chapter 40
I Wanna Feel SafeV looked out the window as snow hit the ground. "It's really pretty.." V said to himself as he looked outside. He sighed. The door then opened. "V. What are you doing in my room?" Krystal asked. V turned around and looked at Krystal. "V what's wrong?" Krystal asked. "Krystal.........nevermind.." V then turned around and looked out the window again. Krystal frowned and then walked to V. "V what's the matter?" Krystal asked. V sighed. "Krystal I'm going out." V then walked to the door but stopped when Krystal called his name out. "V where are you going?" Krystal asked. "Out." V answered. He then grabbed his jacket that was on the chair next to him and walked down the stairs as he put it on. He then opened the door and walked out side taking in all the coldness. He was about to close the door but Krystal stopped him. "I'm coming with you." Krystal said. V didn't say anything. He just started to walk. Krystal closed the door and followed V. He was completely filled with silence. Krystal just followed without saying anything. V then stopped walking and raised his hands, seeing the snowflakes sticking to each other then melting on his hand. He then stared at the sky letting the snowflakes fall on his face and hair. Krystal watched him in confusion. He the dropped his hand and then continued walking. Krystal just followed him silently. V just walked and walked and walked as Krystal followed. Krystal didn't understand why he kept walking. What she didn't know was that, that's how V let all his anger and frustrations and worries vanish. He clears his mind. V sighed. He stopped walking and turned around. Krystal bumped into him. "Sorry." Krystal said.
V didn't say anything but stared at her. "Let's talk about you right now." V said. Krystal looked at him n confusion. "You love Jung Kook too.." V said. Krystal's eyes opened wide. "N-no." Krystal stuttered. V slightly smiled. "Krystal your lying." V responded. "H-how would you know?" Krystal asked. "Your heart is beating extremely fast right now." V said. Krystal looked at him. "Please don't tell J-hope...or Jung Kook." Krystal said. "Why not? Why should I keep this secret....the more I hide the more I feel tension between everyone....Krystal I won't tell anyone...because you will..." V said. "V don't make me do this...everything will become crazy--" Krystal was cut off. "It's already crazy....Krystal J-hope loves you, Jung Kook loves you, and don't forget about Jimin. He loves you too...how is is not already crazy...Soo Jung won't be with him not just because you two are in the same body but because she knows that Jung Kook loves you...she don't want to be with someone who loves someone else......Krystal...choose..and hurry because I am sick of all of this....we're suppose to focus on how to survive but they're focused on you." V then walked away. Krystal stared at V as he walked away. She wanted to follow him but what will she say. She didn't know what to do.
V continued to walk. He knew Krystal wasn't following him anymore. V then sighed. He stopped walking when he started to feel pain in his head but he just continued to walk. He endured the pain. He realized blood started to fall from his nose but he wiped it off. The more he kept ignoring the pain in his head the more painful it became. V then walked in an ally and then stopped. The pain in his head became worse. He started to scream. He tried to endure it but it was no use. He bit his lip trying not scream but causing blood to come out of it. He then punched the wall. His eyes opened wide. The wall cracked. He then looked at his hand as blood dripped from his knuckle. The pain in head then stopped. He sighed in relief. He looked at his hand and to his surprise the wound disappeared. "It....h-healed.." V thought. He then looked around to make sure no one was watching him.
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