~Yumi~

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I felt him playing with my hair as I closed my eyes, letting him play with my hair as his left hand were playing with my face. I felt his fingers slide from the eyes down to my lips.
It was tickling, but the feeling felt nice.. Smooth..

I opened my eyes to look at him but he was concentrated on something else. He was looking at my lips, cheekbones, everywhere in my face except into my eyes..

I started to wonder if something was wrong cause it felt like he was avoiding my eyes..

"JaeJoong.."

"Yes?" He said but he still didn't look at me

"Is something wrong?" I asked

"Why... are you asking me that?" He whispered

"I feel.. like you're avoiding my gaze.." I whispered

He chuckled

"I'm trying to survive"

He then faced me again and looked into my eyes

"Survive?" I asked

He chuckled

"It's impossible for me to look into your eyes for so long without getting hypnotized"

I rolled my eyes

"I'm not.. doing anything"

"Unconsciously perhaps" He smiled

He leaned forward and planted a kiss on my nosetip before crawling his way up . He helped me to sit up as well and smiled at me

"I'll just take a shower araso? How about you go downstairs and grab something to eat?"

I nodded

He gave me another kiss on my cheek, making me blush which caused him to chuckle. He poked my cheek with his finger before going into the bathroom. I hurried outside his bedroom cause earlier I wasn't really paying attention to him being topless but now.. it was even.. more embarrassing when I saw it......

I hurried downstairs as I heard him sing loudly from the shower. I chuckled quietly as I listened to him while heading to the kitchen. The sound of him from the shower disappeared and I looked around in the kitchen, not knowing what to prepare but after I had looked around for a few minutes, I decided to make scrambled eggs and friedrice.

As I was standing in front of the stove I started to think about this relationship of ours. I saw the ring on my finger and I couldn't help but smile at it but then again... I started to worry. I didn't know how Tiffany and the rest of his friends were going to react once they find out.. about us dating..

I was so into my thoughts that I didn't hear JaeJoong coming down and when he at first wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder, I came back to reality

"Smells good.." He smiled

"It does? I.. didn't know what to make and I was worried.. cause I didn't know if you would like this.. and you told me-"

"Yumi! Don't worry.. I'm fine with anything.. as long as it is you .. cooking it"

I quieten and the anxiety disappeared slowly

He spun me around and looked at me

"You're.. worrying too much.. Don't. I'm fine with whatever.. I won't die unless you added some kind of poison in it.. right?" He smiled

I swallowed hardly and nodded slowly

Suddenly he chuckled causing me to look at bit curious at him

"Wae?"

He smiled

"You're... really.. just like in your letters.. Always worrying about wrong stuff.."

I rolled my eyes

"Mianhe~~"

"Don't say sorry!" He said and looked at me

I sighed

"Yumi.. don't be so insecure about yourself.. You're already so perfect..."

He leaned forward and when i thought he was going to kiss me, I suddenly heard a click-sound. I spun around to see that he turned off the stove

"But you are lacking in the part when you have your attention somewhere else and forgets some stuff.. that might be life threatening" he chuckled happily

I blushed and looked down on my feet

He gave me a hug before he walked over to the fridge

"You want some vegetables? I have.. corns.. and I have .. cucumber.. and.. salads.."

I chuckled

"How come you have the veggies that I love?" I asked

he blushed before looking into the fridge again, too embarrassed to face me

"Uhm.. after.. you.. wrote that it was your veggies.. it became my favorite too" He said

I couldn't help but let out an Aww which caused him to blush even more

"I guess you want some tea then?" I said and started to search for it

"Nae~~"

So as he was preparing the veggies, I prepared the our cups of tea. When I was boiling the water I looked around for the tea bags and when I found it, he really didn't joke around when he wrote that he was obsessed with tea. I saw at least 5 different flavors of tea

I could hear him chuckle at the other side of the bench, preparing the veggies

"I love tea.. " He said

I rolled my eyes

"What flavor?" i asked

"Surprise me" He smiled

I decided to take lemon to him and peach for me. I put the tea in the cups and when I heard the clicksound, I knew the water was finished. JaeJoong had already finished the veggies as well and walked over to the table to put it down. I grabbed the can of boiling water and spun around to see him whistling while putting the plate on the table. I chuckled happily and spun around again to fill the cups with hot water

I guess I did it way too fast, spinning around that much and I instantly got dizzy. My eyes started to get blurry and my head started to feel even more dizzy. Somehow the sight got to blurry which made me stumble my way back and i fell down onto the floor, the can of boiling water spilling out on my left hand

"AHHHHHH!"

"YUMI!!!"

He kicked the can of boiling water away and moved me away from the hot water as he bended down and looked at me

"Yumi? Gwenchana?" He asked frightened

I was shaking, as the left hand were burning. Tears started to stream down, making the sight even more blurry than before

I heard him getting me an icebag and he then helped me up, helping me over to the zink and put my hand under the cold water. He was looking behind him so that we wouldn't step into the hot water on the floor

"Gwenchana? What happened?" He asked softly

After cooling the hand down he put the ice bag on my hand and helped me over to the chair and sat me down while he bended down in front of me

"It's ok.. I .. I.. just.. got dizzy" I said

I felt his fingers wiping away my tears

"My God Yumi~~ You're shaking... Are you cold?" He asked worriedly

I shook my head

"I'm Fine.. Chincha" I whispered

"I'll get you a blanket"

As soon as he had disappeared I closed my eyes and opened them again, to find my eyes still being blurry

"No.. no.. please.. not now" I cried silently as I closed my eyes again

Hoping that the the blurriness would disappear

I heard him coming back and he soon wrapped the blanket around me and bended down again

"Gwenchana?.. How about you go and sit in the livingroom and I'll just.. clean up everything in here and I'll be there in a minute?"

"JaeJoong.. Mianhe~~" I sobbed

He wiped away my tears as he took me in his arms

"Why are you being sorry? Don't! It's not your fault that your dropped the can. It's not your fault.. Just go into the livingroom and I'll be there in a minute araso?"

I nodded slowly

I stood up slowly and tried to make out where the exit was and when I was sure that I had found it, I walked slowly out of the kitchen

"Yumi?"

I stopped instantly

"Nae?"

"are you ok?"

"Oh.. Nae~~.. Wae?"

"Mollah.. I just.. thought..."

"What?" I asked softly

"Nothing.."

I soon felt him wrapping his arms around me, helping me into the livingroom and when he had made sure I was ok he hurried back into the kitchen. I heard the noise coming from the kitchen and when I was 100 % that he was in there, I slowly made my way to my coat and grabbed the pill I had brought earlier

I then hurried my way back to the livingroom, stumbled my way forward and sat down on the couch
He soon came into the livingroom with the hot cups of tea

"I'll just get us some spoons and.. the veggies" he said and hurried back into the kitchen

I grabbed the cup of tea, blew on it before putting the pill on my tongue and swallowed it along with the drink

"Jja Jjang ! Let's eat" He said happily

I nodded

I soon felt the blurriness disappear and I was relieved to see again. I then turned myself to see JaeJoong's beautiful face, he was eating happily

"Whoa.. It tastes good!" He said and looked at me

He took his own spoon and took some of his rice from his bowl and wanted to feed me

"ahhh~!" he said happily

I did as I was told and opened my mouth
He chuckled happily and went back to eat while I kept looking at him

At the very moment I heard my heart inside of me rip apart..

If.. I really.. were going to be blind.. I would never.. be able to see.. his beautiful face.. again..