Leeteuk, Donghae and Ryewook just got home from the after party of their concert, they are so tired and wanted to rest immediately.

"I think you should just stay here for tonight, just leave in the morning" Leeteuk suggest to Donghae

"Ok, hyung"

"Oh, oppa, you're here" they found Hyerin at the living room with a bottle of wine

Hyerin stand up and put her arms around Donghae's waist "Are we going home now?"

"Are you drunk?" Donghae ask

Hyerin looks up to him "Aniyo" then she laugh "You want to drink with me?"

"Aniyo, let's put you on bed, huh?" Donghae 

"Aniyo" she tighten her arms to him and bury her face to his chest "Oppa, this is my home right?" she ask

"What are you saying?" Donghae ask dumbfounded

"You and I are real, right? We are happy together, right?"

"Off course, why are you saying this?"

"But why I feel like that you are hiding something from me? You, Jungsu oppa and all the oppas, why do i feel like that? huh? And why they are surprise everytime i tell people that we are together." she look up "Did something happen before? Can you please tell me?"

Donghae look at his hyung

"See, I knew it, there's something, why are you looking at oppa"

"Hyerin, you're drunk, go to sleep" Leeteuk

"Oppa" she called out "I'll be ruin if I learn that you hidng something from me. You will destroy me if all this time you are lying to me."

"Did something happen today?" Leeteuk worriedly ask

Hyerin shakes her head "Nothing, I just have taught of that, since i sleep for long time"

"Baby" Donghae capped her face "I can't lie to you, you know that right?" 

"Yeh" she close her eyes "Can we go home now?" she lean her head to him "I'm sleepy"

Donghae carry her bridal style "We stay here for tonight"

"Go ahead, let her rest" Leeteuk

Donghae bring his wife to his room and place her on the bed. He remove her jacket and cover her with blanket.

"Sleep well, my angel" he kiss her forehead and leave the room

Donghae went straight to his hyung's room, Leeteuk is sitting on his bed in deep thoughts.

"Hyung, what are we going to do?" he sits on the floor looking at his hyung

"Nothing" Leeteuk answer

"Nothing...but Hyerin is starting to doubt us."

"No, she's not, as I told you I will keep it as long as I can in order to protect her."

"What if someone will tell her?" Donghae

"Who?" Who will tell her?" Leeteuk rise his voice "that bastard, he's in jail, Hyerin doesn't even remember him."

"What if she remember everything? Donghae ask

Leeteuk sigh and sits down "I don't know.... I don't know... all I know is I will hold on to her... I won't let her go away because if I do that I'm sure I won't be seeing her again."

"Is that possible?" Donghae ask

"Yes, I know my sister."

"No, she can't leave me here"

The next morning, Hyerin wakes up with a big headache, she wakes up alone in the bed, she gets off the bed and change her clothes before going out of the room. At the kitchen all the members are having their morning meeting while wating their breakfast.

"Oppa" Hyerin walking like a zombie while rubbing her eyes

"You are finally awake" Kyuhyun said

"oppa" Hyerin walks towards Donghae and wraps her arms around his neck, Donghae immediatelty lift her up and put her legs around his waist. "My head hurts" she bury her face on crook of his neck

"Who told you to drink the whole bottle of wine? hmm?"

"I didn't drink the whole bottle, just the half, ouch..my head"

"Why did you drink last night?" Leeteuk ask

Hyerin stays in silent

"Park Hyerin" Leeteuk called out

"Waeyo?" she straighten up

"I'm asking you"

"I'm just so bored here, doing nothing so I search for something to do then I found the wine that Hyunnie left so i taste it a little"

"A little but baby you are drunk last night"

"No, I'm not" she bites her lips

They all nodded

"As if you were all here last night" she whines

"Shh... stop now" Donghae softly said and plant a sweet kiss on her lips "Have some breakfast, hmm?" he kiss her again

"Araso" she response with kiss

"Then we will go home" he kiss her again

"Neh"

"Yah, get a room will you?" Eunhyuk whines

Skip

At their apartment

Donghae just finish bathing, he gets out from the bathroom and sees his wife lying on their bed, facing the wall, her eyes were close. He crawl on top of her, caressing her face.

"What are you thinking?" he ask

"Nothing" she turn to her side

Donghae lie on the bed facing his wife "Is there something bothering you?"

"What will happen if the accident doesn't happen?"

"What do you mean by that?"

"I mean, are we still together if the accident didn't happen?"

Donghae is getting suspicious about her question "Why are you asking that?"

"I just thought of it"

"Baby" she called out and hold her hands "Do you still don't remember anything?"

"What if I'm remeber everything, what will you do?"

Donghae smile and hug her "I'll be happy for you, and then you can make your decision"

"What kind of decision?" she looks up to him

Donghae looks at her "When is the opening night of your restaurant?" he proposely change the topic

"Did you forgot its next week" she pouted

He poke her cheek "It just slip off in my mind, sorry" he planted a sweet kiss on her forehead

"It's a sign of aging" she naughtly smile

"no, i'm not" he caress her face "Let's just stay here" he tighten his hugs to her

"Okay, what about our lunch and dinner?" She encircle her feet to his legs and hug him by the waist

"You don't have to worry about that"

"Okay, I'll sleep then"

"Neh"

Skip

"He doesn't love you" a woman without face said to Hyerin

"Aniyo... he loves me" Hyerin answer

"He just pity you"

"No" Hyerin's heart starts to ache

"He is just afraid of your brother that's why he stays with you, you have to let him go so we can be free to love her each."

"No.... noo...."

"Hyerin... baby wake up" Donghae shaking her

Hyerin open her eyes, breathing heavily "Oppa" she tightly hugs him

"What is it?" he answer

"Oppa... oppa" 

"What is it?" he ask again

Hyerin just keeps on crying and crying while Donghae comforting his wife.

The day of opening of Hyerin's restaurant finally arrives. Hyerin is very busy checking all the details on her list before people comes by. She knows that her brother invite a lot of people that's why she is so pressured right now.

"Oh God!!!! I'm already exhausted" Hyerin sit on the chair

"Didn't I tell you that I will handle things here and just stay in your house to prepare yourself" Ms. Kim said

"If I do that I won't be at peace" she drink some water "Unnie, do you think this is a good idea?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean this, is this a good idea to build this and forget about doing paintings?"

"Hyerin" Ms. Kim sit on the chair next to Hyerin and hold her hands "This is a good thing and you are not forgetting your pianting, you're just taking break" she tap Hyerin's head "Is there any progress on your threrapy?"

"They say I still need few more months, but I don't think I didn't progress on anything"

"Hyerin" she brushes her hair "Maybe you forgot some of your memory but you haven't change at all, you still worry things" she smile at her "It so supposed to be a happy day, cheer up now because today is a good day for you" Ms. Kim stand up and pull Hyerin to stand "I'll do your make-up, just like what i always do for you"

Hyerin is just in her office while waiting for the guest to arrive.

Someone konck on the door, Donghae pops out his head "May come in?"

"Oppa?"

"Hi, my angel" Donghae gave a bouquet of flowers to her

"They are beautiful, thank you" Hyerin hugs him "Hmm... where's Jungsu oppa?"

"I came early so we can have a little time for ourselves"

"Why are you not wearing a tie?" she ask while fixing Donghae's collar

"I'm not comfortable with tie" he kiss her head

"Stay close to me, huh?"

"Off course, I may not be able to hold your hands outside but I will still be by your side."

"Ahh..." she felt a strike of pain in her head 

"Are you okay?" Donghae ask

"Just stay with me after this you are free" Hyerin recall something

"Baby" Donghae capped her face "Are you alright?"

"Neh" Hyerin nodded

"You need something, huh? You want me to drive you to hospital"

Hyerin place her hand over Donghae's "I'm fine" she smile at him and give him a sweet kiss

Skip

The guest starting to arrive Leeteuk help his sister to welcome the guest, the siblings keeps on greetings of the guest while Donghae just keeping close to his wife. There are many people that came Leeteuk invited more than his sister expected. Hyerin is gettting over-worked by a lot of people, she's busy talking, greetings all the guest while managing the operation of the restaurant. Hyerin goes to the kitchen to check everything when a waiter came to her.

"Excuse, Ms. Park" he gave a small piece of paper to her

Hyerin read what's on the paper and suddenly her eyebrows knitted "Who gave you this?"

"A woman, she's at back of the restaurant"

"Okay" Hyerin leaves the kitchen and go to the back of the restaurant

Ms. Kim sees Hyerin going to the back door, she ask the same waiter to where Hyerin is going. The waiter said to Ms. Kim about the letter and the woman waiting at the back of the restaurant.

"Mr. Park" Ms. Kim goes to Leeteuk "We need to follow Hyerin now" she whisper

Leeteuk excuse himself to his friends and pulls Donghae with him.

At the back of the restaurant, Hyerin slowly walking as she look around the area to search for the woman who is waiting for her. Suddenly a woman in her 50's comes out of the dark.

"Are you Park Hyerin?" the woman ask

"N........neh.... how do you know me?"

"You're Donghae's ex-girlfriend right?"

"What do you mean, ex-girlfriend!!? How... I mean... who are you?" Hyerin is starting to get confuse

"I'm Song Miyeon's mother, do you know her?"

"Song Miyeon?" Hyerin keeps recalling the name in her head

"Ms. Park?" the woman hold Hyerin's hand Please forgive my daughter, she's didn't  do anything wrong, she just love Donghae, please let them be happy, Donghae and my daugther."

"Wait.... I really don't understand what you are saying" Hyerin's head is starting to hurt

"Please.... Please.... forgive my daughter...." the woman starts to cry

"I'm sorry,... I really don't understand what are you saying" she tries to remove the woman's hands off her

"Hyerin!!!!" Leeteuk called out and run towards his sister

"Oppa" she calls out for help

"Let go of my sister" Leeteuk hold the woman's hand

"Oppa, what's going on here?"

"Baby" Donghae runs to his wife side "Ahjumma please go"

"Donghae" the woman turn her attention to Donghae "You still love my daughter right? Tell her and she needs to forgive Miyeon so the two of you can live together again, huh?"

"What's going here? Donghae.... what's going here?"

"Ahjumma... please go now... don't make a scene here..." Donghae plead

"Donghae!!!!!" Hyerin shouted and hold her head "Ahhh.... my head..."

"Hyung, what's going on here?" Yesung came

"Take Hyerin out of here" Leeteuk gave his sister to Yesung

"Hyerin come..." Yesung takes her hand

"No.... I want to know what's happening here?" she refuse

"Hyerin... please.. go back inside now" Leeteuk

Yesung have no choice but to drag Hyerin inside.

"Wait... Jongwoon oppa.... oppa"

"Hyung" Kyuhyun sees them "Why are you draggin Hyerin?"

"Here" Yesung gives Hyerin hand to Kyuhyun "Take her to her office, now"

"Wait. what's going on here?"

"Just go" Yesung shouted and run

"Kyu, what's going on here?" his noona approach them

"Let go of me, please.." Hyerin beg, she starting to cry "Why are you hiding something from me?"

"Hey, What's going on here?" Ahra was alarmed

"Noona, come with me" Kyuhyun carry Hyerin and he is followed by his sister

At Hyerin's office, Kyuhyun place down his dongsaeng at the couch.

"Stay here for awhile" Kyuhyun said and turn to his sister "Noona, look after her for awhile."

"Wait Kyuhyun, where are you going?" Ahra ask but Kyuhyun just leaves the room

"Hyerin" Ahra sir beside Hyerin "Are you alright? huh?"

"Ahh..." Hyerin hold her head as she tries to remember who is Song Miyeon "My head... ahhhh" she scream in pain

"Just relax, don't think anything else, relax."

Skip

After 30 minutes, Leeteuk, Yesung, Donghae and Kyuhyun are going back to the office when they sees Ahra outside Hyerin's office.

"Noona, where Hyerin?" Kyuhyun ask

"She's at the party" Ahra said

They all go to the party hall to see Hyerin cheerfully entertaining the guest. It's almost midnight when the guest leaves the party, Hyerin and her team starts to clean up the whole place to tomorrow regular operation of the restaurant.

"Baby, let's go home" Donghae put Hyerin's coat over her shoulder

"You go ahead, I'll stay here for awhile" she answer while clean a table

"You're tired, let's go home" he takes her hand"

"You go home now" Ms. Kim said "I'll take care of things here"

Hyerin put down the glasses "Fine, just tell the manager check everything before they leave and be early tomorrow." she takes her purse

Donghae tightly hold her hand as they walk out from the restaurant.

"I'll drive you home" Leeteuk said

Donghae gives his car key to his hyung and open the passenger seat at the back. Hyerin just silently get inside the car follow by Donghae, who immediately wraps his arms around his wife, keeping her close to him that as if someone will grab her away from him.

"Are you hungry? You want to buy some food" he ask her

"I just want to go home and rest." she answer in monotone voice

At their aparment, Hyerin walks straight to their room when Donghae grab her arm to stop her. She turn around a gives her husband a slap on his face that makes Donghae's face gets red.

"This is first and the last time that I will ask you this, are you just playing with me?" she ask furiously

"Aniyo" Donghae still in shock "Aniyo"

"Hyerin is not that.." Leeteuk intervene

"Who is Song Miyeon?" she turn to her brother "You told me before that you didn't know her"

"baby, calm down "

"Don't you dare makes me calm down" she hits Donghae's chest "Who is she? Why her mother keeps asking me to forgive her, so you two can have a happy life, huh? can you explain that?" she hit his chest again and again "Are you cheating on me all this time, huh? Are you? Are you?"

"Hyerin...stop" Donghae get hold of her hands "I'm not cheating on you" he shouted

"Donghae don't shout at her" Leeteuk said

"Hyung, we're okay here, I'll talk to her"

"Are you sure?" Leeteuk

"neh, it's between me and my wife"

"Okay" Leeteuk agreed, he let Donghae to handle things. "Just call me, huh?"

"Neh, hyung"

"Why are you driving away my oppa? huh?" Hyerin protest

"We will talk"

"No!!!" she shouted

"Lee Hyerin" he carry his wife "Don't worry hyung, we won't fight"

"Put me down.. put me down" Hyerin keeps on screaming

"Be quite" Donghae "Just leave hyung"

Leeteuk leaves the apartment with the hope in his heart that everything will be fine by morning.

"Put me down... I said put me down" Hyerin keeps struggling in Donghae's arms

Donghae is losing his balance so he just throw his wife to the sofa

"YAH!!!!!!" Hyerin shouted

"I SAID BE QUITE!!!!!!!!" Donghae shouted also

Hyerin was stunned then an image of Donghae hit her flashback suddenly

"Baby, I'm sorry" he kneel down in front of her "Baby, I'm sorry... I'm really sorry.." he was about to touch her, when  Hyerin starts to cry really hard

"Please don't hurt me....." she place a pillow between them "Please... I won't ask anything just don't hit me" she tries to hide herself from the small pillow like a scared sheep.

"What are you saying? I'm not going to..." he pause and remember what Miyeon said to him before.

"I drugged you for you to hurt her physically and emotionally, you might don't remember it but she remember every details of it."

"Oh God" he mumbles and sigh "Hyerin" he gently hold her right hand "I won't hurt you, I promise"

"No...no... no" she keeps shaking her head as she stiffen her body

"baby.... come on... i won't hurt you..baby" little by little he remove the pillow between them

"No..." she tightly holding the pillow "No"

Donghae used his strength and completely remove the pillow and he immedlately hold her in his arms protectively "Hyerin... baby... i will not hurt you" he move his hand up and down to Hyerin's back to calm her down "Don't cry now... I won't hurt you... i promise.... Hyerin...." he puts her legs around his waist and carrying her to go to their room. He place her on the bed covers her with blanket, he removes his coat and lay beside his wife pulling her to his arms.

"Shhh.... stop crying now" he softly said "I won't do it again to you, I won't... I will not" he cries in silent as he sees the effect of what his stupidity done to his lover.

"Out of everything you can remember about me, why does it has to be the painful and scary one? I can guess now how you are really afraid of me when I did that to you, is that the reason why you easily believe that I don't love you anymore.?"

 

The next day, Donghae wakes up on empty bed, Hyerin is gone. He get off the bed and search for his wife.

“Hyerin” he called out as he open the door to their bed room and the first thing he sees are Hyerin’s laptop, he check it to see what Hyerin been reading. He sees the article about and will join the show of Leeteuk, the one that the siblings fight before. Donghae knows that Hyerin didn’t like what she read about it.

“Hyerin… Hyerin..” he called out, he go to the kitchen, he found prepared food and a letter.

“I’ll be back at 7:00pm, eat your food.”

-Hyerin

Donghae get his phone and dial his wife number but it was turn-off. He calls his hyung to ask if Hyerin went to the dorm but Leeteuk said Hyerin didn’t come. He calls Ms. Kim if Hyerin went to the restaurant or her studio but she wasn’t.

Donghae starts to panic, he doesn’t know where to find his wife, whose mind is not clear from everything.

Skip

At the prison

The prison guard opens the door for Gu Donghae to a small private room.

“What are you doing here?” he ask

“Visiting you?” Hyerin said “I bought some food too.”

“Go, a woman like you doesn’t fit here, go now and never come back.” he said in cold tone.

Hyerin face turns gloomy and bow her head “Ok” she sadly said “I’m sorry for bothering you, I’ll leave the food here, hope you eat.” She picks up her bag “Bye.”

Gu Donghae notices the sadness in her eyes and voice, Hyerin pass by him when he holds her arm.

“You can leave us here” he addresses to the guard and look at Hyerin

The guard closes the door

“You will leave by lunch” he said

“Okay” she smiles brightly “You want to eat?”

“Okay”

“Great” Hyerin sit down and pull out the lunch boxes inside the bag.

 

Gu Donghae sit to the other side of the table and carefully observing Hyerin.

“She’s smiling but her eyes tells different story here” he said in his mind.

“What do you want to eat?” she ask

“Just sit down” Gu Donghae open the lunch box and starts to eat “Aren’t you going to eat?” he ask her

“I eat before going here”

“Okay”

“Can I ask you something?”

“Yeh, sure”

“Did you really love me before? I mean, your father didn’t like me but it’s all up to you, right?”

“Why are you asking me that?” he was bother by Hyerin’s question.

“I just want to know, but it’s okay if you don’t want to answer it.”

Gu Donghae stays in silent “It’s better not to talk about that.”

“You are all the same” she mumbles but Gu Donghae heard it

"Aren't you going to your work or something?" he ask

"No, i take a day off today" she release a sigh

"Is there something wrong?"

"No" she stand up "I should get going now" she stand up

"Wait" Gu Donghae hold her hand and look at her "Is he hurting you?"

"how i wish he really doing it in front of me, unlike this" she sigh "I'm getting confused by all of this circus happening since i woke up."

"You want to talk about it?" he ask

"Are you going to to tell me the things that i must know?" she ask back

"I think you better leave now" he coldly said

"Yeh, I know... I know I never been belong here" Hyerin takes her leave

"You used to belong to me" he whisper

Skip

It's already 12 mid-night, Hyerin still not in their house, Donghae is sickly worried about her,He is waiting for her at the same time thinking where she is. It's 2:00 in the morning when he hear the door open.

"Baby" Donghae go to his wife "Where have you been?" he ask

Hyerin kiss him "I'm sorry I came home late"

"It's okay" he hugs her tigthly "You're here now" Donghae is afraid that Hyerin might not come home to him.

"I'm here" she tapped his back "I'm tired, I want to rest"

Donghae just finish his bath, he goes to their room and found his wife already sleeping facing the window. He climb to the bed and hug her.

"I love you" he kiss her head "Good night" and he goes to sleep

After few minutes, Hyerin open her eyes with hatred can be trace on it.

"I know who she is, I know her now" she said in her mind

Flashback

Hyerin go to her studio early morning thinking to clean up as she ease her mind from yesterday incident. While cleaning up the storage room, a box accidentally fell off above the cabinet, the content of the box scattered all over the floor. Hyerin pick it up and to her surprise, it was a picture of Donghae with a girl. It's the pciture that Miyeon send to her before. A picture of them lying together on the bed, Donghae kissing miyeon and their pictire dating in the park.

"What the hell is this?" she doesn't know what to do, her chest is aching, she having a hard time to breathe, her body is shaking. "Ahhh" she hold her head  "Ahhh" images starting to flahback in her.

"Donghae doesn't love you, he just pity you that's why he can't live without you." Miyeon said

"He doesn't love me because it's you whom he loves." 

"So, break-up with him , araso? set him free, so me and my oppa will be together"

"It's her.... Song Miyeon....." Hyerin screams as she crample the pictures in her hands

end of flashback

"She's the reason why you don't want to be with me. She's the reason why you cheated on me. How long you've been fooling me? How long you've been playing with me?" she keeps saying that in her mind as she clench her hands.

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hello guys, it's been a long time since i update.

hope you guys like this chapter