~Yumi~

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I was running around in JaeJoong's house, lika a maniac, hurrying to prepare everything. I had managed to get him out of the house and somehow I wanted to repay everything, not really repay but show him how much he meant to me as well since it felt like he was the only one showing it all the time..

I was hurrying to finish the cooking, the food that I had prepared for the evening and also I had cleaned the entire house and also taken a shower, and put on some make up, make my hair a bit more wavy and curly..

JaeJoong had been gone and out of the house for almost 2 hours now and it was just a matter of time before he was going to be back. I was so lucky that I had managed to get him out of the house and of course, he was clueless, wondering why I needed those stuff but in fact, I had just talked out of nowhere, not knowing what I should ask for, as long as he gets out of the house, I'd be happy that I would get enough with time to prepare..

When I had finished the cooking and the dishes, I turned all the lights out and the soft piano music, which had become a drug to me, I was addicted and I needed that music ..

I hurried back into the bedroom and took out his white shirt, which he usually wears for formal gatherings and parties, but tonight I decided to wear it for him only..

I was nervous, so nervous that I would probably not be able to talk when I was going to face him later on, cause I had no idea how you're seducing a guy, I had no idea how you're suppose to make him feel special and I had no idea how to express my love to him...

I sighed heavily as I watched myself in the mirror. The only make-up I was wearing was some soft red color on my cheeks, some mascara..
I had put on some lotion, making me feel like strawberry in a way and it was addictive in a way since I wanted to eat my own fingers cause it really smelled good, like candy.. My hair was wavy, a bit messed up in a way, looking pretty different from what I usually do..

But I was praying and hoping that he was going to like it..

I sat down on the bed and took a deep breath as I felt the lilies on the bed, waiting for him to come.
After we had gone back from the tent, we had been sleeping until 2 pm in the afternoon since we had stayed up until 7 am to talk. And I had fallen asleep in his arms and probably he did as well..
After breakfast, I managed to get him out of the house to get me some stuff, which I didn't need but I couldn't think of anything else. I had whined and asked him to get the special potatoes that you could only buy if you went by car, and gone out there to get it. And it took you 1,5 h to get there and then 1,5h to get back here..

The clock was almost 8 pm now, he was going to arrive any minute..I felt my entire body shake as my heartbeats was beating faster and faster. No doubt that I was nervous and no doubt that I was afraid of his reactions. This isn't me but at least I tried to make it in my own way, in my own style. I didn't like heavy make up, and I didn't like revealing myself too much..

But at least his shirt was long, I had puckered the armsleeves about to my elbows, the shirt was covering down above my knees so it looked like a night gown in a way.. Guy style then.. in other words..

I hadn't done much except preparing the food, cleaned the house and made some dessert..
I just wanted to make it into a memorable night since I had been waiting for the right opportunity to give him the gifts that I had prepared a long time ago..

I was folding my fists hard as I was closing my eyes, trying to listen to the sound of the car, JaeJoong parking or something..
THere was no sound.. absolutely silent..

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~JaeJoong~

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I had NO IDEA why she even wanted these special potatoes that took me 3 h to get, not to mention that special evian water as well..

But then when she said she needed some medicine, I knew I had to go and it was not more than right to let her stay home to rest.. But i was worrying and I didn't like being away from her..

I sighed heavily as I parked the car outside the familiar house that I had gone to ever since I was a kid and locked the car. I grabbed the big bag with the water, potatoes and the medicine for her and walked towards the house..

I started to get a weird feeling since the entire house was dark and no light was on..
I quickly unlocked the door and entered, locked it and took off my shoes..
I could hear the piano playing from the speakers from the livingroom but besides that, it was quiet..
Probably she had turned it because I had noticed that she liked that music.. it was making her a bit more relaxed..

"Yumi?"

I went to the kitchen but she wasn't there. I put the carkeys on the counter and the bag as well, headed for the bedroom

"Yumi?"

I entered the bedroom but she wasn't there either. I saw some lilies on the bed and the candles being lightened but except that, she was nowhere to be seen..
I felt the panic slowly coming and I hurried into my parents room but it was empty as well.. I checked the bathroom, nothing but candles, the scent of vanilla surrounding me..

"Yumi?"

I started to worry even more and I was getting more and more tense, since i had no idea where she was..

But then.. I found her..
I entered the livingroom to see her looking at the open fire, sitting on the floor, the soft and thick carpet under her and she looked.. somehow.. very strange from the back

"Yumi?"

She spun around slowly and greeted me with a smile as I felt her taking my breath away. The only light, that was coming from the open fire place, was making her eyes shine like stars. I saw her slowly standing up, while wearing MY shirt and I felt my cheeks burning..

"Hi you're back.. I didn't hear you.."

Completely dazed and paralyzed, I didn't manage to say anything cause all I could do was to stare at her.. She looked so beautiful..

"I .. prepared some food.. I hope you're... hungry" I heard her say shyly

She walked towards me and took me over to the carpet. I was still at loss not being able to say anything since I kept watching her. Her hair was a bit more wavy, a bit curly at the end of the hair. Her soft skin, reflecting, shining and looking fresh because of the fire, was somehow affecting me, I wanted to try touch it with my finger tip.. cause it looked so smooth..

"Ahh~~"

She smiled cutely at me as I automatically opened my mouth and ate whatever she had made. I couldn't really recall the taste cause all I had in mind was, Her.. her and Her..

"Are you ok?"

I looked up, opening my eyes as if I had just woke up, but this time, waking up from my thoughts and I looked at her

I chuckled quietly as she was looking at me

"You look.. nice"

Her facial expression changed a bit and I even saw her blushing before she looked down on the food that she had prepared

"I didn't know if you were going to like it and I.."

I shut her up by kissing her since she really did look stunning and y. Isn't this every guy's dream, to see his girl wearing his shirt and having this cozy and romantic atmosphere ?

I could tell that she had been preparing for this evening and I wasn't planning to destroy it or anything. I started to feel a bit special in fact and loved..
Happy.. is the right word to describe..
I was.. happy.. I am happy..

She kissed me back and then she pulled away and as I was half sitting and half lying, with my right leg up, lying down with my upper body, resting onto my elbow, she made her way and leaned towards my stomach as she was smiling and feeding me..

I wrapped my arm around her stomach as she was feeding me and I couldn't help but to laugh at her from time to time. She joined in cause she was probably trying to get rid of the nervousness she had inside of her.. and I couldn't really blame her.. i was nervous as well..

After we had finished the food, she put it on the table and we were just lying there, well I was kind of lying while she was resting against me, both of us looking at the open fire place as I was playing with her hair..

The soft piano music was playing from the speakers and I couldn't help but to feel even more happier..
It's perfect like this..

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~Yumi~

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"JaejOong?"

"hmm?"

I felt him playing with my hair, twirling some of my hair strands around his finger as he was softly smelling me..

"It tickles!" I chuckled as I felt him tickle me behind my ear

He chuckled and pulled away

"What is it?" He asked softly

I sat up slowly and slowly spun around to face him as his eyes were locked on me..

"You know.. I didn't need all those stuff you went out and brought for me.." I said honestly

He rolled his eyes

"I know already.. that thought hit me like when I entered the house" He said

I laughed innocently

He sat up slowly and kissed my cheek before leaning against the couch and took me into his arms as I was facing him with my back, him hugging me from behind as we were looking at the fire..

"It's ok though.. You prepared something special for me.. and I guess.. I don't mind going away next time either but next time, I'll probably know what you're about to do then

I chuckled

"JaeJoong?"

"Hmm..?"

I sat up, letting go of his hand and his unsure hands releasing me, not knowing what I was going to do next. Just like I had figured out, my right hand went under the couch where I had put the boxes, cause I thought we might sit here and put it in front of him..

"What is this?"

"Open it" I smiled

He looked at me a bit strange before grabbing the box and I saw his eyes widen a bit as he saw the ring

"What's this for?" He whispered

I smiled and took the box and took out the ring

"Actually.. I.. prepared this gift a long time ago.. When we started to write to each other.. and I promised myself that i would give you this someday if we were going to meet.. It kind of symbolizes the day we started to write to each other.. and I had the date engraved inside it.."

He looked inside the ring and soon I saw his eyes look at me. I was unable to read his expression and in order to not make it feel awkward between us, I took the ring and put it on his finger..

"I made a ring for and a necklace for me.. You can kind of consider it as.. couple set.." I mumbled

I took out the necklace from the box and I spun around, my back facing him ..

"Can you.. put it on for me?" I whispered

Without hesitation, I felt his warm hands soon coming around and he grabbed the necklace, brushing his fingertips onto my neck and skin and I leaned forward as I was feeling his touch. I took my long hair to the side and felt him putting the necklace on..

Within a few seconds I felt his lips pressed onto my shoulder and soon onto my neck..

I closed my eyes as I leaned myself back, feeling his tender lips, inhaling every scent of mine..

"You smell.. like candy" I heard him chuckle

I started to laugh lightly as well

"The lotion smells good.. doesn't it.." I said

"Makes me want to eat you.. you smell like candy" I heard him laugh

And suddenly I was lying down on the carpet, JaeJoong overtop, looking at me with a playful expression in his eyes

"And you look really good in my shirts.." He smiled

I felt the heat rising as I started to feel warm

He leaned forward and kissed me softly on my lips, slowly
I soon responded as I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me..

He soon pulled away in order to let both of us catch our breath..

"You know.. that.. this is pretty dangerous to you if you wear these kind of clothes?"

"Oh really? How come?" I asked

he chuckled

JaeJoong didn't answer, instead he leaned forward and planted a kiss as I felt his hand under my neck, kind of lifting my head up in order to kiss me..

With the only light from the fire place, the soft piano playing in the background and just the two of us here, I guess both Jae and I knew that we were right where we wanted..

Just the two of us and no one else..

That was the only thing that mattered to us at the moment ..