~Yumi~

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"Yumi!"

I looked up from the magazine and saw Yunho coming over. Following behind, Changmin and Junsu were smiling at me as they were hurrying over to my table

"Hi guys!!" I smiled and gave them all a hug

"hey! How are you? Sorry to keep you waiting. Yoochun were really taking long" Junsu apologized

"Aniya~~ Gwenchana. Where's Yoochun?" I asked and looked around

"He'll be right in. He's parking the car" Changmin smiled

I nodded

"Nervous?" Yunho asked

I chuckled

"Mol la yo. JaeJoong said he prepared something but what it was, I have no idea. He hasn't said a word and it's so frustrating" I said

"He has been really busy the past few days so I believe he has been preparing a lot" Junsu said

"I can tell. He hardly answers my texts anymore. He reply the texts after an hour or two. And whenever I ask him what he's doing it's always the same thing ..'Surprise'" I rolled my eyes

The guys chuckled and soon Yoochun pulled out a chair and sat down

"Hey sorry for being late. I couldn't find the carkeys and then I forgot my wallet and cellphone and.." Yoochun mumbled and soon he quieten when he noticed the grin on my face

"What?" He asked

I shrugged

"It's ok. No need to explain.. I don't mind waiting" I said and drank some of my coffee

"So when is he going to be here?" Changmin asked

"Soon.. it's almost 1 pm" Yunho said and looked at the clock

"Do you.. guys know what he has prepared for me?" I asked

They smirked

"YAH! Enough with mysteries and secrets. For the past 3 days you guys have been calling me nonstop and I'm not stupid. I know you're trying to distract me" I laughed

They all looked innocently at me

"Not really.. we're just.. spending time with you" Yoochun said

"Hey ! Want some coffee? I'll go and get some" Yunho asked and stood up

"Oh I'll go with you" Junsu smiled

I shook my head

"tea's fine" Yoochun said

"Oh.. I want.. coffee.. Can you get me some? I need to go to the bathroom" Changmin said

Yunho nodded

"Yumi?"

I shook my head

"I'm fine. I've already got my own" I smiled

"araso~~"

Junsu and Yunho left and Changmin headed to the bathroom and I was silently sitting alone with Yoochun. It didn't feel awkward or anything but I had a feeling that our conversation were going to be very weird. Why I was even having that feeling, I have no idea..

The past few days I've been spending time with the guys a lot and JaeJoong had been acting very very very... weird. He had been preparing some stuff, not that I know what but he just told me it was a surprise. I had become a lot more closer with the guys since I had been spending day in and day out with them and we had been shopping, we went to the go kart, to the movies, to the game hall.. We had practically done everything, or it felt like that to me..

But even though I had been smiling happily, having fun with them, the feeling and the thoughts that I had been worrying about were still there. The day of me moving to the hospital, far away from JaeJoong was tearing me slowly apart but whenever I was in his arms, the wound slowly closed itself. But as soon as he left me alone, the wound started to open itself up again..

I hadn't told him about me moving.. and just the thought of us separating, was choking me. I didn't want to separate, I didn't want to leave him but for some reason, it felt like he deserved better. Like he deserved who could take care of him. That wouldn't tire him out and that wouldn't give him the burdens. Or at least not like mine, which was way too heavy for him ..

"You're ok?"

I had totally forgotten that Yoochun were still sitting right next to me and I soon felt his finger wipe away a tear that was falling down on my left cheek

I looked up

"Oh.. Mianhe~~ I was.. spacing out" I choked and drank some coffee in order to avoid eye contact

"Hey Hey.... Hey.. .Tell me.. something's... wrong?" He asked softly and grabbed a napkin and wiped away the second tear that was falling

I didn't say anything but I soon heard him chuckle lightly

"Please smile Yumi ah~.. JaeJoong's gonna kill us if we don't manage to keep you smiling.. That was our mission and I think we had succeeded until your tears were falling right now" Yoochun joked lightly just to make me feel better

It worked cause whenever I heard JaeJoong's name, My heart would feel more calm and I would feel more relaxed. I was going to spend this small trip with JaeJoong, giving him all my love as if it was the last day on earth and I won't think about the break up.. Not until I have to..

I will not think of the separation, not until I have to ..

Junsu and Yunho soon returned and Changmin came back as well, carrying a tray , helping them as they sat down

"Omo~! I thought you were just going to buy coffee. Not the entire cafe!" I said and looked at them

They all chuckled

"We're hungry and besides, having some sweets after lunch doesn't hurt" Junsu smiled

"Here!" Yunho said and handed me a plate with some chicken salad

I looked a bit surprised at him

"JaeJoong texted me earlier and told me that you haven't had anything for lunch and he wanted you to eat something. he told me you liked chicken so I bought you that. I hope it's ok?" Yunho asked

I sighed

"I can't believe him. He's not here but yet he still manage to care for me" I mumbled

"That is why I think friends are the second best thing after Electronics"

I recognized the familiar voice and I spun around to see JaeJoong, amazingly handsome today for some reason, wearing darkblue jeans along with a white tanktop and a black sweater outside. His bracelet was hanging freely on his wrist and his glasses really made him look like a model..

He kissed me on my forehead before taking the seat right next to me and Junsu handed him a big bowl with ramen. I could smell the chili all the way from there

"I thought you were coming in an hour" I said and looked at him

"I hurried and finished earlier.. wae? Not happy to see me?" Jaejoong pouted

I rolled my eyes

"Aniya~~"

"She wanted to spend some time alone with us. That's why" Junsu teased

I saw the deathglare JaeJoong shot off to Junsu which made Junsu choke when he was drinking his water. All of us started to laugh and I handed him a napkin

"You see , that is why I like having Yumi around, she's really a good girl. She's the complete opposite from you Hyung" Junsu accused and then he smiled at me

I chuckled

After the lunch it was time for us to part. Changmin and Yoochun took my bags to JaeJoong's car and JaeJoong went for the restroom while Junsu and Yunho went with him. As Changmin was putting the bags in the car, I was standing from afar, looking inside my handbag and seeing the gift that I had prepared for him a very long time ago. The ring in the blue box and my necklace in the pink box. A couple set in fact..

I had hesitated the entire night if I should give it to him.. since.. I was going to..

No.. I will not think about that. I persuaded myself that this is going to be another lovely trip and I wanted just to think of the presence and not any further. I had to think of it in that way or else.. I would just ruin myself by thinking about the separation ..

"Hey.. Smile.."

I looked up to see Yoochun smiling warmly at me. I pulled off a smile and took a deep breath

"Enjoy the trip alright?" Yoochun said

I nodded

"I'm nervous.." I whispered

"I think this anxiety is nothing compared to when you met Jae's parents two days ago right?"

"Right.." I chuckled at the memory

Yoochun was right. This was nothing compared to what I had been feeling two days earlier when I met Jae's parents. I had no idea why the suggestion came up all of sudden but seeing JaeJoong so happy, I couldn't help but smile myself. We went to a restaurant and had a very cozy and nice dinner. His parents was very honest, very kind and his mother were constantly teasing Jae, telling me about his childhood and I couldn't help but laugh. In the end, I had a great time ..

"Here.."

I looked at the box that Yoochun handed me

"What's this?" i asked

He chuckled

"It's a camera. A gift from me and the guys. Take a lot of pictures together. I noticed that you guys don't.. have pictures together.. so use it well ok?" Yoochun smiled

"And put it in this photoalbum"

Changmin handed me the photoalbum. It was made of black silk and was gorgeous

"You guys.. you didn't.. have to.." I stuttered and looked at them

They shrugged

"Just use it well will you?" Yoochun smiled

"Hey we're back!!" Junsu breathed

Yunho handed me a bag and I stared at him

"What is this?" I asked

"Just some food in case you guys get hungry" Yunho laughed

"What? Yah Guys.. you're making me feel as if JaeJoong is going to kidnap me or something.." I said

They all chuckled

"Not really. Just for a few days.. and I hope it'll be a nice trip for you" Junsu said

"I thought we were only going for 2 days.. and 1 night. not a FEW days.. as in A FEW nights.." I stuttered

"If you're worrying about your clothes then it's already fixed. You've packed some yourself and the rest was in our hands" Yunho laughed

"Mwoh? Yah.. don't tell me.. you.."

"Of course! When we were shopping, we bought a lot of stuff we liked. Why do you think we even split up and had so many bags in the car ? It was a total lie when we said it was for our mothers" Changmin said

I rolled my guys

"Aren't you guys too much right now?" I asked

They all shook their heads

"And what if I don't like them?" I joked

"No worries. JaeJoong told us" Yunho said

"What did I tell?" Jaejoong asked as he came out to the car

"YAH! KIM JAEJOONG! IS THERE ANYTHING YOU'RE NOT TELLING THEM ABOUT ME?" I asked

Jaejoong laughed

"Oh.. uhm.. Aniyo?" He laughed

I rolled my eyes

"Get in the car Sweetheart. We have to leave.." JaeJoong said

I sighed

The guys helped me to carry the bags inside the car and JaeJoong hugged them all before taking off
I was about to hug them as well but then JaeJoong's arm slipped in between and he looked a bit.. weird

"Is that.. necessary?" He asked innocently

I rolled my eyes

"They're your friends.."

"And you're my girlfriend" He smiled happily

"I know.. Now let me hug them.. They've helped you A LOT!" I said

Jaejoong laughed

"Just kidding.. Bali"

"Have a great trip Yumi" Changmin said

"Take a lot of pics!" Yoochun said

"I want to see them all" Junsu said

Last but not least I hugged Yunho and as I was hugging him I heard him whisper into my ear ..

"Create a lot of memories" He said softly

I pulled away slowly as his warm smile were constantly on his face. I swallowed hard and nodded

JaeJoong grabbed my hand and helped me inside the car before waving to the guys and got into the car himself

"Ready?" He asked

"I think.." I mumbled

JaeJoong laughed and started off and took off..

"Where.. exactly are we going?" I asked

He shrugged

"Surprise. You might as well sleep. It'll take 5 hours to get there.."

"You're not kidnapping me are you?" I asked slowly

"Can I?" He asked innocently

"It's not kidnapping if you're asking me" I laughed

he chuckled lightly

"Not kidnapping.. just a trip.."

"Okay.. For how long are we going to stay there?" I asked

"Not long. 3 days and 2 nights.." JaeJoong said

I nodded and sat down in the seat comfortably.

3 days and 2 nights..Filled with happiness and love..

I slowly twisted my head and looked at Jae's profile as he was driving, while listening to the music coming from the radio. I swallowed hard as I kept looking at him

3 days and 2 nights, filled with love and happiness, with just the two of us there. I'm not going to think about my illness, the moving or the separation.
I was going to create memories.. Enough with memories so that I could see him in my mind..

Cause I knew myself, I won't be able to see him in the future and with the remaining time I have left, now when I am still able to see him, I was going to print him, mark him inside of me..

I was going to make this trip into a memorable one..
Cause I knew myself, deep inside that what I was planning, He had no idea about it..

Probably he was planning a lot more trips for us in the future but to me.. this was our last..