~Changmin~

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No one said anything. Everyone was silent and was keeping their mouth shut not knowing what to say after I had revealed the news about her eyes..
I guess now they knew why she didn't live at home anymore. Why she was here and probably starting to understand that she left JaeJoong..

"You guys.. let's meet in my patient's room. We can't sit here" I said

A bit dazed they walked behind me although I had to walk over to Yunho Hyung and pull him up and hold onto him so that his feet could move cause obviously the only that was actually moving was his heart and his eyes. Tears was uncontrollably streaming down on his face and Junsu's the same. None of them could stop crying but you didn't hear any loud sobs. Just quiet sobs and their heavy and sad sighs..

Yoochun was quiet. Probably lost in his own thoughts but at least his feet was moving. I stopped outside Yoona's room and knocked on it until I had the permission to enter

"Hi Yoona"

"Oppa?"

I followed the voice and saw her standing up by the window, her hand on the glass as if she was trying to feel the weather outside. She must have been waiting for me so that we could take a walk

"Yoona, Sorry I'm late" I said

"It's alright. You sound a bit... laid back. Careful. Something wrong?" She asked and faced me

"I was wondering.."

"I hear more than us two in this room. Did you bring someone?" She asked slowly

"I brought my hyungs" I said and walked over to her

She was quiet

"I brought them outside Yumi's room and I told them that she is blind"

A few more seconds passed which felt like hours to me before Yoona said anything. I knew she was very careful of meeting new people and that she was really.. cold towards people she just met..

"What was their reaction?" She whispered

I sighed

"Junsu and Yunho Hyung are crying while Yoochun hyung is blank. Totally.. at loss" I said

Soon I felt Yoona wrap her arms around me, her hands locked around my neck and she hugged me tightly

"It's gonna be ok" She comforted

I slowly wrapped my arms around her waist and hugged her tightly as I was fighting to hold back the tears of mine. I had no idea why I even felt like this, why I was so sad and frustrated..

"You should take them inside. It's gonna be a disaster if Yumi finds out that they are here.." Yoona said

She let go of me and pushed me towards the door. I was kind of wobbling, still not in my right senses after the hug since I could still feel her warmth onto my skin..

I hurried to get them inside and closed the door, locked it and brought them over to the chairs where they sat down quietly

"Hyung.. This is Yoona.." I introduced

They looked up.. half dazed but a weak smile appeared on their faces as they automatically stood up, bowed and introduced themselves. As for Yoona, she was completely different from what she had been towards me the first time we met and she was warmly greeting them, causing me to be a bit jealous ..

"Yoona.. did you talk to her?" I asked

Yoona nodded slowly

"I did.."

The guys attention was immediately brought to her and they looked confused

"About what?" Junsu said and wiped away his tears

I sighed

"I forced JaeJoong hyung to learn braille in order to understand the life that blind people have.." I said

"Yumi.." Yoochun said

I nodded

"It's not as easy as you think" Yoona spoke

The guys looked at her and was quietly, listening

"You see.. when you're in love, you feel no limitations and you think that you can do anything. Cause just having that person right next to you is enough.. when you have that person right next to you, is all that you ask for.. but if you one day wake up from that dream and realize that this i the reality, the life isn't that wonderful as it seems to be cause.. you also need to understand the life's rules.. the feelings and the concern of another being.." Yoona said

No one said anything

"The reason that Yumi Unni left JaeJoong Oppa is because she was afraid to choke him"

"MWOH?!" All of us chorused

She nodded and closed her eyes as she looked down on her hands

"I feel the same way for my family and friends"

"It also includes your family and friends?" Yunho whispered, not believing what he was hearing

She nodded

"A disability requires so much time and strength. She doesn't want to stand in his way for his dreams, his goals or tear him down slowly, secretly.. Taking him down physically.. Cause helping and being someone's assistant.. being so close.. to someone who has a disability like this, where you can't even depend on yourself, your independence or anything, how would that make you feel?" She said and I saw a tear falling

I folded my fists hardly as I was trying to resist the urge of running over to her and hug her tightly

"It's not easy cause in the future, you will get tired. The burdens will become even more heavier and in the end, you can't stand it and you will fall down.."

I heard Junsu sob once again as Yoochun were folding his arm, letting his tears fall

"That's the last thing people want to do and become. Being a burden is makes us feel guilty and sometimes we wish we wouldn't have been brought to this world"

"NO ! DON'T SAY THAT!" I shouted

All of their heads were turned to me except Yoona who was keeping her head straight. While crying I saw a smile appear on her face

"You don't feel equal Oppa. You.. don't.. feel the same as the other person does.. You can't help but feel sorry"

"BUt if the the person chooses to be by your side then?" I whispered, trying to reassure myself that there must be a way

"It's hard to accept.. Would you really be.. ready for it ? Both physically and mentally?"

"Of course" I breathed.. whispering..

I looked up with tears in my eyes..

"I would do it.." Yunho said

"Me too" Junsu said

And also for the first time.. Yoochun finally spoke

"There's.. nothing such as Equal in Love. You can never love a person just as much as the other person loves you. It can never be on the same level but the feelings can be strong. In a way, pushing people away from you since you're considering yourself as a burden.. is.. selfish. You're selfish" Yoochun said

I looked at Yoochun hyung

"Hyung!!" I protested

He didn't care. he was looking straight at Yoona

"If a person is willing to stay by your side then let him. Cause he's doing it because of love. He loves you. His heart feels at ease and just by being by your side is enough. It doesn't matter if a disability is an obstacle, there's always a way to get through it..." Yoochun said

No one said anything and I guess Yoona was a bit surprised by Yoochun's sudden words. I also kind of realized that he was right..

As long as the person CHOOSES to be by the one he loves, and the person wants him to be there, then there shouldn't be anything. It's all about giving and taking chances..

"And.. what did Yumi say then?" Junsu asked half choked on his words due to his thick voice

Yoona nodded

"She loves him.. and the pain is killing her. She needs him I can tell but she just can't seem to realize that he loves her too" Yoona said

"What do you mean?" Yoochun asked

"If you're right Yoochun~~ssi.. About the will.. And about the chances.. Giving and taking.."

No one said anything, holding their breaths while waiting for her to continue..

"Then.... I know she will take him back.. If he chooses to stay with her.. and she gives him that chance.. the assurance that she needs from him.. There's no doubt that.. she will take him back.." Yoona said

I let out a sigh of relief.. and I looked at Junsu and Yoochun who were smiling at me

"Where... did.. Yunho go?" Junsu stuttered and looked around in the room