~Yunho~

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Changmin and I ran around in the house, not really sure why we was even doing that but just the thought of Yumi leaving JaeJoong like that was pretty weird. I thought everything was alright, I though that they were happy but why would she just out of nowhere, just disappear like that? How did she manage to get away in the night? Cause JaeJoong drove here...

"Hyung, there's really no track of her. All her clothes is gone. The only thing that is left is her couple ring and her letter.." Changmin said and came back to me in the hallway as I was looking at the crystal gift JaeJoong had prepared

"Checked the house?" Yoochun asked as he entered

I looked up

"How's JaeJoong?" I asked

Yoochun sighed heavily

"He's heartbroken. He's not saying anything and he's just sitting in the van, completely silent and holding her ring in his hands.." Yoochun said

"Junsu's out there with him?" Changmin asked

Yoochun nodded

"Is that his bag?" Yoochun asked and looked at Changmin

he nodded

"Everything's in. I packed down all his clothes and I cleared the fridge.." Changmin said

"Who's taking his car?" I asked

"I can do that" Yoochun offered

"I can go with him" Changmin said

I nodded

"Junsu can take care of Jaejoong while I drive..."

Both of them nodded. All of us quieten as we looked at her pink letter..

"What do we do now?" Changmin asked

I sighed

"I don't know. With JaeJoong in this state, it's almost.. frightening to think about what's gonna happen next" I mumbled

"But why did she leave?" Yoochun asked

"Apparently, she saw herself as an burden to him. You see being blind is not easy. I have no idea if JaeJoong has accepted it but he must have.. since he chose to stay with her even though she had told him that she were going to be blind. But I guess.. Yumi wasn't sure of that. Having an disability takes away your independence.. and probably.. you loose your confidence.." I said

"Hyung's right. I think she must have thought that JaeJoong probably should get a girl that is equal to him.. Cause she don't want him to take care of her.. for the rest of his life" Changmin mumbled

"But what if he wants to ? His love for her is.. so strong.. Not even the words are strong enough to describe it.." Yoochun said

I sighed

"I don't know how her brain works.." I said and gritted my teeth a bit

"Hyung, why are you mad ?" Changmin asked me

I folded my fists hard as I closed my eyes and took a deep breath

"Kah ja"

I ignored the question as I went outside out to the van as Yoochun locked the house and checked that they had locked and closed the entire house before Changmin and him went inside JaeJoong's car.
I got into the van and I looked in the backseat seeing JaeJoong staring blankly ahead, the color of his face gone as Junsu were holding a bottle of water, watching him

"Did he say anything?" I asked

Junsu shook his head

"He has been quiet and he has been staring blankly ahead .. Hyung, I'm really worried"

"Me too" I whispered

As we were driving, I was constantly throwing glances in the backmirror, seeing JaeJoong breathing as he opened his eyes slowly, closed the slowly. His fist were still tightly holding onto her ring but except that, he was like.. a dead living person..

"Is he... ok?" I asked for the 3540953409th time

Junsu sighed

"No change.."

I decided to turn on some music since I didn't want the atmosphere to be this tense and sad because of Yumi leaving him. And if JaeJoong would fall asleep, at least that would get us on other tracks and make us feel a bit more relieved.

As I the music, the first tune sof the piano, Yoochun's composing cd was on, I saw JaeJoong flinch in the backseat and somehow his eyes came alive again

"Hyung?" Junsu asked carefully

JaeJoong closed his eyes and I let out a sigh of relief

"Yumi likes listening to piano music" I heard JaeJoong say

Junsu and I had eyecontact in the backmirror as we kept listening to JaeJoong

"I.. sang her a song.. She cried you know" JaeJoong said with his eyes closed

I saw Junsu leaning himself back and wiped a silent tears from his cheek

"You know.. I promised her.. to take her back to the cabin where the hot springs were.. at least.. 100 times.. before I die" He mumbled

"Hyung.. What's wrong with him?" Junsu whispered

I shook my head

"Let him speak.. He needs it"

"You know.. I've been having this dream.. seeing her walking to me down the aisle in a white wedding gown.. In the dream, I feel like the world is complete.." JaeJoong whispered

"I've imagined myself with her in the future.. Us.. traveling.. Just being together.."

I felt the anger rise inside of me as I tried to not listen to Jaejoong. It was already hard to take it all in, that she left him. But now when you were hearing all his plans, his fantasies and dreams about the two of them being together, I started to get frustrated. JaeJoong has a hard time to get over stuff that has affected him so deeply, that had left him a deep impression..

And Yumi.. left marks... traces inside of him. She marked her spot in her heart. No.. I mean, she stole his heart. His heart is right in her hands.. and she smashed it without hesitation..

And she left me as well..
Her parents.. her friends..

Why? Why did she do it ?

Tears started to fall as I felt how heavy my chest were becoming. Unknowingly I had got affected by her absence as well.. and since I couldn't.. make it as her boyfriend..

I was more devastated now since I thought being her Oppa would let me be close to her. I would never snatch her away from JaeJoong but I just wanted to protect her.. and now when she's not here.. What am I suppose to do ?
And JaeJoong? What is he going to do now ?

I angrily speeded up as we arrived in Seoul and I immediately took off to Yumi's house. Hoping that I might get something from her parents.. cause she wouldn't disappear like that .. if her parents didn't know right?

"Hyung.. Where are we going?" Junsu whispered

"Yumi's house"

"No! Hyung! Take him home first.. and then you can go. I think it's better if we don't.. take him to places where Yumi is popping up and giving him memories of them both being together" Junsu said

"You're right" I whispered calmly

As soon as Changmin and Junsu had gotten him inside Yoochun got into the car and we immediately took off to Yumi's house.

"He's.. a mess" Yoochun said, breaking the silence in the car

"Can you tell?" I choked

Yoochun turned to me and looked at me as I was driving

"Hyung.. Gwenchana?" He asked

I didn't answer

"hyung.. maybe.. I should.. drive" Yoochun said

I suddenly pulled over and hit the wheel the hardest

"HOW CAN SHE LEAVE US LIKE THAT?! HOW CAN SHE JUST LEAVE WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING?! WHY DID SHE LEAVE?! WHY IS IT THAT SHE'S THINKING THAT WE WOULD BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT HER?! DOESN'T SHE UNDERSTAND SHE HAS BECOME SOMEONE SPECIAL TO US ALREADY?!?!?! WE Just...."

I had to quieten down since I started to sob and Yoochun tapped me on my shoulder..

"Hyung.. Let's switch.. I'll drive" He said

I got out of the car and walked around and Yoochun got inside and we started to drive towards Yumi's house. Yoochun parked outside and I had to get 5 minutes to get a hang on myself

"Gwenchana?" Yoochun asked

I nodded and took a deep breath

We walked towards Yumi's house and knocked on the door
I looked around in the garden and on the parking plot. The car wasn't home..

"why does it.. feel so empty here hyung`?" Yoochun asked

I looked around as well and just because of Yoochun's words, I somehow started to feel that he was right. It did feel a bit empty here .. didn't it ?
I looked at the garage, around in the garden as well..

Yoochun started to wander around the house

"!!" Yoochun cursed

I looked up and ran over to him as he were looking inside the window to the kitchen

"What is it?" I asked

"I think.. they're gone"

I stared at him

"Gone? What do you mean by gone?" I said and looked inside

Yoochun sighed

"Gone as in, Yumi's parents.. doesn't live here anymore.. It's like they've.. vanished"