Impatiently Waiting

From ... With Love

~JaeJoong~

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"You're like..sure you're going? She was obviously planning to call you or something since it's holiday" Yunho said as we were walking through the corridors to our last lesson

"I've already decided. Mom wants me to go.. I guess..I'll just go in order to make her happy" I said

"But seriously, I think your mom wouldn't mind if you passed this one.." Yunho said

"WHy are you all so into this with .. trying to hook me and Tiffany up?" I asked

"isn't it obvious? The girl adores you. She's like.. the princess in school, every girl that all guys in this school dreams of.. and she likes you.. I can't believe that you haven't noticed"

"Well.. You've made it very clear to me lately.. so it's kind of impossible for me to not notice it whenever I'm around her" I sighed as I sat down by the desk waiting for the lesson to start

"COme On JaeJoong.. Give her a chance will you?"

The lesson started and I was relieved that I didn't have to listen to his nag anymore. Today was the last day of school before the Spring vacation starts and I was just eagerly waiting for the day to pass as soon as possible so that I could go to the countryside

Well during the whole week, Yunho and the other guys had tried to persuade me to stay at home cause something was probably up but I refused and didn't want to. Why? Well mostly because I didn't feel like it.. and also because.. even though Tiffany liked me.. I didn't.. see her.. look at her.. Consider her in 'That' way..

Besides, she has never told me straight that she likes me.. She just .. might.. cares more for me than the other girls do.. so.. what is exactly going on I mean ? It's nothing right ?

Well.. I've never considered myself as a.. good guy.. great guy. . or anything but being one of the Kingka's of the school was really a hard time.. But it's not that I'm thankful that there are so many people showing interest and such.. it's just that.. I'm not really the person that they think I am.. This cool.. sweet and romantic guy..

Maybe I'm just.. different?

Well the only ones who actually knows me is the guys.. and of course..'Her'

The last lesson was soon dismissed and I couldn't hide my excitement. I got out of the classroom and met up with the rest of the gang as we walked out to the parking plot

"I guess I'll be seeing you.. in 2 weeks then!" Yunho said

I nodded

"Have fun snowboarding" I smiled

"And you too" Yunho said and looked at everyone

We all hugged each other and I also noticed the pale and disappointed smile on Tiffany's face but she didn't say anything and just gave me a hug..

As soon as I got home I saw that mom and dad had already finished packing and the suitcases were down by the entrance

"I'M HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I shouted

Mom appeared from the kitchen and smiled at me

"I've already packed some stuff for you. Perhaps you want to bring something else with you so just go up and finish the packing araso?"

"What are you making?" I asked

"Nothing much. Just hurry. We have to leave soon"

I ran upstairs with a wide smile on my face as I started to pack. I did feel a bit stressed but the more I was thinking about that I would get to talk to her again, the stressed subsided and I just.. became a lot happier

When I was finished I walked over to the desk and grabbed the package of the new blue letters that I had bought in order to take them with me so I put it down and went to the shower

"You seem to be happy" Dad said as we were taking out our suitcases from the car and into the cabin

"Why shouldn't I?" I laughed

"Well.. something is definitely weird about you" Dad chuckled

I rolled my eyes

"OPPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I spun around and saw my cousin Min Jung as she ran over to me

"Min jung ah~~ annyeong!!" I smiled as I lifted my 8 year old cousin up and hugged her

"Oppa !! Bogoshipo!!!" She smiled as she hugged me

"Ahh.. chincha? I've missed you too sweetie!" I laughed

"HYUNG!!"

I saw my other cousin walking over as he was holding a soccer ball in his hands, smiling widely as he walked over to me

"Oh Wonbin! How have you been?" I smiled and roughed his hair

"I've been fine! I've been waiting for you to come! We have to finish our game!!" He said and looked at the house

I nodded

"I'll play games with you as soon as I have helped out with the suitcases and such" I smiled

Wonbin was the elder brother of Min Jung and he was 13 years old. I was really happy to see them cause I really loved being around them. Well mostly because they always managed to make me smile and also because I love to hang out with my family

"JAeJoong! You've grown taller!"

I recognized the voice of my aunt and smiled widely and gave her a hug

"And you haven't aged!" I chuckled

"Aish~~" She said embarrassed and hit me on my arm

I laughed

"Where's your mother?"

"Inside"

After 1 hour of taking the suitcases inside and settle down and unpack my stuff in my bedroom I saw that it was already getting late

I went to the kitchen to have supper and it was fun to see my family gathered.
Mom and Aunt had made a lot of for the supper and was we were eating everyone was chatting happily and talking about stuff that had happened ever since we saw each other the last time

Well Min Jung, she was just excited that she had new friends in school and that I was back and visiting us again. She also told me she had started to take piano lessons and ballet classes. Well for other cousin Wonbin, he was just randomly attending school with his friends, playing his games and play soccer..

Don't get me wrong, i love spending time with my family but I was just.. impatiently waiting for everyone to go to bed since I knew myself that everyone was tired..

When it started to get close to 10 pm, everyone went to sleep but as for me, I was getting ready to go back to the forest and to the tree. I grabbed the flashlight and the letter and went out from the cabin and closed the door carefully.

I was so excited filled with happiness that I even started to run towards the forest, with the flashlight in my right and the letter in my left hand

I didn't stop until I was standing 4 feet away from the tree and I smiled widely as I slowly walked towards the tree. I was feeling nervous, my heart beating fast , pumping for it's life..

I flashed on the hole and just like the other times.. I saw a bunch of pink letters in there, the latest being the one on the top.

I smiled widely as I took out my bag around my neck and put the letters down carefully as I put my thick letter in the tree..

I then looked around in the forest happily, and afterwards started to make my way back to the cabin. I couldn't hide my excitement and I really wanted to hurry and go home just so that I could read the letters

As soon as I stepped inside the cabin I took off the shoes, went to my room to change into Pjs and then went back to the kitchen with the bag and made myself a cup of tea..

Finally after been waiting for 200 lifetimes, which it felt like to me, i was finally ready to sit down comfortably to read her letters.

Just like she used to, she had marked the letters with numbers and I started to read the letter which said 1 on.

I smiled widely as I opened the letter and started to read..

"Dear.. .

You left today.. I hope you'll have a nice time while studying and don't catch a cold alright ? ^o^
It will feel a lot more lonely now since you're not here but well.. I guess I'll be seeing you soon! I'm gonna fill this tree with my letters and I hope you will read all of them once you get back! I'll miss you! Don't catch a cold and always be happy!"

I chuckled as I folded it back and took out letter nr 2..

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Vampirexy192
#1
Chapter 70: It was beautifully written. This story tugged my heart heavily. I actually stop reading this story halfway because the emotions were too much for me to handle but now I finally finished reading it. The drama was soo epic. The flow of the story was captivating me and managed to take in my emotions into it. T_T At first, it started with a lighthearted chapters and then it began to become heavier as it goes. It felt like I was there and attached with the characters. Feeling connected of what they felt in that situation. It was unbearable for me to read it. There were always the times I shed a tear every time they fell into tragedy and difficulty. Anyway, it was an incredible story. I'm happy to read this and it's also help to open my mind what does blind people experience and thoughts of their state. Love your story! ♥
db2620 #2
This story is one of the most perfect fics i've read in my whole life. The story is unpredictable and it gives me uncountable emotions :'D i cried a lot! ;(( this fic should be a drama plot omgggg 10 thumbs up for you author-nim! ♡♡
Angelz0715 #3
Chapter 70: OMG I'm crying a river T^T this is so sad but so sweet. I love it!!!
-cojjee
#4
Chapter 70: This is the second time I read this, and I still crying a river while reading it.
anneanne #5
Chapter 70: huuuuuu i just found this fic. huuuu the struggle makes me cry a river TT.TT the ending makes me cry a river too.... it's just that im so touched with the letters.. huhu im not sure that i read all part.. cause it's just too much to take ?
but in the end i read it all i guess.
anywaaaaay thanks for such a great story !!
playmirth
#6
This is the second time I finished reading this story, the first time was two years ago. And this never fails to make me cry over and over again ;A; you're a great writer I mean it.
seoleeya #7
im crying TT TT
Nainah #8
That was...absolutely the most amazing thing I have ever read in my life it was so exceptionally beautiful that I couldn't stop reading it's 3am right now I have been up all night reading this and I finally finished! This is the first time I have ever cried over anything fiction be it a movie, song or book. Thank you for writing such a amazing story this is definantly something I'm coming back to read again and again! But for now I'm going to sleep I have school tomorrow DARN IT!
x3LKimmyH #9
this is getting so good! you have good writing skills :D <br />
keep writing your awesome stories :D