she didn't answer her phone.

"What is it?" her tone was cold

"What do you want to eat for lunch? I''m bringing lunch there."

"Don't bother yourself, I'll just eat here."

"Okay.... I'll just pick you up later."

"It's okay... I can go home by myself" she sigh "I'm hanging up now, bye" she put down her phone on the table and sigh again.

Skip

"Ms. Park we're going now" the manager of the restaurant bid goodbye

"be careful on your way home"

"Are you sure you're okay here?"

"Neh, I'm just going to finish some papers."

"Okay"

Hyerin stays in the restaurant, she doesn't want to go home because she doesn't want to deal with her brother and Donghae for awhile. She's planing to stay at the restaurant for few days until the reports is gone at her studio.

It's already mid-night, when Hyerin wakes up from her sleep. She notice that the door in slowly opening.

"Who's there?" she shouted but no one answer

"Who's there?" she ask again, she starts to get scared and she picks up the baseball bat that Sungmin gave her."

"Who's there?" she walks towards the door "i'm not scared of you.." she shouted "Come out now or you will be dead"

"Who's going to be dead?" Kyuhyun jump in front of her

"YAHHHH!!!!" she scream

"YAH!!!" Kyuhyun screams also

"WHAT THE HELL!!!! HYUNNIE!!!!!"

"Are you going to hit me with that?"

"You scared me... and how the hell did you enter here" she still scream

Kyuhyun cover "Would you stop screaming?

"Mhpppp" Hyerin mumbling

"You gave a key last night"

Hyerin tap his hand covering then Kyuhyun let go.

"Yah, are you going to kill me, I can't breathe" she hits me "Bapo"

"Yah, don't call me that"

"What are you doing here anyway?"

"Picking you up, because I know you're not going home"

"I'm working"

"Sleeping, i saw you" Kyuhyun poke her nose "Let's go" he hold her hand "we eat first then we go back to dorm."

"I don't want to go there" Hyerin remove her hand "I'll just stay here"

Kyuhyun sigh "You can stay in my room, just don't stay here."

Hyerin shakes her head

"Dongsaeng-ah, please..."

"Fine"

The two go to a barbeque house, it's past mid-night so there only few people at the shop.

"So, what are you going to eat?"

"Anything, I'm hungry"

"Now, you're hungry."

"Off course" Hyerin pouted

After few minutes, the food already served to them. Kyuhyun is busy cooking the meat while Hyerin keeps on eating.

"Would you slow down even just a bit?"

"Aniyo" she shakes her head and eat a piece of meat

"Aishii.... still a kid..."

"Yes, I am.... my brain stuck as teenager"

Kyuhyun stops and look at her "Dongsaeng-ah, if you want to talk just talk, you know that I will listen to you."

"I know that" she sigh "I'm just asking you a favor"

"What is it?"

"Don't let them get near me for now"

"But you have to talk to them"

"I know, but not for now."

"How long?"

"The meat taste good here" Hyerin didn't answer Kyuhyun.

Kyuhyun just let her for awhile, he knows her mind still messed up of all the things that is happening.

At the dorm, Kyuhyun let Hyerin sleep on his bed while he sleeps on the floor.

"Are you sure you're okay down there?" Hyerin ask, her head on the edge of the bed, looking down at Kyuhyun.

"Yeh, I'm perfectly fine here."

"What if Sungmin hyung arrive?"

"Then he'll sleep on his bed"

"Aishii... whatever..."

"Are you coming with us to japan?"

"No... I'll just stay here"

"Then come with me"

"What!!!" Hyerin stick out her head again

"Oh... aishii" he flick her forehead "I mean, you can come with me "

"I know what you're thinking, you're going to set me up with them."

"No" he tap her head "I'll protect you as long as you are not ready for them."

"Promise?"

"I promise" he smile at her

"Let's sleep now" Hyerin lay down on the bed "Good night Hyunnie"

"Good night my dongsaeng"

After few days, Super Junior is ready to go to japan for their concert, as what Kyuhyun and Hyerin talk about Hyerin is going with them to japan. Hyerin arrived at the airport hour early before her oppas arrives.

"What took you so long?" Hyerin whine to Kyuhyun, she is waiting at the boarding area

"Because you are too early" Kyuhyun answer

"Hi, baby" Donghae greets his wife

"Hyunnie, I'm just going to the washroom."

"Okay. just hurry up"

Hyerin go to the washroom.

"She still mad" Donghae ask

"She's not that ready yet" Kyuhyun said

In the plane, Kyuhyun and Hyerin are sitting together, while Donghae sitting behind them, leeteuk at the other side.

"You're coming at the rehearsal?" Kyuhyun ask

"Aniyo, I'll just stay at the hotel."

"Ok"

Skip

At Hyerin's hotel room

Tok Tok Tok

Hyerin get up from the bed and open the door.

"Baby, we're leaving now" it's Donghae

Hyerin just nodded

"Can you come with me, please?"

Hyerin shakes her head and shut the door.

"Ah.." a strike of pain hit her head "Ah.." she hold her head then her sight becomes blurry.

"Baby...baby.." she can hear knocking on the door

"Leave me alone" she whisper, she walks towards the bed and sit "Leave me alone.."

"Baby... Hyerin.."

"Just stop..... stop... ahh" she lay down on the bed and close her eyes

Hyerin came out from the room, she sees Donghae sleeping on the couch.

"Miyeon-ah... Miyeon-ah" Donghae called out a name while he is sleeping

Hyerin came closer and sees Donghae's phone.

"Oppa... i really enjoy today"

"I'm glad, see you tomorrow"

"Neh, good night oppa"

"Good night, can't wait to see you. i love you"

Hyerin cover with her right hand, to keep her making a sound. Tears are flowing from her eyes continuosly, she place back the phone on the table and go back to the room where she cries really hard.

"Help...please help me.." Hyerin is walking slowly at the hallway "Please... somebody...ahhh...." she hold her stomach because of pain

She reach her apartment door and get inside, she go straight to her room and fall down on the floor.

"AHHHHH...." she scream really hard, her stomach feels like burning inside "No...please.... stay with me.... hang on.... please... please... oppa..."

"OPPAAAA!!!!" she scream as she wakes up "Oh.... Oh..." she look at her stomach "Oh my god!! what is happening?.... Oppa.... oppa..." her body is shaking really hard, she feels scared and confuses. "Ah...." she hold her head and she can't breathe.

she get off the bed and slowly walking towards the door.

"Oppa... Oppa..." she open the door and manage to get out from the room but she falls down on the floor. "Oppa... help me... please.... oppa"

"Hyerin!!!!" Leeteuk shout when he sees his sister, they just arrived from their rehearsal. He runs towards her and pick her up.

"Hyerin... Hyerin.." he gently tap her cheek "Open your eyes.... princess... open your eyes.."

"Hyung... what happen here" Donghae arrives also

"I don't know"

"Baby... open your eyes..."

"Put her to the bed, I'll check the reception if they can call a doctor" their manager said

Leeteuk carry his sister and place her on the bed.

"Baby" Donghae hold her hand and place it on his cheek "my angel open your eyes... please.."

Hyerin open her eyes and she starts crying

"Princess, what's wrong?" leeteuk ask

"My angel.. what happen to you?"

Hyerin look at Donghae and remover her hand from him.

"CHO KYUHYUN" she shouted "HYUNNIE!!!"

"I'm here" Kyuhyun is in the foot of the bed

"Take me out of here.." she crawl towards him but her head in pain again "Ah..." she falls down on the bed "Ahhh"

"Baby" Donghae pick her up

"don't touch me" she tries to push him "Leave me alone...."

"Can you get her medicine in her bag?" Leeteuk ask Kyuhyun

Kyuhyun nodded and get the medicine

"Give it to her" Leeteuk instruct his dongsaeng

Kyuhyun sit on the bed "Dongsaeng-ah...here... drink your medicine"

"No" she shakes her head

"Come on, after this I'll take you out, you want that right"

Hyerin nodded and wipe her tears.

"Sit up straight"

Hyerin sits straight and take her medicine.

"Now" Kyuhyun hugs her "Relax... breathe in and breathe out"

Hyerin fall asleep after she takes her medicine.

"I'll take it from here" Donghae said

"Okay, hyung" Kyuhyun leaves the room

Donghae caress his wife face "I'll clean you up" he stand up and get a wet towel from the bathroom. He pat the wet towel to her face, arms and legs, then he change her clothes. After he takes a shower and join his wife on the bed.

"My angel" he hugs her tightly and kiss her forehead

"Get out" she open her eyes

"My angel..."

"Please just go..." she starts crying again

"I'm not going, I'll just stay here."

"Leave"

"I can't leave when my wife is like this."

"Please.. Donghae... I don't want to argue with you."

"What do you want me to do? huh?"

"Just leave..... please"

"No" Donghae is being stubborn "Baby" he lean his forehead to hers "Miyeon is my childhood friend, if you want me to be exact, we have a past."

Hyerin didn't response

"We have a thing before I went here in Seoul for my training, but it's all over."

"............."

"Say something?"

".............."

"She is sick... crazy...the reason why her mother came to you because she wanted me to get back to Miyeon so she will be healed." he caress her back

"The picture that you saw is just a photoshopped, Miyeon created it.... she's crazy... she is desperate to separate us before. She did a lot of things for you to leave me." he hugs her tightly "And now, she still doing it, trying to separate us" he kiss her forehead "My angel...please don't let be separate with one another.... I can't leave without you. he capped her face to look at him "And this... this thing that you are ignoring me... pushing me away.. It's killing me... It's killing me right now... baby...please...."

"Just give me sometime" she get off the bed

"Where are you going?"

"I'm just going for a walk" she wear her hoodie "And leave before I come back."

Skip

Kyuhyun still playing his game in his room when he heard a knock on the door. He stand up to look who it is.

"What are you doing here?" Kyuhyun ask

"Can I stay here for tonight? Your hyung is in my room"

"Neh, but be quite Sungmin hyung is already sleeping"

Hyerin nodded and enter the room.

"You can sleep in my bed, I can sleep on the couch." he said going to his game

"Why aren't you sleeping yet?"

"I'm not sleepy yet. Go ahead sleep now"

Hyerin lay down on the bed and hug the pillow, in minutes later she can't sleep.

"Just stop thinking so you can fall asleep."

"Let's sleep hyunnie"

Kyuhyun turn off his laptop "Okay, let's sleep" he stand up

"Stay here" Hyerin tap the space beside her

"Hyerin... no...."

"Why not? You are my bestfriend... please..." a tear fell from her eyes

Kyuhyun just go to the bed, he lay down facing Hyerin.

"I'm listening" he whisper 

"Can I erase everything from the time i woke up till now..."

"Dongsaeng-ah"

"Or I shouldn't wake up in the first place" she starts crying

"Shhh... Sungmin hyung is sleeping"

"I'm so tired by all of this..."

"Then rest, we will talk tomorrow after the concert, huh? Can you wait that long?"

Hyerin bury her face on the pillow to cry in silent.

"Hyerin... I'm sorry I can't take that pain away." he hugs her to comfort

The next morning at the dining room.

"Good morning" Siwon greets

"Good morning, hyung" Kyuhyun greets back

"Good morning, Hyerin' Siwon greets Hyerin who is hiding behind Kyuhyun, she is wears hoodie, shorts and glasses

"Neh" she answer back "Hyunnie, I'll just sit there"

"Okay"

"Did she sleep in your room?" Donghae ask

"Neh, hyung"

he sit down "She's crying until she fall asleep" Kyuhyun added

"How is she?" Leeteuk ask

"She's having a hard time to absorb everything... and still confuse whom to believe"

"Hyunnie" Hyerin called out and she sounds like a little kid

"What is it?" Kyuhyun turn

Hyerin is holding her nose with a table cloth "My nose is bleeding"

Kyuhyun stand up "Let me see" he take a look on Hyerin's nose

"It's bleeding" he said

Donghae stand up and hold Hyerin's hand "let's go to your room."

Hyerin remove his hand and go behind Kyuhyun.

"Hyung don't worry, I'll take her" he turn to his dongsaeng "let's go"

Skip

The concert succesfully finish they all go back to the hotel to celebrate. All the staff and the members are in the dining hall for celebration. The super junior is in one long table including Hyerin because Kyuhyun can let his eyes off to her. They are all happily talking, sharing their moment during the concert and their plans on their next concert while Hyerin is just staring at her food.

"Don't you like your food?" Kyuhyun ask

"I just don't have the appetite."

"Why don't you try this?" Donghae gave her some soup

Hyerin just shakes her head and stand up "I'll just go to my room to rest" she walks out

At Hyerin's room, she just on her bed looking at the ceiling. She look at her right hand.

"I don't know what am I going to do..... Why me?" she sigh "I don't know myself anymore."

Tok Tok Tok

"Open up, it's me oppa... open up please.."

Hyerin stand up and open the door.

"What is it?" Hyerin looking down

"drink this" Leeteuk gave her a milk "You didn't eat dinner so at least drink that."

Hyerin just nodded

"Princess" he pat her head "If you want to talk, oppa is here."

"I'm.. I'm packing my clothes"

"Okay, sorry to disturb you... go ahead."

Hyerin nodded

"Hyerin" Leeteuk called out "Oppa loves you very much and oppa will do everything just for my little sister."

Hyerin close the door.

The next morning they all arrived at Incheon Airport, Hyerin leave the group and go first. When she pass the gate there are many reports waiting she thought they are waiting for their oppa, but she caught off guard when the reporters came to her.

"Ms. Park, how long that you know about your hand?"

"Are you going to undergo surgery?"

"What are your plans now?"

The reporters keeps on asking question to her. Hyerin can't do anything but to bow down her head and walk as she can but the reporters already block her way.

"I don't have anything to say" she said "I need to go now"

Hyerin head is starting to get hurt again.

"Please.... I need to go..."

"Excuse me... excuse" leeteuk squish himself to the reports to get his sister. 

Donghae cover Hyerin's head with his jacket. Super Junior manager go into action to prevent any further commotions, security airport help them to walk out of ther airport.

"Are you alright?" Leeteuk ask his sister as soon as they are in the van. "Hyerin.." he remove the jacket and look at her.

His heart break into piece when he sees his sister looks so helpless and weak like that.

"Park Hyerin"

Hyerin wipe her tears and sit calmly "Just drop me at the bus stop."

"No" Leeteuk answer

"Then drop me at my studio" Hyerin clench her hands, Leeteuk sees it

He place his hand over hers "Calm down"

Skip

Leeteuk bring back his sister at their dorm, he is worried about her leaving at the studio. Hyerin enter the dorm stomping her feet and throw her bag.

"Hyerinssi..."

"Why I can't have my own decision?" she shout at her brother

"Baby" Donghae hold her arms

"Don't touch me" she push him away "Can't I have my own decision here, why do you always controlling me?" Hyerin's emotional isn't stable

"You're tired, let's go to the room, huh?"

"I'm not a child anymore, my stupid brain might be stuck on the mind of teenager but I'm not a child anymore."

"Princess, calm down... please"

"Stop telling me what to do" she push her brother and run towards Donghae's room.

Leeteuk follow his sister, he found her sitting in the corner. He sits down and pull his sister in his arms.

"It's okay... oppa is here."

"It's so unfair... why me?....oppa... why me?" she cries really hard "Why me?"

"We will get some help, huh? it's going to be okay.... oppa will fix that.... oppa will do everything. Just don't think too much" he gently patting her head "Hyerin, oppa won't give up until we fix your hand.... we will fix that... i promise."

Hyerin cries for a hour until she gets tired and stop crying.

"Are you okay now?" Leeteuk ask fixing his sister's hair "Are you hungry? I'll order some food"

Hyerin shakes her head

"You want to sleep?"

She shakes her head again and stand up

"Where are you going?" leeteuk follow his sister

"Hyunnie let's drink" she said over the phone "Go upstairs, now" she hang up the phone

"Baby.. you can't drink" Donghae said

"Hyerin..."

"Would you shut up?" she shouted "For once... just this time..... let me do what I want... please" Hyerin is getting stressed out and confuse.

"Okay, I'll join you" Leeteuk said

Skip

They already finish two bottle of wine and five bottle of beer, it's already 9 in the evening.

"Dongsaeng-ah, are you drunk?" Kyuhyun ask

"Aniyo... I'm not drunk" Hyerin is little bit drunk.

Leeteuk and Donghae drink a little just for the sake they are joining the three, Ryewook join in too.

"You know hyunnie.... this feeels like a circus... ever since I woke up." she finish up her drink and pour another in her glass

"What do you mean?" Kyuhyun ask still in right condition.

"You know" she lay down on the floor "My life is up since I woke up, all of you seems trying to hide somethinf from me." she sigh "What if my memory doesn't return? Should I live my life like this? Then what if i remember everything, are we still be the same?" she look at Kyuhyun "What do you think?"

"What do you want?" Kyuhyun ask back

"I don't know... sometimes I think this is much better, I don't care if my memory return or not, but everytime something happen because of the past I don't remember.... the urge of having my memory back keeps frustrating me." she smile "Just like now... I want to meet the bastard that did this to my hand. The one who took my hand."

"Dongsaeng-ah it's an accident" Kyuhyun

"But he took something from me" she shouted

"Hyerinssi"

"Mianhe" she laugh "I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm too confuse."

Kyuhyun get near to Hyerin and tap her shoulder "Just stop thinking for awhile, don't stress yourself too much"

"Okay" Hyerin fall asleep

Leeteuk stand up and pick up his sister "clean up before you go to your room."

He brought his sister to his room and place her on the bed, he gets out and come back with a wet cloth, he wipe his sister face and arms with cloth.

"I'm sorry, you must having a hard time because of what i did" he brush Hyerin's hair

"Hyung do you need anything?" Donghae came in

"I'm going to tell her" Leeteuk said

"WHAT!" Donghae got surprise "Hyung, I thought we will hide everything until she remember."

"But I can't take seeing my baby sister like this, she's suffering"

"But hyung... I don't want her to leave."

"She won't... we will tell her slowly." he kiss her forehead "We will tell her everything."

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