Fade Away

From ... With Love

~Yumi~

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After the breakfast, I don't know but JaeJoong and I was really bored and in the end, we ended up cleaning the entire house of his. I don't know why but it was funny cause I had never laughed more than I had been today.

While JaeJoong was downstairs, in the basement doing the laundry I was putting all the dried plates, bowls and glasses back on it's place and then I cleaned the counter, the table

Suddenly I heard sweet music coming from the livingroom and soon JaeJoong entered kitchen and chuckled happily
I looked up from the table and looked at him as he was leaning onto the doorway, his legs crossed, his hands in his pockets

"What is it?" I asked and kept doing what I did

"I could .. bear with this"

"Mwoh?"

He smiled happily

"To see you like this everyday.."

I chuckled

"Be more specific.."

"You know.. if we weren't that young I would probably have fallen down on my knees, proposing, No.. begging you to marry me" He chuckled

His words made me stop and I looked at him as he smiled happily

"Stop joking around..." I blushed

"WHo said anything about me joking around? I mean everything I say" He said

I rolled my eyes

"You know.. we shouldn't be talking about this.. We've been dating for a few days only" I said and looked at him

He shrugged

"Does it matter?.. We've been knowing each other the entire life.. Or almost.. and.. we know each other so well that I would probably know what is going on inside your mind just by looking at you"

I sighed

"What am I thinking right now?" I joked and looked at him

He walked towards me and looked at me

"Hmm.. You're tired"

"No I'm not" I lied

He rolled his eyes

"Maybe we should take a nap. We've been cleaning all day. I think even the floors are so clean that we could probably use them as mirrors" He chuckled

I rolled my eyes

"We should eat something at first"

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~JaeJoong~

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I waited for her, outside her house leaning onto my car, ready to take her to school. I guess the weekend passed so fast without me noticing it and we had spent everyday to be together, and it was like we were always drifted away to our own dreamland, not realizing the surroundings

"Bye mom!!"

I smiled as I saw her coming out of the house, wearing flat ballerina shoes, A yellow dress about knee high, very plain, her hair plaited into two while having a long sleeved white cardigan. She looked so.. beautiful..

"Oh.. JaeJoong" She smiled up and ran to me as she spotted me

I chuckled and took her in my arms as she pulled away

"I didn't know you were picking me up" She said

"Well.. I'm here.."

We got into the car and headed towards the school. We were happily chatting about random stuff and I told her that mom was so happy when the house was cleaned and asked me to do it more often

"So.. you want me to come back?" She chuckled

"Of course.." I said and grabbed her hand and squeezed it lightly, feeling her warmth

I parked outside the school and got out of the car, waited for her to get out as well but I then saw her weird facial expression and I walked over to her to see if something was wrong

"Hey. . Yumi~ Gwenchana?" I said and bended down after opening the door

She nodded and swallowed hard

"What's wrong?" I asked and caressed her cheek

"I'm just nervous.."

"About what?"

"NO one.. else.. knows about us dating.. right?" She stuttered quietly

I sighed

"Kah Ja"

I took her in my arms and helped her out. I closed the door and locked the door and took her by her waist, pulled her close to me. I didn't care about the stares everyone was making . I was more worried about Yumi..

I looked down on her, I felt her clinging onto me, as if she was afraid of someone dragging her away from me. I held her close to me and kissed her forehead

I could hear whisper along the hallway, as the students were looking at us

"Are they dating?"

"Wasn't JaeJoong sunbaenim dating Tiffany Sunbae?" I heard people say

I totally ignored the comments but seems like Yumi had a hard time ignoring it

I put my arm around her shoulder, assuring that I was there and she looked up, looking a bit more relieved..

"HYUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I looked up to see Changmin smiling at me happily but when he spotted my arm around Yumi, his facial expression turned into a frown and a bit confused but when both of us stopped in front of him he smiled

"Is.... are.. you?" He asked

I nodded

I looked down on Yumi who seemed to have her attention somewhere else, not noticing that we had stopped

"Hey.. Yumi?" Changmin asked

Yumi reacted and looked up

"Oh.. Hi Changmin" She smiled

"Hi there.. Seems like you were spacing out. How are you?" He smiled

"I'm fine.."

"Oh.. JaeJoong"

I looked behind Changmin to see the rest of the guys approaching and they stopped right in front of us, noticing the arm around Yumi

"So it's true! I heard the comments and gossip on my way into the building but I thought people were just making it all up" Yoochun smiled

I chuckled embarrassed but Yumi were still having her attention somewhere else

"So.. I guess.. Uhm.. congrats?" Junsu said

All of us chuckled

"Yumi?"

I looked down on her as Yoochun called her and she looked up and smiled brightly

"Oh.. annyeong" She said

I felt her grip around me tighten under the jacket. I brought her even closer to me and tried to make her feel comfortable about the situation, cause there was nothing to be ashamed of right? I mean.. there is nothing between me and Tiffany and.. I was dating her now..

"How are you? you look a bit pale..." Yoochun said worriedly and looked at her

I looked down on her as well and I noticed that Yoochun was right

"Aniya Aniya~~ I'm fine.. Don't worry" She smiled

"So.. you broke up with Tiffany?" Yunho uttered for the first time

I looked up to see him look at me and then at Yumi. He seemed.. to be... relieved?

"I broke up with her..." I mumbled

"When?" Yunho asked

"Friday.. night"

Suddenly it rang and all of us headed to the first class. After I had sat down with Junsu and Yumi by my table, I saw Tiffany and the other girls entering.
Tiffany smiled at me warmly like she always have but the other girls seemed to be a bit disappointed , but at least they greeted me with a smile before turning away

Seems like Yumi started to relax as well and she even started to joke around and laugh with Junsu.
The first lessons drifted away pretty fast and when it was lunch time, I grabbed her hand and led her out of the lesson and headed out to our table

The girls sat somewhere else which made Yoochun and Junsu let out a sigh in relief

"For the first time, we're having a calm, relaxed atmosphere to eat in.. Halleluja" Yoochun said playfully, which caused everyone to laugh

"Hey Yumi. I forgot the fruits, mind coming with me to get some?" Changmin asked

"Oh.. good. I was thinking about getting myself a bottle of water as well. Kah Ja" She smiled

"Hurry back will you?" I said and smiled at her

She nodded and walked away

As soon as both of them had disappeared all three of them turned against me

"Spill it. What happened? How come you're dating?" Yoochun asked

"I thought.. you said.. you accepted Tiffany.. and now you.. ditched her?" Junsu asked

I didn't know how to start. It was already confusing but I somehow.. started to question myself if I should tell them the entire story.. Our secret, Mine and Yumis. Us exchanging letters and so on...

"It's a long story isn't it?" Yunho smiled

All of us looked at him

"What do you mean?" I asked

"To judge by your eyes, and hearing your head thinking so much, I'm guessing that the story is so long that you can't tell it here since the amount of time isn't long enough.. How about telling us later tonight?" He asked

I looked at Yunho, a bit surprised that he was so calm and so relaxed. Cause mostly he's always the one who's up, wanting to know the reason first but this time, he somehow was holding himself back..

I thought he was mad at me for hurting... her

I nodded slowly in agreement and Yunho smiled

"I need to get some fruits as well" Junsu sighed

"Tell Changmin to get it for you" Yoochun suggested

"I don't think he's able to hear us. Come with me?" Junsu asked

"Alright. I was thinking of getting myself some orange juice anyway" Yoochun shrugged

Both of them walked away leaving me and Yunho by ourselves
Both of us were eating silently, the awkwardness becoming more and more uneasy between us. I didn't know what to say cause I sensed that something was being hidden from me

"Take care of her Hyung.. She's more fragile than you know" I heard Yunho saying as he was still eating, looking at his food

"Mwoh?"

"Take care of her. She's.. very special.. and she's very.. sensitive. Fragile as crystal glass, but happy as a kid getting an ice cream" Yunho said and looked up

"What's up with this?" I asked slowly

Yunho nodded

"She's special Hyung, That's what I'm trying to tell you"

"Are you trying to tell me you like her?" I asked slowly

He chuckled

"No.. but I've grown attached to her. Being her Oppa is all I want. I don't have any feelings like that towards her. I just feel I want to protect her and I can do that just by.. being her Oppa.. Right?" He said

I nodded slowly

"But of course.. you're right.."

"About.. what?" I asked

He faced me

"I used to like her. I was at the verge to fall even more for her but I stopped myself before it was too late. I somehow knew inside my heart that she.. was having someone else inside her heart but somehow, she was hesitating, having a dilemma" He said

I stayed quiet

"But no worries. I don't have any feelings for her.. Being her Oppa is I all I want to be.."

I chuckled

"Thank You Yunho"

He smiled and we clicked our fists together

"Take care of her.. Or else, I'll rip you. Not into 2 parts only but as many as I can. Starting with the small member down there of yours" He smirked

I burst out laughing and Yunho laughed hard too

"Relax... I can't even look at her when she's crying. How am I suppose to hurt her then?" I rolled my eyes

Yunho chuckled

"Who knows.. Being one of the Kingka's in school, it has it disadvantages.." Yunho chuckled

Both Yunho and I looked at the door to the cafeteria, seeing Yoochun, Changmin, Junsu and Yumi coming out, laughing happily

"No worries.. that smile of hers, it's the most precious I have at the moment. I would rather die than seeing it fade away"

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Vampirexy192
#1
Chapter 70: It was beautifully written. This story tugged my heart heavily. I actually stop reading this story halfway because the emotions were too much for me to handle but now I finally finished reading it. The drama was soo epic. The flow of the story was captivating me and managed to take in my emotions into it. T_T At first, it started with a lighthearted chapters and then it began to become heavier as it goes. It felt like I was there and attached with the characters. Feeling connected of what they felt in that situation. It was unbearable for me to read it. There were always the times I shed a tear every time they fell into tragedy and difficulty. Anyway, it was an incredible story. I'm happy to read this and it's also help to open my mind what does blind people experience and thoughts of their state. Love your story! ♥
db2620 #2
This story is one of the most perfect fics i've read in my whole life. The story is unpredictable and it gives me uncountable emotions :'D i cried a lot! ;(( this fic should be a drama plot omgggg 10 thumbs up for you author-nim! ♡♡
Angelz0715 #3
Chapter 70: OMG I'm crying a river T^T this is so sad but so sweet. I love it!!!
-cojjee
#4
Chapter 70: This is the second time I read this, and I still crying a river while reading it.
anneanne #5
Chapter 70: huuuuuu i just found this fic. huuuu the struggle makes me cry a river TT.TT the ending makes me cry a river too.... it's just that im so touched with the letters.. huhu im not sure that i read all part.. cause it's just too much to take ?
but in the end i read it all i guess.
anywaaaaay thanks for such a great story !!
playmirth
#6
This is the second time I finished reading this story, the first time was two years ago. And this never fails to make me cry over and over again ;A; you're a great writer I mean it.
seoleeya #7
im crying TT TT
Nainah #8
That was...absolutely the most amazing thing I have ever read in my life it was so exceptionally beautiful that I couldn't stop reading it's 3am right now I have been up all night reading this and I finally finished! This is the first time I have ever cried over anything fiction be it a movie, song or book. Thank you for writing such a amazing story this is definantly something I'm coming back to read again and again! But for now I'm going to sleep I have school tomorrow DARN IT!
x3LKimmyH #9
this is getting so good! you have good writing skills :D <br />
keep writing your awesome stories :D