After that night when I drunk a lot, I woke up with a headache and as I opened my eyes, I was disappointed I didn’t see her by my side.

I stared for so long at the blank space beside me as I remembered her angelic face. I remembered her innocent sleeping face and I can’t stop my smile…and my tears.

How long will she be gone? How long will she leave me alone? How long will she keep me from missing her? I just wanted to see her and know that she is fine. I just…

I just want to hug her.

Then again, she isn’t here with me anymore. She left me and I don’t even know where she is.

‘Sooyoung-ah, where are you?’ My mind whispered before I got up from my empty bed.

And as I stare at the sides of this house, I kept on seeing her cleaning, cooking and doing all the chores for me with a smile.

But every time I go near her, she just disappears and my tears would fall once again.

You’re not by my side

You’re not in my side