Chapter 19: Can't do this....

I will always be by your side

CHO HEE POV

I was sitting there with DooJoon Oppa just talking like usual. I needed to tell him sometime today about my decision. I know that it would hurt him a lot but I have to be truthful. I especially don’t want him to get hurt in the future as well. Even though that was bothering me, but the most that bothered me was that letter. It probably was just from his work, but I felt like something was wrong.

“Oppa, would you excuse me just for a bit, I am just going to check up on Seobbie”, I smiled and went upstairs. I knocked on his door but I didn’t hear any respond. I knocked again, “Seob? Oppa? Are you okay?” I didn’t hear any response again. I just decided to just walk in. I saw him on his desk with his head down. “Oppa, are you okay?” I asked, he lifted his head up and looked at me. He smiled a fake smiled, “Neh, I am wae?” He asked. I just shrugged. I knew something was wrong. I could see it in his eyes. “Just wondering. Oppa are you sure?” I walked towards him and hugged him from behind. He relaxed and turned around and hugged me closer and made me sit on his lap. I blushed a little bit.

“Oppa is fine arasseo?” He said and smiled at me and nuzzled his head in my neck and kissed my sweet spot. “Oppa”, I said and tried to get away. He chuckled, “Cho Hee I love you so much you know that?” He asked. I looked at him puzzled. “Neh, Waeyo?” “Ani I just wanted to say”, he said. I have no idea what went over me but I just held his cute face in my hands and kissed him passionately. I felt him tighten his grip around my waist hugging me closer to him.

 

YOSOEB POV

I have to make this kiss last long. I have no idea what will happen from then on. It feels like this will be our last time together. I can’t let her hurt anymore. I love her too much to have her hurt so much. I will continue with what has been planned, but I will not confess. For this will soon be the last time that I would be able to hug her, touch her, hold her, kiss her and show her my love for her.

I deepened the kiss more, desperate for her. I had to hold back the tears that were about to fall out. I stopped soon because she was pushing me slightly. I forgot, that we both needed air to breathe. We both leaned our foreheads together. Exhaling. Inhaling. Exhaling. Inhaling. I pecked her lips quickly, “Oppa what is wrong?” she asked. “Nothing Hun. I just missed you”, she smiled, “Aigoo Oppa! I was just down stairs and you just dropped off Eun Mi!” She chuckled. That smile will be missed dearly. My heart will yearn for that smile.

“But HE is there”, I pouted. “Aigoo, Oppa, you have nothing to worry about anymore. Trust me”, “Wait, you told him?” “Ani not yet. But I will soon”, she smiled. Wait. I think I know what to do. “Ani, don’t tell him”, she looked at me confused. “Wae? Shouldn’t he know?” “Ani, just not yet. I will talk to him don’t worry”, I smiled assuring her. “Arasseo Oppa. But don’t get mad at me when he starts to flirt with me and I can’t say anything!” She pointed at me and made a angry face. I chuckled, “Aigoo, why are you soooo cute?!?!” I pinched her nose and kissed her nose. She giggled. This giggle I will miss dearly.

“Arasseo, you get back to work. Work hard Oppa! Seobbie Fighting!” She did the cute gesture and got off my lap. I slapped her lightly, she yelped. “Y-Y-Y-YAH!! OPPA!” She blushed. “Aigoo, that y ”, I wiggled my eyebrows at her. She blushed even more, “Aish this boy”, she walked out covering her . Her cuteness I will miss dearly.

I sighed when she closed the door. I can’t do this, but I have to. For the sake of my daughter and my love. I will save both of them. But my heart will ache more than the past. What will I tell Eun Mi? what would she think? Would she hate Cho Hee?

Aish…….

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claribelmiranda #1
Chapter 57: Awwww...great ending,hahaha, great story too, anyways done reading this one, looove it ^^
shineshinny
#2
Chapter 58: This is the BEST story!!! Good job!!!! NOT KIDDING! Yes yoseob's blood type is B
ennykitty #3
Chapter 57: good job this is really good
ennykitty #4
Chapter 48: whats going to happen next??????????i'm so scared
song_sora
#5
Chapter 9: OMO This is the cutest chapter (the chubby cheek monster? too cute!) that I have ever read. LOVED IT!!
your_mom
#6
Chapter 3: so, I was reading the end of the last chapter and black paradise came on. junhyung sang hos part where he says "somebody help me" right when I read that scene. lmao
hottestMS
#7
Chapter 58: woaahhh~ daebakk~ the fanfics ever !!! thank you authornim :) good work ! keep it up ! fighting !!
lexamikol #8
Chapter 58: Awww yay happy ending for everyone ^.^
shujun #9
Chapter 58: Aha! Cute ending~
hwaiting !!!
..^^..
SeuNnA #10
Chapter 57: LOVE IT =')