If it wasn't for Sehun, I might have to crawl back to my room, because I've lost all feelings in my legs. That was a bit exaggerated, but my knees nearly buckled for no reason at all.

Or it was because when Suho dismissed me, I stood frozen to the spot. Sehun, and surprisingly Lay, took pity on me and they each held my elbows and guided me to my room. 

Sehun released his grips from my elbow and nudged me to stay on my bed. Lay stood beside it, awkwardly shifting his weight from side to side. Sehun gave him a pointed look but Lay stubbornly refused to leave.

I sighed. "What is it, hyung?"

He started, coughing a few times. "I'm sorry Haneul, for seeing you "

Sehun let out an exasperated sigh, stomping off to his own bed, muttering darkly to himself.

"Lay hyung, don't worry about it because one, you never saw me , only my...covered chest part, and two, you totally forgot how it looked like, so I didn't hold any grudge over you."

Lay beamed brightly, bobbing his head a few times. He clasped his hand in front of his chest. "Thank you, Haneul. You're so kind" he exclaimed before turning on his heels and walked out of the room.

"That was so awkward on so many levels" I heard Sehun mumbled.

I laid down on my bed and immediately felt my eyes closed on their own accord, the events of the day catching up to me. I forgo lunch just for a chance to escape into the dreamland, even if it just for a little while, just to escape the spiteful reality.

 Sehun watched her breathing slowed down, signs that she was deeply asleep by now. He let out another sigh, it seemed that he's been doing that a lot nowadays.

He flashbacked to the moment when they're in Suho's room, when he helplessly watched Haneul bowed deeply to the hostile crowds in front of her. He purposely stood next to her, silently asking her to use him as her shield, because that was the only thing he knew how to repay her, but that girl was either stupid or simply stubborn.

Haneul plainly ignored him, adamant in her actions of not giving any excuses to justify her doings.

Sehun was about to speak up when he caught a movement at the corner of his eye. He saw the doc shook his head slightly, warning him not to say a word. He snapped his jaw shut and begrudgingly foll