Then another memory crept in my mind as I stared at the snow outside.

All those happy memories I shared with him, they are all coming to me and making me smile. I know I look like a fool now. I may appear crazy because I am crying and yet I am smiling and chuckling whenever I think of the silly moments we made.

I thought I’ve stopped thinking and remembering of those things now but I was wrong. Since I heard his voice again, I just can’t help my heart’s longing and my mind from reminiscing.

All those memories made my heart happy even though I know they are now just memories.

I only wish I made the right decision. I only wish the sacrifice I made gave way to his dreams. I know he never mentioned me getting on his way to his dreams but I can feel how a burden I was to him.

It snows. Snow falls full of the world to the point where

I forget even the fact that I am alone for a while, I am happy.

I wonder if you are chuckling and crying in turn with thought of me somewhere too.