SHIN AE POV

After the shocking thing happened, we ate our late dinner. Nobody went upstairs with us except Taemin. I wander what is he doing now. Key wasn’t talking too much. He just stares at the sky. I am getting bored that’s why I asked Key oppa to send me home. “op—I mean chagiya, it’s getting late. Let’s go home.” I said. he just looked at me and smiled. “wae?” I asked shyly. “nothing, it’s just that I can’t believe you’re already mine.” he said with a wide smile on his mouth. I chuckled seeing him like that. “you really love me huh?” I joked. But when I looked at him, his smiles fade. I became curios. “did I say something wrong?” I asked him. he smiled again and holds my hand. “don’t leave me ok?” he pinched my palms. I smiled lazily and nodded. “let’s go.” He said then he grabbed my bag and we went downstairs holding hands. When we arrived at the last part of the stairs, we saw Onew oppa holding a plate. He stopped. He looked at us but not straightly on our face. He was looking at our collide hands. Isn’t he happy? Why does he looked so bad on our hands? “hyung…” Key oppa said happily. I looked at him and I looked at Onew again. I felt weird on him. “he’s wearing it.. so.. should I congratulate you now?” he asked Key oppa with a fake smiling face. I wander if Key noticed it. mwoya igeo?? Is he mad at me? doesn’t he like me for Key? “ne hyung… she’s my girlfriend now.” key oppa lifted my hands that wearing my rings. Onew oppa looked at my fingers not that happily. “chukahae” he said lazily. Yes. I was so sure this time that he is not happy for us. But why? Right after then, jong hyun oppa appeared behind Onew. He looks so shocked. And it seems like he knew already that we are officially couple. “can I talk to her first?” jong hyun said to key. At first Key doesn’t like but afterwards, he said yes. “jong hyun talked to me at the backyard. He was really scarry but I didn’t let him notice it. I am walking behind him when suddenly he faced me that makes me startled and stepped backward. “do you love Key?” he asked me with a serious voice, face and action. I just blinked my eyes for ten times. I really can’t get his point. Why is he asking it? oh god, don’t tell me he’ll gonna judge me also just like what Taemin did to me. “I know oppa. Don’t worry, I am not playing with Key. I am not taking him for granted.” I said. “you know about Key and Nicole right?” he asked then he sat at the Bermuda grass. I didn’t answered him. I just sat beside him silently. “they were in a relationship for three years. He was really hurt. Depressed and become alcoholic.” He started. “I know. I won’t hurt him oppa. I know Key oppa is a really precious guy. I’ll try my best not to hurt him.” I cut him off. “I think we are having a misunderstanding here.” He said. once again, I was confused. “what do you mean?”I asked him. “like and love are different. That’s what I want to say.” He smiled at me. confused… confused… my head is gonna blast! I just want to ask more about what jong hyun oppa said but Key oppa butted. “chagiya, lat’s go.” He shouted from inside. I looked at him and smiled. I looked again at jong hyun oppa but with a confused looks. “we need to go now oppa.” I stood up and bowed at him 90 degrees. “remember what I said. LIKE and LOVE are different.” He said it again. I lifted my head and looked at his eyes straightly. “chagiya!” key cut our gaze. He was getting impatient. I bowed again to jong hyun oppa and I went inside with Key oppa.

ONEW POV

The door wasn’t lock. Thank goodness, or else me and min ho will sleep outside. I went inside with a plate that full of foods. I saw Taemin lying at the couch. I went closer to him and saw that he was in a deep sleep already. There are still traces of tears on his cheeks. My taemin, why do you need to fall in love with her? do you really love her that much that you even cried until you fell asleep? He didn’t even ate anything. He just drank and drank banana milk the whole day. I stood up from his bed when he mumbled something.. “neomu appa…” I looked at him. he turned his back and fixed his head on his pillow. I really pity him. I can’t blame anyone. I can’t blame Key because at first place, Key doesn’t know about Taemin’s situation. Secondly, Taemin had already the chance but he just let it pass away. I love the both of them since they are my true friends. But seeing Taemin like this while Key is so happy being with the girl he love and at the same time, Taemin’s love, it really broke my heart and can’t help myself not to choose my bias. Min ho went inside. He was looking for Taemin also. “is he already asleep?” he asked me. “ne..” I answered him shortly. “poor him.” Min ho sat beside Taemin who is sleeping. “why?” I asked him. playing innocent. “don’t hide anything from me hyung, I know and I felt it also. Our maknae, baby and innocent Taemin is in love with Shin Ae.” He said. my eyes widened. I placed the plate at the table again. “how… how did you know?” I asked him interestedly. “on his actions. I saw him awhile ago crying inside our room. but he didn’t saw me.” he answered. “ah…” I just said. “le’t just fill his loneliness with our love and gags.” He suggested. “that’s what I am already doing for almost two months. Bribing him his fav. Chips and banana milk. Annoying him through my addiction in chickens. I really felt sorry for him. poor him.” I caressed Taemin’s back. 

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sorry for the short update, i was preparing for SHINEE'S 4TH ANNIVERSARY TRENDING.. :) I HOPE WE'LL TREND AT NO. ONE SPOT.. ^^ SHAWOLS AND SHINEE HWAITING!!!

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