~Yunho~

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"Shouldn't Changmin be home soon ? He's been gone for the entire day .I thought he was going for the interview?" I asked

Suddenly we heard the front door open and within a minute Changmin entered, a tired expression on his face but he seemed satisfied and happy

"Hi! How did it go?" Yoochun asked

"Great! I had so much fun. The staff is really nice and kind to me. And the kids are so joyful"

"I thought you were going to be interviewed only?" I asked

"Well I had a small talk with the doctor there and she really changed my opinion about people and such. So I had a small introduction.. and they showed me around. I received my clothes and my schedule.." Changmin said

"Oh.. what are those?" I asked and looked at the papers

"Oh that's.. embossed printing..I have to learn that in order to help the kids.."

"Embossed what?" Junsu asked and looked at it

"It's the language for the blind people. So that they can read the magazines, newspapers and books by themselves without having anybody helping them.."

"Whoa.. this .. reminds me so much of..." Junsu quieten

I swallowed hard

"Nae~~ I was thinking about her too.. I chose to be in the section for blind people actually.." Changmin said

"Wae?" I asked

"Wae?" Yoochun asked

"I don't know..I just.. I don't know.. I want to understand Yumi I think.. I understand why she is acting like she does.. and why she broke up with hyung and.. yeah.. trying to understand how hard it must be.."

I sighed heavily as I looked at the clock.. 7 pm.. and JaeJoong hasn't been outside his room yet..

"Has.. he eaten?" Changmin asked

I shook my head

"He hasn't.. I'm wondering what he is doing in there.. cause he never do anything except.. being in there.. and.. studying.. sleeping.." I said

"Let him have his time. Hearts takes time to heal.." Junsu said

"I know" I mumbled

"But the question is.. how long? He's loosing so much.." Yoochun said

I sighed

"Let's just hope for the best alright? And prepare for the graduation.."

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~Changmin~

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"Changmin~~ssi ? Would you like to introduce yourself to the kids first?" Dr Yejin said

I smiled

"Annyeong haseo kids! I'm Changmin. Let's be great friends alright?"

The kids chorused yes as some of the girls were giggling

"Now.. We'll start of with this first and you will be taking care of a girl called Yoona. It's that girl over there.. She was born with her blindness.. and she is 17 years old. She's really shy and we've been trying to get her an assistant that she will open herself up to but so far we haven't managed to do that.. we barely know what she likes but the few things she enjoys to do is reading a lot so I hope you can study with her.. her embossed printing isn't that great but at least you're at the same level" The doctor laughed and I joined in

"You can always take a walk with them and 11:30 it's time for their lunch. You'll have your lunch at 12.00 and starts at 1 pm after that. As you can see, it's not much of a doing it's more like helping the kids.. make them feel like kids.."

I nodded

"I'll do my best" I smiled

"Good Luck..!"

The doctor left and I walked over to Yoona and bended down to her height as she was sitting on the couch

"Annyeong Yoona ah~~ I'm Changmin and I will be your new assistant"

Yoona didn't answer. I guess she was shy

"Uhm.. let's become good friends araso?"

Yoona didn't answer

"Don't be shy and you can be informal with me aswell.. So don't be shy and talk to me araso?"

Yoona didn't answer and I sighed. This is going to be a little bit of a challenge..

"Hmm.. the weather's really nice outside so let's go out for a walk ?"

Yoona didn't say much but she helped herself over to the wheelchair and she placed the blanket on her lap and I guess that was a sign that she was at least willing to go out for a walk..

I pushed her outside, feeling the hot sun hit us immediately and the soft and cool wind was blowing, brushing my skin smoothly like a feather

"So .. tell me a bit about yourself Yoona ah~~. What do you like to do in your freetime ? Favorite colors?"

Yet she still didn't answer.. But I wasn't going to give up..

"I like.. reading. And I like exercising too. The body feels so fresh when you have exercised and it is an amazing feeling.. you feel so.. good when you've done exercising. I like taking care of my health a lot.."

It really was awkward cause I was talking to myself but I really didn't want to give up and since I'm going to stay here for the entire summer, I should try to make friends with them ..

We soon arrived by the hill.. standing on top of the green hill and right beneath us, you could see a beautiful flower garden.. They were growing and I guess that in a few weeks of time, they would probably be fully bloomed out..

"Whoa.. what a great view" I said and bended down to her height

I smiled widely

"The weather is so nice and the atmosphere on the green hill is amazing. I love this feeling.. it's so summer like.." I said

the silence took over as I was quietly looking at the scenery before me..

"Changmin ah~~"

I was thrown back in shock as I heard her soft voice speak to me and it caused me to look at her. Her eyes were staring blankly ahead but for some reason it felt like she was trying to see the beautiful view in front of us..

"Do you mind.. describing.. how it looks like?" She whispered

I looked at the view again ..

"The hill is right in the middle, letting us standing on it's top makes it easier for us to look at the view. There are yellow flowers stretching out on the field, making a circle into the middle where the purple lilacs starts to grow. Although, the lilacs are only stretching out for 2 feet and right after white flowers comes, stretching out in different parts, both sidewalks and south. There is a small path you can walk to see and look at the beautiful flowers and we can get down there by following the path right on front of us, on your left side. Roses are growing on the sidelines as the stones are neatly put. If you stand up, you can make out the horizon line, seeing how far the fields stretches until the field meets the forest and further away you can see where the forest meets with the sky.."

"What color is it?" She whispered

"The sky is blue, with a few dots of clouds on it, the sun is on your left side at the moment, standing high up in the sky. The forest is green and a bit lighter because of the sunbeams.."

"IT sounds.. really.. beautiful.." She said

"It is.."

"I'd like to see that.."

I felt how heavy my chest became when she said that sentence cause I know that she's not able to see it ..

"You know.. I've always imagined myself sitting on a tree during night, looking at stars .. someday hoping to see a shooting star appear.."

I quieten and listened to her

"I've also imagined myself to go on the airplane someday, to look down at the different landscapes.. countries to see.. it's beautiful scenery .."

I closed my eyes as I listened to her talking..

"I also want to.. go Han River someday.. I've heard about it's beautiful view at night.."

"Oh.."

"It's beautiful huh?"

I swallowed hard

"It is.."

"I have an Unni who described it to me. She was telling me so detailed how it looked like that I could feel myself imagining it. It was so real. It felt so real.. like.. I was there.. It was like.. I was seeing through her eyes.."

"She must be good with describing.." I said

She nodded

"She is.. She also told me about how she had been swinging during nigh and looking at the stars.."

"It sounds really.. nice"

She nodded

"But it feels weird living through her memories.. cause.. I was hoping someday I could make memories like this of my own.."

I didn't say anything..

"You know what bothers me the most?"

"Aniyo.."

"That people .. my parents and the doctors.. thinks that I'm too young to make decision of my own. Like I'm some kind of kid who doesn't know what I want in life.."

"do you?" I asked

"I do.. and I will fulfill that someday" She said confidently

I smiled

"Good. I wish you the best"

She chuckled

"Nice meeting you Oppa.. I'm sorry.. i wasn't friendly with you from the beginning.."

I chuckled

"It's alright.. It must be hard to meet new people all the time.. and getting used to the many various and different assistants.."

She nodded slowly

"I think you're my 6th Assistant so far. I wasn't.. matching the others so well.. cause they lost their patience with me.. after 3 days"

"What happened?"

"I didn't talk to them"

"But you talked to me.. and this is my first day"

"Well.. I just have a good feeling about you. The other assistants were just after the money"

I laughed

"How do you know that I'm not?"

"I'm just following my instinct"

I stood up

"I like your instinct and you know what?"

"What?"

"My instincts says that it's time for lunch"

I got up from my seat as both of us laughed and made our way back to the hospital