"Yes, i understand" Leeteuk is talking over the phone, he is in the middle of their practice at the concert hall because tomorrow is the start of their concert "I'm very sorry, I'll pick her up later"

"Leeteukssi let's go now" someone calls him 

"Yeh, I'm coming" he answer

"I have to go now, I'll pick her up after my schedule and i'm really sorry for what my sister had done."

"It's okay, it's normal for her condition" a female voice can be heard on the other line

"I'm sorry again" he hang up the phone and run back to his group

"What is it hyung?" yesung ask

"Her therapist"

"Did Hyerin break out again?" Donghae worriedly ask

"Neh, they said she just throw her pencil on the wall and didn't say anything"

"Where is she now?" Kyuhyun

"Still in the hospital, Dr. Hyun is looking after her, I will pick her up later"

Skip

At their dorm

"Hyerin let's talk" Leeteuk said to his sister who's in really bad mood, stomping her feet as she enter the dorm

"Fine" she turn around "Mianhe, I won't do it again"

"It's not that I'm talking about" he look at his dongsaeng "Go to your room"

Ryewook and Donghae just nod and go to their room.

"Come on" he reach out his hand to her

Hyerin just look at him, afraid that he might be mad at her.

"Oppa is not mad" he smiles at her

Hyerin takes her brother hand, Leeteuk pull his sister to the kitchen. He let her sit on the chair and open the refrigarator, he gets a small caserole, pour the milk and heat it on the stove. After heating the milk he pour in on a cup and place it on  the table near Hyerin and then sit next to her.

"Drink that"

Hyerin takes the cup, she blow it few times before drinking.

"Are you okay now?" he ask

Hyerin just nodded

"Now" he takes her hand "Can you tell me what's wrong?"

"It's nothing oppa" she shake her head

"You promise me something right?"

"Neh" she pouted

"Tell me what's wrong? Is there something in your mind? Is there anything bothers you lately?"

"Aniyo" she shake her head

"Then what is it?"

"I'm just tired that's it" she release a sigh "Do you think I'm be able to move my hand again?" she hold her right hand "What will happen to me if I can't use it anymore?" Hyerin just in poker face

"Hyerin" Leeteuk place his hand over her head

"I know" she remove her brother hand off her "I should never lose hope, I should try harder" she stands up "I'm going to change" she bows down and leave.

Leeteuk hold his temple "Why i can't say right things to her?" he mumble

"Hyung?" Donghae appears "What happen?"

Leeteuk look at him "Can you cheer her up for me?"

"Araso" he nodded and leaves

Skip

Hyerin is going to the bathroom to clean up, as she open the door someone pulls her inside.

"Omo!! Oppa"

"Shhh" he put his point finger on Hyerin's lips

"What are you doing here? And can you please wear some shirt" she punch his arm

"Aww.. baby" he whines

"What are you doing here?" she ask getting sulky

"What else do you do in the bathroom? I wash up"

"Bapo, I'm not asking you that "

"But you ask me what I'm doing here" he insist

"Aishii... Lee Donghae stop this now"

"Baby..stop now" he pull her into his arms to give her a warm comforting hug, he lean his chin over her shoulder "My angel is having a bad day.hhm?"

"Oppa"

"Hmmm..."

"Can you stay with me tonight?"

Donghae breaks the hug and smile "Off course, my angel"

"I'll just take a shower, huh?"

"Araso, I'll just wait for you"

"Just be quite or oppa will caught us" Hyerin goes to the shower

"What wrong if we get caught? It's not like we're just teenagers right, we're married. right" Donghae keeps mumbling, he gets his toothbrush and starts brushing his teeth while waiting for Hyerin to finish her bath.

After few minutes, Hyerin went out of the shower already dressed up wearing shorts and shirt, drying her hair.

"What are you mumbling about?" she playfully hit Donghae's

"What..baby.. don't do that" 

"Are you done?" she ask 

"Neh" Donghae get the  towel off her hands and he dry her hair for her.

Hyerin get her toothbrush while Donghae drying his wife's hair.

"Should i use hair dryer? It's difficult to dry your hair" he ask

"Aniyo..." She shakes her head, she wash up and face her husband "Should i cut my hair then?" she ask

"Aniyo" he lift and sit her on the counter sink "Hyerin" he tuck her hair behind her ear "Are you still sulky?"

She pouted "not anymore"

"Let's sleep now" he touch her face

Hyerin suddenly hugs Donghae, she bury her face over his shoulder.

"Can we stay like this for awhile?"

"Neh, sure" he hugs her back "Are you having a hard time?"

"I don't know... I just feel so tired all of the sudden"

"Then rest for awhile, just lean like this to me, hmm"

"Komowo oppa" she kiss his shoulder and close her eyes

They stay like that for few minutes, Hyerin feeling the warm hug coming from her husband. While hugging his wife Donghae felt something dropping in his shoulder the flowing to his back.

"Baby..baby" he taps her back gently

"Neh, oppa" Hyerin break the hug, Donghae sees her nose bleeding

"Hyerin" he immediately put his hand on Hyerin's nose "Tilt your head"

"Is my nose bleeding again?"

"Neh" he look at his side and get some tissue "Hyung.... Hyung... Teukie hyung..." he shouted

"Wae? Wae?" Leeteuk enters the bathroom

"Hyerin's nose is bleeding"

"Bring her to the room, I'll get some ice and her medicine"

Donghae carry his wife and bring her to the bathroom. Ryewook heard all the commotion, he gets out from his room.

"Hyung, what's going on here?" he ask

"Go open my bedroom door"

Ryewook just nodded and open the door. Donghae place his wife on the bed and cover her with blanket.

"Baby, are you okay?" he capped her face

"Off course, I am" she touch his face "Don't panic, I'm alright"

"Hyerin.. Hyerin.." Leeteuk enter the room with ice pack on his and and medicine "Put this on her nose" he instruct Donghae

"Oppa, I'm alright"

"Aniyo, your nose is bleeding and you're telling me that." 

"Baby, what do you feel? Are you feeling dizzy or hurting somewhere?"

"Aniyo, I'm fine"

"Here's your medicine"

Donghae lift his wife a little for her to drink the medicine, then place back her head on the pillow.

"Are you having a hard time in setting up the restaurant?" Leeteuk ask

"I'm fine, oppa"

"Take a week off" Leeteuk

"Aniyo" Hyerin sits up "Everything is already set-up, we're in the middle of polishing everything. I can't stay at home when we're in the critical and final stage of setting up. Andwae." she strongly refuse

"Araso,araso" he tap her head softly "Take a rest now" he kiss her head "Good night"

"Oppa, are you mad?"

He smile "No, I'm not" he shakes his head "Just don't tired  yourself too much, araso?"

"Neh"

"Look after her, if she get fever later call me" he said to Donghae

"Neh, hyung"

"Take a rest now" 

Leeteuk and Ryewook leaves the room. Donghae lay beside his wife facing each other.

"Are you sure you're okay?"

"Neh"

he caress her face, looking at her lovingly "Sleep now, huh?" he kiss her forehead and hugs her

"Neh" she pat a sweet kiss on his lips and bury her face on Donghae's chest

"Sleep now, my angel" he hum a sweet lullaby as he put her into sleep.

The next day, Hyerin cook something special for her brother and Donghae.

"Good morning princess" Leeteuk greeted

"Good morning oppa, breakfast?"

"Just a coffee, princess"

"Waeyo?"

"I have butterlflies in my stomach right now"

"Hmm.." she pouted "Okay" she get a cup of coffee and give it to her brother

"Are you okay now?" he ask

"Oppa" she whines

"Araso.araso" he put his hands up in defeat " So, what time are you going at the stadium?"

"Hmmmm.. probably around 4pm, after my work at the restaurant, waeyo oppa?" 

"you will be with your bodyguards, araso?"

"Is that necessary, oppa?" she ask

"Neh, It's my condition right"

"Neh, you allow me to go out even without you but i have bodyguards." she sit down and pouted like a kid

"I know I'm being to strict to you, but I have to"

"I understand, I know it's hard for you to take care of me, don't worry I'm cool with it" she smile "But i hope i won't be living my entire life like this"

"Off course" Leeteuk tap his sister's head "It just a temporary set-up" he kneel down in front of her "Come here" he hugs her tightly "You are so precious to me, do you understand that, oppa will go crazy if something happen to you again."

"But oppa, nothing will happen to me"

"I know, I always pray for your safety"

Skip

Hyerin go to the restaurant after her oppa leaves, there are little things need to be done by her it's the first reason why she can't afford to take a day-off like her brother telling her. She stays in her office whole morning finishing all the paper works before going to the stadium. While she's busy working on paper works, her phone rings.

"Yobuseyo? Neh"

Hyerin tap her fingers on the table while listening

"Did you find anything?" her eyebrows knitted "Okay" she get a pen and paper to write something "yup, neh.. okay. Thank you very much, just continue your work. neh, I hope i hear something from you again." she hangs up the phone and look at the piece of paper.

Skip

Hyerin go to the venue at 4pm with her two bodyguards, she goes around outside the stadium checking out all things while her bodyguard just following her, which attract attention.

"Woah, this is cute" she's looking at the different lightstick "What should I buy?" she keeps on thinking if she will get her brother's lightstick or Donghae's

"You should get your brother's lightstick" the vendor said

"Oh, you know my oppa" she's surprise

"You're Leeteuk's sister, right?"

"Neh"

"Then you should buy his lightstick" she gave the lightstick to her

"Hmmm... i think i should buy all of the design"

After buying lightsticks, she goes around some more, she's having fun seeing things about her oppas.

"Miss, i think you should go inside now" the bodyguard said

"Just few more minutes" she run along and go to check some other goods

"Oh, this is cute"she saw a booth which gives banner for her brother

"Do you like it?" a girl ask

"Neh, can i have one?"

"Yeh, sure" she gave one banner to Hyerin

"Komowo"

"Just tell your brother it came from us"

"Sure thing" she smile brightly but suddenly her sight becomes blurry, she immediately hold on to the table.

"Are you okay?" the girl ask

Hyerin didn't answer, she's trying to blink her eyes to clear her sight and to maintain her balance.

"Are you okay, miss?" her bodyguard answer

"Neh..neh" her sight is clear now but she can't deny it to herself, she got scared

"We should go now, miss"

"Okay" she nodded

"Are you sure you're okay?" the girl ask

"Neh, please don't tell anyone what happen here, don't want oppa to worry, please"

"Sure, i understand"

"Kamsahamnida" she bow and leaves

Skip

"Annyeong, Hyerin" super junior manager greets as soon as she enter the dressing room

"Annyeong, ahjussi" she greets back happily

"You look happy today"

She just smile "Where is my oppa?"

"Inside getting ready, go ahead"

"Annyeong haseyo" Hyerin bow and greet her oppas

"Annyeong Hyerinssi" Ryewook

"Hyerin sit here" Sungmin said

Hyerin sit on the couch where Sungmin, Ryewook and Siwon are sitting.

"You look so happy today" Siwon commented

"It was fun outside" she pull out the lightstick she bought "I bought oppa's lightstick, look and they  aregiving away some of this" she show them the banner

"Oh, really" Ryewook

"Neh, i get oppa"

"Did you get the banner for us?" Siwon ask

"Aniyo, my bodyguard told me to go inside so I didn't have a chance to check."

"How long are you going to have bodyguards?" Sungmin ask

Hyerin just shrug her shoulder "Oh, by the way i have gifts for all of you" she pull out a medium size box out of her bag

"You have a lot of things on your bag" Siwon

"Neh" she takes a peak on the box "I hope it doesn't get ruin" she open the box and there'a white wrap plastic on the top

"What is that?"

"I couldn't get the fresh one because it's very hard to find these things so i decided to preserve it in a small frame" she show a little frame with a four leaf clover.

"Oh... clover" Sungmin exclaim

"Neh, a four leaf clover for good luck"

"Oh, it's beautiful" Ryewook

"How do you get this?" Siwon ask

"It's a secret" she hand out the gift to her oppa "Do you like it?"

"Off course, we like it. It's a very unique gift" Sungmin

"What's going on here?" Donghae arrived "Hi, baby" he kiss Hyerin's forehead which starled her

"Oppa" she make a gap between them

"It's okay" he hold her hand "The cordi noona and all the managers knows about us"

"What do you mean by know about us?" Hyerin wanted to be clear

"You're my girlfriend" he wink at her

"Silly" she hit him slightly

"What did you get for me?" he ask

"This one"  she gives her gift to him

"What's this?"

"four leaf clover, you bapo"

"It's for good luck" Ryewook said

"But you are my good luck charm" he said it to her

Hyerin giggles "Yeh, right"

Hyerin stay there while waiting for the open gate so she can go to her seatt. Many visitors came to the backstage to congratulates Super Junior for their concert, Leeteuk keeps introducing his sister to everyone who came in. 

"Oppa, I'll just go to the bathroom" she said, they are talking to Leeteuk's sunbae

"Okay, come back here quickly" Leeteuk said

"Excuse me for awhile"

Hyerin go to the bathroom and wash her face.

"What's going on?" she ask herself

She feels little dizzy and her sight is getting blurry again.

"What's wrong with me again?" she starts to feel frustrated because she always getting sick, she can't do anything with her weak body and she always gives problem to her brother.

"Why am I being like this? I can't be sick again, not again"

"Oh, Hyerinssi.." Eunbyeol came in

"Unnie" she fix herself

"Are you alright?" Eunbyeol ask "You look so pale"

"Really?' she touch her face "It might probably the make up that i used"

"Is that so? You want me to fix your make-up"

"Aniyo" she refuse strongly "I'm okay, i should go now, oppa might be looking for me"  she walks out of the bathroom, she lean on the wall and hold her head.

"Hyerin" Kyuhyun fortunately saw her, on his way to the other room. "What's wrong?" he capped her face

"Nothing" Hyerin deny and look away from him

"But it seems like there's something going on" he turn her face "Tell me, what's wrong?"

"Nothing" she deny

"Are you sure?" he look at her eyes

"Yes, I am" she smile at him

"Okay" he tap her head "let's go back to your oppa"

Skip

Hyerin is in dazed while she's sitting on her seat, she trying to sort things out on happening to her. Because she's in deep thought she didn't notice that the mom's arrive.

"Hyerinssi" Yesung's mom called out but Hyerin didn't respond

"Hyerinssi" Kyuhyun's mom approach her

"Oh" she was startled and wonders who's in front of her

"You're in the hospital the last time we saw you" Yesung's mom hold her hands that makes Hyerin uncomfortable

"It's okay" she touch Hyerin's face "I'm your jongwoon oppa's mom"

"And i"m Kyuhyun's mom"

"I'm sorry, i can't recognize you"

"It's okay dear, we understand, come on let's sit" Yesung's mom

"So, how are you now" Kyuhyun's mom ask

"I'm fine but I'm still under the medication and therapy" she show her right hand "I can't still move it the way it was before."

"oh, dear, is that how bad your injury was?" Kyuhyun's mom

"Neh" Hyerin can't help but to feel sorry for herself

"Aigooo..." Yesung's mom hug Hyerin "Don't worry, dear everything will be fine, we are always here to help you, all you need is to ask, huh"

"Neh, kamsahamnida" Hyerin controlling herself not to cry

"It's okay, dear"

Skip

The concert started, Hyerin is getting hyper by cheering her oppa's, she cheers in every performance, especially when it's time to the solo performance. The concert is doing great as it supposed to be, Hyerin is enjoying the show, this is the first time watching her oppa's concert as far as she can remember. After Donghae's solo, she calm down a bit and drink some water.

"Are you enjoying this, dear?" Yesung's mom ask

"Neh, very much" her smile is so big

A VCR is shown on the screen, it was Storm VCR. Hyerin just quitely watching and she can help her to giggles because of her oppa's acting on it. Then Donghae's scene came, it was the scene where Donghae and his girlfriend had a car accident.

Hyerin hold her hands together as soon as she sees that, she breathe in and out as she continue watching.

"Help us.. somebody help us" Donghae said in the video

Hyerin hold her head when a strike of pain hit her head

"Oppa..please don't leave me... just hold my hand,huh?" Hyerin is crying, kneeling in front of a man lying down on the floor. HIs body is full of blood, the man's face is blurry.

"Oppa" she mumbles

"Hyerin... Hyerin" the man is calling her name

"Ahh.." she wimper

"Are you alright dear?" Yesung's mom ask

"I'm just going to the restroom, excuse me" she excuse herself

Hyerin struggle to go to the restroom, she go to an empty cubicle, she sits on the toilet still holding her head.

"no... please.... oppa... help me"

The feelings that Hyerin feels right now is too strong, pain, fear and loneliness in that moment.

"What is this? Oppa...." she's having a hard time breathing, she keep tapping her chest "Oppa... help me.."

"Oppa please don't leave me..." Hyerin's hand are full of blood "Oppa... i can't leave without you.. please..." Hyerin is really scared at that moment

"Hyerin..listen to me, huh? You have to live even without me, araso?"

"Aniyo..aniyo.. stay here... don't you love me anymore?"

"Off course my love, I love you... but I'm afraid i can't be with you anymore" the man is having a hard time to breathe

"Aniyo, aniyo...oppa please... don't leave me.."

Skip

Kyuhyun's mom notice that Hyerin wasn't back yet, it almost 10 minutes since she went out so they decide to follow her.

"Hyerinssi" they called out as they enter the restroom

"Hyerinssi, are you here?" Yesung's mom called out

"OMO!!!" Kyuhyun's mom 

They saw a feet sticking out of the cubicle. They both run and saw Hyerin lying on the floor unconscious and her nose is bleeding.

"OMO!! Hyerin" Yesung's mom pulls Hyerin on her arms "Hyerin..Hyerin" she's trying to wake her up

"Hyerin.. dear.. wake up" Kyuhyun's mom put a handkerchief on Hyerin's nose

"Umma" Hyerin slowly open her eyes

"Hyerin dear" Yesung's mom

"Umma..." she starts crying "Umma...."

"omo, honey" Yesung's mom just hug Hyerin

"Umma... Umma.." she keeps crying hard

"Hyerinssi dear, why are you crying?" Kyuhyun's mom tap her back gently

Skip

The first day of the concert is successfully end, at the back stage many people waiting for the Super Junior members to congratulates them.

"Auntie did you see my sister?" Leeteuk ask the moms

"Uhmm... Jungsu-ah change your clothes first" Yesung's mom

"Wae? Did something happen?"

"She's in my car, just change your clothes first" Kyuhyun's mom

After Leeteuk change his clothes, he, Kyuhyun and his mom go to the parking lot.

"We let her sleep for awhile here" Mrs. Cho open the door

Hyerin is in deep sleep, her eyes are all swollen.

"We don't know what happen, we just found her at the comfort room unconcious and her nose is bleeding, then when she wakes up she keeps on crying while calling your umma." Mrs. Cho explain "Is she well now?"

"No, not fully healed, she still having the side effects of the accident" Leeteuk answer

"I think she's having a hard time, her cries are full of pain and loneliness, and i think she misses your parents"

"I know that auntie" he answer

"Take her home now, so she can rest completely and stay with her tonight she needs a comfort from a family."

"Neh, I will, Kamsahamnida" he bow down

He enter the car and carry his sister.

"Need some help hyung?" Kyuhyun ask

"No, it's okay" he look at Mrs. Cho "We're going now, auntie"

"Neh, go now"

"Umma, see at home" Kyuhyun

"Neh, bye bye"

Skip

At SJ's van on the way home, Leeteuk still holding his sleeping sister in his arms.

"Uh... uh.." Hyerin mumbling in her sleep

"Shh..." Leeteuk tap her arm gently

When they arrived at the dorm, Leeteuk go straight to his room and place Hyerin on the bed. He remove her jacket gently, remove her shoes and socks, then covers her with the blanket before joining her in the bed. He fix the blanket on to her and kiss her forehead.

"Oppa?" Hyerin wakes up

"Neh" he tug her hair behind her ear "What is it?"

"There's a lot of blood" she starts to cry again and Leeteuk can feel that Hyerin's body is shaking "There's a lot of blood"

"Shhh... it's just a dream" he hugs her

"Aniyo... it seems real... there's a man, he's dying.. he's dying and I'm so afraid... i'm so scared oppa"

"Princess.... stop now.. it's just a dream"

"If it's real why do i feel like this... i feel so awful and ruined inside..oppa...i hate this feeling.."

"It's okay, oppa is here" he tighten his hug to her and tapping her back gently to comfort his little sister "It's okay, I'm here... don't be scared.. I'm here now... oppa is here..."

Hyerin just continue crying whole night while Leeteuk comforts her.

Skip

The next morning, Hyerin wakes up to her suprise Leeteuk is wide awake looking at her.

"Oppa" her voice is groggy and she sniffing

"Are you okay now?" Leeteuk ask

Hyerin just shake her head "I feel so exhausted, is it okay to feel that?"

"It's alright, you can just stay here in my room as long as you want" he kiss her forehead

"You didn'y sleep right?" she ask

Leeteuk face look so tired and his eyes are all red

"I have to look after you, I'm scared you might get fever"

"Oppa" she called out

"Neh, what is it?"

"Am i a big burden to you?"

He touch her face with his hand "off course not, don't you think that way, huh?"

"Oppa, you see I'm trying my best and I've been saying sorry for you a hundred times already" she starts to cry "But saying sorry is all i can do for you, saying that word is only thing that your stupid sister can do. I'm really sorry oppa... sorry"

"No no no no no... don't say that... don't... araso..answer me, don't ever say those words again. I'm your brother I have a duty to take care of you for the rest of your life. "

"I'm sorry oppa.."

"It's okay, you're just feeling down" he wipe her tears "I'm going to prepare now, you'll stay here for awhile. huh?"

Hyerin just nodded, Leeteuk get-off from the bed and fix the blanket for his sister.

"I'll bring your food here"

"Neh" she snuggles the pillow

When her brother leaves, Hyerin just stare at the ceiling, she release a sigh and close her eyes to rest a little bit but she suddenly recall the images of a man cover in blood. She open her eyes and saw Donghae looking at her, she was surprise by it.

"Baby" Donghae's face is full of worries

"Oppa" she capped his face "Did you rest last night?" she can see that Donghae stay up all night, his face look so tired.

Donghae put his hand over Hyerin's hand on his face "No, I couldn't sleep well thinking about you. Hyung doesn't allow me to hold you last night and he went straight here when he arrived."

"Is that so?"

"Baby, are you alright?"

She smile at him "Neh, no need to worry"

Donghae remove Hyerin's hand and lay his head on her chest "You don't have to pretend that you're alright in front of me. I'm your husband I want to be by your side not only in happy times but also when you're having a hard time."

"I'm feel down right now" she hugs him "And I really don't know why do I feel this"

"What do you want me to do?"

"I don't know, I really don't know what am I supposed to do to ease this" Hyerin's voice sounds really sad. "Don't let this affects you, do your best in the concert. Let's just talk about this after your concert."

Donghae lift his head, he prompt himself with his hand to position himself, he looks down on his wife "Come with me"

"Are you going to be mad if i tell you i can't go?"

"Off course not" he smile sweetly to her "Just rest here, i fetch you after the concert so we can go back to our house."

"Neh"

"Okay, I'll be going now, manager will be here soon"

"Then I'll prepare your clothes"

"No, you stay here" he lean his forehead to her "Where's my kiss?" he ask

"here" she pouted

Donghae lean down to get his kiss "I love you my angel" he caress her face and planted another kiss

"I love you too, oppa"

"Don't worry I'll make you feel better later, huh?"

"Araso"

"I'll be going now"

"Wear some warm clothes, huh?"

"Neh, I will" he kiss her again "I'll go here before we go"

"Araso"

Donghae get-off from the bed and head towards the door.

"Oppa" Hyerin called

Donghae turn to her

"Eat your breakfast"

"neh, Mrs.Lee" he giggle and leave the room

Skip

Hyerin spend her whole morning on the bed then she remembers something she immediately get up on the bed and look for her bag. She found her bag at the corner of the room, she opens it and pull out a piece of paper.

Skip

"You have a visitor" the prison guard open the cell

"Who is it?" Gu Donghae stand up

The guard didn't answer him, he just guide him at the visiting station. When he enter the room he is suprise by what he sees. Gu Donghae's body freeze, his heart beating fast, like there's horse racing in his chest. Cold sweat dripping from his forehead, he fist his hands as he takes step forward to his visitor.

"Annyeong haseyo, I'm sorry to disturb you but I think you know me, right?"

"H.... Hyerinssiii" Gu Donghae don't know what he is going to do

"Neh, and I'm here to ask you something that might help me" Hyerin smile at him.

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hello guys... long time no updates

I've been away for awhile so i can't update, but it's holiday and I'm just staying at home I finally finish one chapter

hope you guys like it

happy holidays ^__^