And finally, since everyone wants Jiyong's POV. Here it is! ^^
- Jiyong's POV -
First of all, I went back to Korea to let Jagi have time to think. I'm planning to come back. I can't let go of the only girl who made me feel this way. Not ever.
So for those who wants to kill me because I left, think again. I only left to give her some time but it really made me devastated.
I write songs to express my feelings and that's how I came up with "Crooked".
I was doing fine because I already booked a flight back to *Insert a country here* to go back and see her because it's already killing me. And because I released a song, I can't just go. Inkigayo, MNET countdown, etc are all making me perform for them and my manager just can't say no.
But my plans were ruined when she suddenly appeared. I had to cancel my flight.
*FLASHBACK*
I went out and fixed my mic. I've been performing 'Crooked' for the nth time.
I occasionally smile and wave at my fans since they kept shouting my name. I'm very grateful because they're all here to watch and support me.
They asked if I was ready and when I was sure everyone was I said yes. Then after a while, the intro of 'Crooked' started to play.
Nothing ever lasts forever
In the end, you changed
There is no reason,
no sincerity. Take away
such a thing as love
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
Just like the usual, I danced to the beat while singing every single line. I don't lip sync.
Leave me alone
I was alone anyway
I have no one, everything
is meaningless. Take away the
sugar-coated comfort
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
Then my back up dancers went out. I still continued what I was doing.
I scream and get dizzy
I vent out of boredom
to other couples
I start fights for no reason
like a town gangster
Sometimes, I purposely
shake my leg, crookedly
The main characters
of the movie
called this world is you and me
A lonely island,
lost and wandering
The empty streets are
filled with those who are alone
Unlike my heart,
the weather is so damn nice
I took off the mic from the stand just like I always do and moved around the stage. One thing I know I can do is OWN the stage whether it's really mine or not. I can hear my fans shouting my name and I smiled. I went to the other side of the stage and saw Seungri and Daesung. I remember their sudden visit in my dressing room, I find it weird and I think they're up to something, I can easily read Seungri.
I used to believe in you
alone and I was happy
But like a joke, I am left alone
You used to promise me
with your pinky finger
But in the end
I slowly walked back to the center and held my mic stand. I felt people -- my back up dancers -- behind me.
Nothing ever lasts forever
In the end, you changed
There is no reason,
no sincerity. Take away
such a thing as love
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
I continued singing while dancing and occasionally glancing at the camera making some expression towards it.
Leave me alone
I was alone anyway
I have no one, everything
is meaningless. Take away the
sugar-coated comfort
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
When I got tired of standing just like that. I playfully circled my mic stand -- or that was what I was supposed to do when something caught my eye. A girl. Wearing a very Y outfit that I only want her to wear when there's only the two of us. JAGIYAH. I felt my breathing get uneven. What is she doing here?!
Without even thinking, I walked towards them. My jagi. I miss you.
Is it just me or she's trying to avoid me? I saw them exiting the stage and again, without even knowing, I followed them. A staff suddenly appeared infront of me.
"Sir, what are you doing?!" I snapped back and walked back the stage tons of questions flowing in my mind.
I'm quite surprised to find myself singing. I looked at the crowd and they didn't seem like they noticed. One even got her eyes huge because I looked at her.
I’ll put on thick eyeliner,
use a whole can of hairspray
Leather pants, leather jacket with
a frown. I want to hide my pain
and become even more crooked
So you can feel sorry,
I’ll spit toward the sky
You’re scared of my crude
words and my rough eyes
But actually, I’m afraid,
I want to go back but
I have nowhere to go
I want to love but no one to love,
what am I supposed to do?
I can’t turn it back
My Jagi. Why is she here? Is she here for me?
I suddenly got excited because of the thought. I reached for my fans and they happily reached back to me. I'm so happy. SHE'S HERE!
I used to believe in you
alone and I was happy
But like a joke, I am left alone
You used to promise me
with your pinky finger
But in the end
I know my back up dancers will go out again and I immediately looked at them. Specifically, HER. She danced so swiftly and gracefully. She's perfect! All I want to do is hug her right now and tell her how much I love her.
Nothing ever lasts forever
In the end, you changed
There is no reason,
no sincerity. Take away
such a thing as love
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
I carefully moved to them while dancing. I want to get near her! I don't know if she's just being playful or she's trying to avoid me.
Leave me alone
I was alone anyway
I have no one, everything
is meaningless. Take away the
sugar-coated comfort
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
I went back to the stage and shook my head. I'm falling inlove with her even more. My Jagi.
Will you not say anything
for me tonight?
I didn’t know being alone would
be this hard
(I miss you)
Will you be my friend tonight?
On this good day,
this beautiful day,
this day where I miss you
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
And just like how we practiced, we lied down.
"Okay, good job!" I was planning to stand up and run to her but then the director shouted and my fans screamed, I bowed down to them because I'm grateful. I saw her run out in the corner of my eyes.
What is she planning?
*End of Flashback*
There is a part two on this. Wait for Chapter 49! ^^
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