Sooyoung knew how painful it was for Joonyoung. She knew and didn’t expect him to forgive her. She knew it was hard for him to accept it because she didn’t explain it to him properly. She was aware that Joonyoung didn’t talk to her because he didn’t want to face the truth. Yes, she had already accepted his decision but every time she thinks of the moments they shared back then and the ones they created when she took care of him when he was gaining back his memories, she can’t take the pain. It was too painful that she badly wants to see him. It was too painful that she wanted to see him and seeing him is the only cure. She wanted to pull him in her arms and just stay still for some time until they calm down and let their hearts communicate.

She misses him and the pain is killing her. She knew it was her entire fault and she can’t blame him for feeling such but she wanted to explain. She wanted to tell him over and over again until he understands her.

The memories that fill up my heart
The unknown feelings I have are wanting you