I sniffed silently and dried my eyes on my sleeves. After my brother left, I locked myself inside the room and cried facedown on my bed. Kai and Luhan came by after dinner, knocking rapidly on the door but I ignored them. Only after Kai threatened to call Tao and kicked my door down, did I call out to them that I was tired and already asleep. They left me alone after that.

I sighed, playing with the hem of my hoodie. Too many things rushed through my mind. I didn't want to leave yet, Sehun was still being a stubborn jerk as usual. Granted, he did seemed like he's not so uptight these past few weeks, but I knew he's far from how he used to be.

I didn't know how to explain to them, my brother or Doc Kyu, why it was important to me for Sehun to take up dancing again, I'm not really good in expressing myself with words. I can't help it that I'm so damn righteous. I believed in karma, what goes around comes around. My role model in life was my grandma, she always said I shouldn't hurt other people if I myself don't want to end up being hurt.

Sehun had helped me with the drunk, but as soon as I was saved, I ran and left him to be beaten up. Although I did call the police later, the fact remains the same. So, I tried to undo all my fault by enrolling in this school, to try and bring him out of his depression, or my own guilt.

But who knew I would meet some interesting friends along the way.

Kai, who I thought as weird most of the times but I did consider him as my best friend here in Sky High. Luhan, with his manly charm minus the neck hooking thing, was all right. Kyungsoo the sass queen. Even the troublemakers and their minion, Chanyeol, never failed to make me laugh with their antics.

But I knew I'm betraying their trust with my lies, because that's what I'm doing now, lying to them, every single day. They accepted me as one of them, even went out of their way to make me feel welcomed when I first arrived, but I've been lying to them since the get go. I didn't even wanna know what Sehun will do when he find out the truth about me. Maybe I should ease up with the jewel kicking.

I understood what my brother meant when he said I would be the one to be hurt if ever my secrets were expose. That's why I'm so conflicted right now. I came here with a sole purpose, for Sehun, but who would have thought I would leave behind s